Yeah sex is good but have you ever found a 200k word fic of your favorite characters with your favorite trope?
seen from South Africa
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from Australia

seen from Australia
seen from China
seen from Brazil

seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from Japan
seen from Italy

seen from United Kingdom

seen from United States

seen from Australia
seen from Bahrain

seen from Russia

seen from Malaysia

seen from Serbia
seen from United States

seen from United States
Yeah sex is good but have you ever found a 200k word fic of your favorite characters with your favorite trope?

Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
Free to watch âą No registration required âą HD streaming
⊠across the hall â lando norris/reader
it's summer when lando norris moves in opposite you. you remember because it'd been 35 degrees celcius that day, you'd already been pissed, and he'd knocked on your door and had the nerve to stare at your tits.
 ever since then, you haven't been able to get rid of him. he teases you in the hallway, calls you pet names, brings girls home at two in the morning.
 you don't like lando norris. but it doesn't erase the fact that he's right across the hall, and he likes you.
includes â fem!reader, cocky, arrogant, obsessed lando norris, neighbours, unrealistic/inaccurate f1 calender, bad first impressions, slowish burn, pining, tension, eventual smut, p in v, LOTS of flirting, nicknames (baby, gorgeous, etc.), max fewtrell + pietra pilao appearances, misunderstandings, lando's incredibly bad at expressing his feelings, mild angst, alcohol usage radio check â first post in about a millenia but it's finally here!! i seriously had so much fun writing this one, thank you guys so much for waiting <3 word count â 15k
MONACO IS STUPIDLY HOT IN SUMMER.
Itâs the one thing youâd quickly learnt after moving here years ago, after realising your French lessons from high school would not help you at all.Â
Youâre in a halter neck, strings tied around the back of your neck, shorts stopping just before midthigh. Youâd never wear it out in public of course, considering itâd probably make the nearest Monegasque auntie faint, but you were safe in your apartment, where the only other apartment opposite you was empty.
The TV in your living room is playing some soap opera, background noise as you try figure out how the new blender you bought works in the kitchen. The buttons are all in French, incredibly unhelpful considering the fact this was supposed to be one of your first steps to âself-improvementâ.Â
âEat healthy,â one of your friends had told you a couple days ago. âOr drink healthy. Helps with stress.â Sheâd downed a shot of vodka a second later, so you werenât sure why youâd taken her up on her advice.
Maybe itâs because you were getting desperate. Moving to Monaco was supposed to unlock new opportunities, especially considering the fact youâd scored a contract with one of top modeling agencies in Europe. Your family and friends thought you were doing wellâif your Ferrari sitting downstairs in the underground car park wasnât indication enough, and in financial terms, sure.Â
But you were stressed, loosing any kind of love you had for your career, and currently really wanted to figure out how to work this stupid, overpriced blender.
A fresh wave of mediterranean air breezes in through the open window. You frown, blindly reaching across the kitchen counter for the instructions again as if itâll magically appear in english. It wonât. You know it wonât, but the same desperate delusion thatâs taken over your life makes you reach for it anyway.
Your gaze is still on the blender, hand blindly searching through the mess on the marble countertop. The lid, perched dangerously close to the edge, makes contact with your arm, tumbling to the herringbone floor with a loud clatter.Â
âFuck me,â you mutter, running your hands through your hair. The TV is still playingâyou think the lead has just confessed her love to the love interest, her voice high and whiney and dramatic. Hastily, you switch it onto the next channel, a news outlet with monotone speech and dull colouring.
âI think the word for it is burnt out.â
Thatâs what your agent, Emilie, had told you over the phone a couple days ago. You wanted to scoff at it nowâthrow the stupid remote on the floor too as a petty release for your frustration.Â
Burnt out. You wouldnât be burnt out if the entire universe seemed completely set on your demise.
Just as youâre about to snatch the lid back up from the ground, a sharp knock pierces through your apartment. You rise halfway, gaze snapping to the door, motionless like youâre trying to figure out if this is your mind playing tricks on you.
A minute later, thereâs another knock, a little louder, one you do when you donât think anyone is home.
Immediately, you drop everything else in your hands, ecstatic at the excuse to leave the blender behind and shove it away in the back of your cupboard.
You smooth out your shorts, trying to make them look a reasonable length, fiddling with the strap of your top. Probably another delivery guy, you think, delivering yet another impulsive purchase youâd made to make yourself feel better.Â
You swing the door open.
Fuck.
âHey.â
