You’ll get tired of me eventually.

oh I see. it was the crime of wanting. that's why I deserve it.

the scary part about getting better is that there's this constant fear that things will go back to what they once were

Does anybody know what it’s like to be good enough? Asking for me.

reassurance kink bc my brain makes me feel unlovable

"I wouldn't want to bother anyone," I say as the thing inside of me eats me alive.

Me

Most important thing I ever learned these past few months is that sometimes it’s not that deep and someone’s neglectful behavior really does boil down to the fact that they do not give a fuck about you . Like it’s not that they’re too shy to approach. It’s not that they wanna put you down or feel intimidated by you or whatever it is. Sometimes someone truly does not care and that is genuinely okay and just bc you’re not in their frame of focus (whether positively or negatively) does not have to erase you in any way and ur fine and u don’t need them to center u