40:LOVE

heard a rumor - about a SNS au fanfic set in a filthy rich country club full of secrets

apparently it involves tennis, champagne, rich kids pretending they don't feel things while struggling with affluent neglect, bad coping skills and too much longing in the summer heat - and naruto uzumaki ruining sasuke uchiha's life by simply existing

couldn't be me, a therapist, who wrote this

(it's me, I'm the problem it's me. it's called 40:LOVE on ao3)

wonderful art commissioned with the talented heei33z on x💖

currently writing a 200k+ slow burn fanfic dealing with internalized homophobia, complex trauma and real psychological concepts (as I grew up to become a therapist after starting this fanfic in 2014!)

it's my absolute everything - I would feel so honored if you'd give it a read🥹💖

40:LOVE on ao3 by schnidde ✨

beautifully art done by ritsurrito (on twitter) for my slow burn fanfic baby 40:LOVE on ao3:

a psychological drama about a love that isn’t allowed - not in a dazzling, filthy rich town like this where glittering facades mirror more than beauty:

Why shouldn't he just join this dating show-thing?

Naruto needed the prize money to pay for his college loan badly - and how hard could it really be to find his Perfect Match?

Very hard, actually - especially if you are so convinced that this bratty, but very handsome dark haired man just absolutely can not be the one for you.

(spoiler: unfortunately, he is)

check out „perfect match" by me, schnidde on a03 🫰🏼✨

fanart for my slow burn psychodrama NaruSasu fanfic called 40:LOVE - done by my beloved @shadownhokage 🥹🩷

A country club full of secrets and emotional neglect simmering beneath the glistening surface - and a love that isn’t allowed, but can’t be helped 🥂✨ prepare for beautiful yet emotionally illiterate young men with far too much money and far too much to hide.

thank you dear @kseniacho - who does wonderful art by the way, I have written a SasuNaru one shot honoring her beautiful work!! - for tagging me in this 🙂‍↕️

world, prepare for the most girly pop songs ever lol - since doing my rewrite of 40:LOVE (a mainly NaruSasu slow burn - psychodrama - fanfic I started 12 years ago!) I can’t help but envision the characters while listening to anything haha 🩷 so my 13 songs are really influenced by them - and in no particular order lol:

1 ✨ bad bunny - KLOuFRENS

2 ✨ charli xcx - seeing things

3 ✨ chappell roan - casual

4 ✨ taylor swift - you’re losing me

5 ✨ romy mars - a-lister

6 ✨ telltale - crush xox

7 ✨ taylor swift - down bad

8 ✨ gracie abrams - tough love

9 ✨ florence + the machine - buckle

10 ✨ ELIO - sugar, baby

11 ✨ sabrina carpenter - don’t worry I’ll make you worry

12 ✨ ber - whatever forever

13 ✨ (the one and only!!!) audrey hobert - sue me

(And MILLIONS more haha 💗)

Naruto’s only one promotion away from becoming cabin lead - until Konoha-Air assigns him the VIP from hell: Sasuke Uchiha, rising pop starlet, scandal magnet, and professional menace.

14.5 hours. One call light. One tiny airplane bathroom. One scandal-in-the-making at 30,000 feet.

Fasten your seatbelts - this flight comes with turbulence. ✈️🔥

3) 🎒🛋️🍆💦 -> 🌶️🌶️🌶️

OMG IM SO CURIOUS PLEASE

OFC haha! ❤️‍🔥 don’t want to spoil too much already, buuuuuut…

…my gay bestie told me another one of his truly unhinged dating stories - about couch surfing and quite an… interesting experience lol

Enemies to lovers, but make it feral: Same team. Same overbooked hotel. Same bed. And a "mink" who won't stop haunting him.

10 years of hate. 1 person he just can't stand - and 0 self-control:

„the mink & the twink"

super smutty and witty NaruSasu One Shot on ao3 by me schnidde! Inspired by the Judo AU comics of dear TACKYCHAN - who in turn did this WONDERFUL art for my fanfic ✨🌶️

hi babe! I wrote a requested medieval AU & spicy one shot with … a certain knight *cough* kneeling for his prince! 🙂‍↔️✨ also with depth, u know me - but… also 9 pages of smut alone lol! Enjoy!!✨🌟

I would die for you in secret

Naruto’s breath hitched. But he didn’t retreat. „My life is mine to risk“, he said.

“Is it?” Sasuke asked softly. The words more breath than anything.

„As I said“, Sasuke continued, his voice dropping, rougher now, edged with something dangerously close to longing, „you disregard orders from your commander.“

„So it seems the prince himself has to give you orders." The air shifted - abruptly, inevitably. „And you will obey them - you will obey me.“

(NaruSasu • medieval au • very smutty / very lemon-esque • power bottom prince uchiha making his knight kneel #no-pun-intended • a knights quest of wanting to be important enough to be missed, even if it means going #self-destructive-af)