Thereâs a man standing there, someone who isnât in the typical delivery guy getup like youâre expecting. He looks your age, relaxed, familiar. Familiar in the way you knowyouâve seen him somewhere, maybe passing by on the street, on an advertisement, maybe. He looked like he could model too.Â
You tilt your head, leaning against the doorframe.
Yeah, he could definitely fucking model.
âNeed something?â you ask, and your voice comes out harsh, still not over the shitty day youâre having. It doesnât click in your head that heâs a new face, standing on your apartment floor that only has one other, unoccupied, apartment on it.
âNoâyeah,â he blinks, and you let your gaze stray, surveying his plain, white shirt, the grey joggers. âWas just saying hi.â You look up at his face again. Heâs got tan skin, brunette, curly hair, a small scar on the bridge of his nose.Â
He looks really fucking good, but youâre too annoyed to care.Â
âWhy?â you ask, frowning. You see him give you a once over too, eyes dragging up from your thighs, all the way up to your face again. âBit creepy, no?â âI was justââ he moves aside, and thatâs when it clicks. You see the luggage, the open apartment door with boxes strewn about inside. âWeâre neighbours now. Thereâs only two apartments on every floor. Probably going to see a lot of each other.â
Some of the annoyance simmers, realisation taking its place.
âOh,â you say, and he smiles. âRight.â âLando,â he says, offering his hand. âNorris. Lando Norris.â âHave we met?â you ask, shaking his hand. âI know you from somewhere.â âProbably work.â âWhat do you do?â âCars,â he shrugs, and you shift on the spot, head tilting. âI work with cars.â
It's a vague answer. Everyone you asked in Monaco 'worked with cars'. It's how you managed to get your Ferrari in the first place.
You watch his gaze stray again. You watch it stray to your chest.
âIââ âAre you staring at my fucking tits?â
He freezes, eyes snapping back up to your face.
âWellââ âSeriously?â âTheyâre right there.â âWhat?!â âHow do you expect me not look? Youâre hot, and youâre in shorts and a freakinâââ âHave some decency!â you say, already moving to walk back inside your apartment. âJesus.â âNo, wait,â he catches your wrist, pulling you back. âCâmon. Iâm sorry. Whatâs your name?â âIâm not telling you. Not after that.â âThen what do you want me to call you?â you tug out of his hold, and he grins, like this is the funniest thing in the world. âBaby? Gorgeous? Prettiest girl Iâve everââ
You slam the door shut.Â
He doesn't donât retreat for a good few seconds, though you hear a low laugh before he does. Itâs silent after that. Silent enough you could pretend that some ignorant, asshole hasnât just moved in opposite you.
You glance at the TV, face flushed red, hands slack at your sides.Â
âOn the topic of sportâMclaren move up in the constructor standings with another win from their golden boy, Lando Norris.â
Thereâs a faint ringing in your ears, a mix of horror and disbelief.Â
Youâve got to be fucking kidding.
Thatâs where you know him from. Lando Norris. A fucking Formula 1 driver, whoâs picture youâve probably passed countless times on the street. You hear him now, in an interview, that same laugh filling your apartment.
âI mean, thatâs life. Almost costed me a win but I guess I'm just that good.â
You look at the TV, the door behind you, at the blender lid thatâs still on the ground, and decide your life really couldnât get worse than this.Â
The next time you run into Lando is in the elevator, at 12 in the morning.
Youâre in heels, a short minidress, head buzzing with alcohol from a post-shoot dinner. The strap around the back of your ankle digs into your skin, the minidress keeps falling and youâre so tired youâre half-inclined to let it.
The elevator doors open with a quiet ding.
Landoâs leaned against the wall, phone in hand when you walk in. You see him see you. You see his gaze drag over the hem of your dress, your sides, then back up to your face. Heâs in jeans and a plain hoodie. You look like polar opposites.
Heat prickles at the back of your neck as you stop next to him, pointedly staring straight ahead.
âHey,â he says, and you hear the smug grin in his voice. âHow are you?â âGood,â you answer, short, sinking further back against the wall. âYou?â âYouâre not angry anymore?â âAt you? Yes. I am.â âFor what? Staring at your tits?â he crosses his arms, frowning. âI said I was sorry. It wonât happen again.â âI donât give a shit.â He laughs again, the slight rasp in his voice sending something fluttering down your stomach.
âWhereâd you go?â he asks, and you glance at the elevator panel. You and him lived on the 17th floor, one youâd specifically chosen because of the gorgeous view. You were regretting it now though, more every second as you feel his gaze burning into your skin. âYou look good.â âJust out,â you choose to ignore the compliment. âWhy do you care?â âIâm curious.â âWhy are you out this late? Donât you have some kind of strict, training regime to stick to?â
His eyebrows raise in a way that makes you want to take back the words. âSo you know who I am.â âHard not to. Monaco loves cars.â âAnd what do you think?â âAbout what?â âLiving next to a Formula 1 driver. A good Formula 1 driver. A hot one.â âShut up,â you mutter, adjusting your purse on your shoulder. âYouâre not that good.â âYeah? Who won the last race?â âHow would I know?â âDonât lie to me, babe,â he grins, hand tapping against the metal railing around the elevator. âYouâre a bad liar.â
