Go Away

Its fine tho guys and u know why ? I still have killing myself

Homestly a bit weird that people are saying helaena killed herself for no reason cause idk its pretty obvious to me?? But maybe thats just because ive been borderline suicidal my whole life

Borrowed some from my mum… maybe i will feel miraculously better???

In other news i dont think I’ve taken any anti depressants in like 5 days nor do i have any left… does this have something to do with me feeling like shit or is that unrelated

Bramie breakdown happening on the dash rn and yeah that shit was crazy

Sometimes i think i should start writing down all my daydreams that are basically fanfiction cause i would be prolific

Yay sunfyre still aliveeeeee

Need everyone to start posting about whats going on in the newest hotd episode NEOW

I just appreciate looking at them but otherwise theyre like a different species to me lol

But no when you really take a step back and look at it i like fucking hate men… like i have one male friend and hes like kind of annoying as fuck

Honestly i wouldnt mind being stuck in a timeloop i could have fun with that

Had a zoom call for uni and ofc my mother and brother decide to have a MASSIVE domestic during it… had to mute myself so they wouldn’t be concerned i was about to get shot through the door

Crazy to think that there are people on the other side of the world actually like going around and living their lives … what do u mean people exist outside of my city

Genuinely i think i am such a bitch without meaning to be just by like looking off in the distance and being too socially awkward to speak to people

Is he very twinkish? Well yes

Finn bennet is so very pretty boy to me

Staying up till 2am reading shitty fanfics where the bf is a piece of shit who ignores his girlfriend and makes her feel like a piece of shit who is sozoslsosoos lonely and alone and lonely and BAWLING my eyes out because its just a bit to close to home. Because thats my GOD GIVEN RIGHT