You hate the way the nickname makes your skin prickle, the way it makes heat crawl up your neck. Like he senses it, he moves closer. âYou never told me your name. What else am I supposed to call you?â he says, amused. âNo, thatâs a lie. I asked the girl down at reception.â âYou what?â you frown, turning to look up at him. âSurely thatâs got to be illegal or something.â âNot when you promise her an autograph,â he shrugs. âEasy work.â âYouâre a prick.â âAm I?â
The doors open with a quiet ding, and you rush to walk out, heels clicking on the marble flooring beneath you.
âBut seriously, whereâd you go?â âI said out,â you fumble for your keys. âDinner.â âYouâve been drinking,â he observes, leaning against the wall. âAre you drunk?â âGet inside your apartment, Norris,â you say, sliding your key into the lock. âIâm sure youâve got better things to do.â âMm,â he hums. âNo.â
You look up at him again, just before you open your door.
Heâs smiling. Of course heâs fucking smiling. He smells like cologne, probably that Ralph Lauren oneâyou passed his advertisement on the way home for it. Youâve been noticing him everywhere now. Advertisements, posters, his last win replaying on screens.
âFine,â he says, pushing off of the wall, moving to his own door. âNight, gorgeous.â You scoff out a laugh, turning the key and slipping into your apartment.
The door shuts, sending one last draft of cold air and cologne past. You donât listen to him go this time. You drop your bag on the kitchen counter, kicking off your heels in the living room, before falling straight onto the couch in exhaustion.
The silence aches. You stare up at the ceiling, gaze tracing the ornate plaster moulded in the edges. The aperol from an hour ago is dull, barley buzzing anymore.Â
You hate silence. Itâs one of those things you career had conditionedâthe fast paced model environment since your teenage years. There was always the click of a camera, the shouting of a director, the house music that for some reason seemed mandatory for every shoot you went to.Â
Silence was uncomfortable.Â
You shift your head to look at the door again, barely visible above the back of the couch.Â
Maybe that was why coming home had always felt bittersweet. Youâd finally get some rest at the cost of pure silence. Now though, Lando had moved inâloud, insufferable, Lando, and for some reason, it felt like something pivotal. Something incredibly major.
âMorning.â
Youâve dragged yourself through another night of endless doomscrolling, of fixed routine. Sun seeps into your apartment buildingâs hall, the silver numbers on your door glinting.Â
You pause for a beat at the door, still not quite released from the grasp of sleep, staring ahead of you.
Landoâs shirtless.Â
His tan skin is bare, toned, disappearing beneath the prominent lines peeking above his joggers. Like usual, heâs got a protein shake in one hand, looking completely refreshed like heâs been up for hours already.
âSleep well?â he asks, watching you chuck something into the rubbish chute near both of your doors. âLooks like it.â âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â you ask, dusting off your hands. You glance over at him, eyes narrowing. âWhy are you even out here? Do you just listen and wait for me?â âIâm not that obsessed,â he smiles, taking a sip of his drink. âDo you wish I was?â âNo.â âShame.â
You look past, at his open apartment door. It looks well furnished for the short amount of time heâd spent living there. You catch a glimpse of marble countertops like your own, a pictureframe off to one side of a Formula 1 car, clothes lazily thrown over the back of the couch. Cleaner than you expected for a cocky, millionaire-status athlete.
âWanna come in?â he opens the door wider, voice teasing. âI see you staring.â âIâd rather drink acid.â âLiar,â he calls when you turn away again. âYou know what we should do? Go out or something. Get to know each other." âWhy would I ever do that?â âIâll give you an autograph.â âThat doesnât work on me,â you glare. âGo bribe the receptionist downstairs.â âIâm not offering because youâre hot, sexy, and gorgeous,â he says, making you stop at the threshold of your door. âIâm asking because youâre my neighbour. I donât plan to move anytime soon and I donât think you do either.â âAre you calling me hot, sexy, and gorgeous?â âYou are,â he says, then he smirks. âAnd I can say that without looking at your tits. Iâm a changed man.â
The laugh that comes out of you is real. Slightly startled. Lando smiles wider at that, his hand mindlessly sliding up to rub at his shoulderblades.
âI canât,â you say, and his smile falters slightly. âIâve got work.â âWork?â he frowns, like heâd forgotten it existed. âRight. What do you do?â âThatâs personal.â âOh câmon,â he says, dragging out the syllables. âThatâs unfair. You know what I do.â âEveryone in the world knows what you do, Norris.â âSo?â he steps closer, hand falling back to his side. âIâll guess. Surely itâs something big if you can afford an apartment like this.â âIâm not telling you.â âFinance? Daddyâs money?â
You scoff, leaning against your doorframe. âModeling.â âOh?â he says. âGo figure.â He cocks his head, taking another sip of his protein shake and glancing over you like heâs observing, âYouâre probably the prettiest girl Iâve ever seen. Makes sense you model.âÂ
Youâve gotten the compliment thousands of times before. It sounds no different coming from him, and yet youâre instinctively standing straighter, thank you on the tip of your tongue.
Lando shifts too, tongue poking at the side of his cheek, a slow grin taking over his features.Â
Youâd found yourself watching his interviews last night. Heâs got a tendency to smile when things he says anything remotely personal. To laugh, scoff, redirect the conversation into something comedic. It makes you think it isnât just a one-liner. Maybe he really does think youâre the prettiest girl heâs ever seen.Â
But you know better than that.
He opens his mouth, about to say something you know will be incredibly idiotic.
âAre you being serious? Or do you just want to have sex with me?â
Lando blinks, mouth closing, words dying in his throat.
âWellâyou canâtââ he lets out an exasperated noise. âObviously I want to have sex with you. But I swear Iâmââ âUnbelievable.â âBaby, câmon.â âIâm going to be late.â
You turn away, and he lets out a heavy, dramatic sigh.
âWhen will you admit you like me?â he calls, hand gripping your door to keep it open. Youâve got one hand on the door handle, giving it an experimental nudge. It doesnât move an inch.
âLando.â
He grins, slowly letting go. âHave a good day, gorgeous.â
You smile back, saccharine, before slamming the door shut in his face.
Itâs been three days.Â
Three days of Lando accidentally showing up in the hallway whenever you do. Three days of his teasing, his faux pleading to make you like him. You hear him at four in the morning, that low voice of his followed by someone else. A girl.
You werenât jealous. Why would you be? You were more so annoyed at the fact itâd been four in the morning, and they werenât exactly being quiet. She was nowhere to be seen the morning after, but heâd been there. In his doorway, shirtless, with a protein bar in his hand and a half-assed apology about the noise.
The elevator opens and you sigh, making your way down the hallway. Your clothes feel like theyâre sticking to your skin, the leftover photoshoot makeup on your face is uncomfortable.Â
Fucking Monaco heat.
Lando, thankfully, is nowhere to be seen for once.
You glance in your bag as you walk, sifting through for your keys. The bagâyour first ever designer youâd bought with your own money, is full of items that have no business accompanying you to a photoshoot. Thereâs a sim card from France, an empty box of matches, a forgotten hotel room keycard from your last stay in Italy. More evidence that your life is currently a complete and utter mess.
Your fingers close around your keys just as you make it to your door. Thereâs no welcome mat outside, just plain, boring marble. Youâd never bothered, considering the fact that itâd just been you coming home and youâd felt weird greeting occasional hookups with a fucking welcome sign at the door.Â
You slide your key into the lock, turning it, hand instinctively already heading in the direction of the light switch. Youâre a creature of habit. Of routine. Of the belief that thereâs not a mat outside the door, but youâre heel catches on something there anyway.
âWhat the fuck?â you mutter, glancing down at the marble floor. Itâs not a doormat. Itâs a thick, glossy magazine, a note on the top and a paperclip marking a specific page.Â
You snatch it up, the shiny cover smooth against your fingertips.Â
You snort, plucking the note off of the cover.
Lando Norris â Formula 1âs sweetheart?Â
Heâs smiling in the picture, trophy clutched against him, champagne in his free hand. His race suit is half off, tugged down to show the black fireproofs below clinging to his skin. He looks smug, egotistical, like heâs saying Iâm better than you even though the camera is looking over him.
You look at every inch of the cover, studying it, gaze greedy though your fingers are already sliding between the pages to the one heâd marked.Â
Finally, you flick it open. Another podium picture takes up the entire page. Itâs softer. His head is tilted back in pure relief, the smile on his face relaxed, eyes shut.
You skim-read the article beside it. The words compassionate and caring making a few appearances, followed by âwhatâs not to like?â. It talks about his rookie year, his home race win, the generic career-oriented stuff, but thereâs a specific section towards the end that catches your eye.
âHow do you handle relationships when youâre living such a public life?â âFirst off,â Lando laughs, looking away. âI have to admit I donât think Iâm too good at relationships in the first place. Iâm much better at driving a car at 300 kilometres an hour than replying a textâa weakness of mine, actually.â He looks flustered to admit it, a slip in the usual playful person we see out in the paddock. I ask, âThen whatâs your ideal type in a person? Someone equally as bad at replying to text messages?â Again, he laughs, âSure. I guess. Probably someone who can even put up with me in the first place. Someone who doesnât just let me get away with everything all the time. Maybe bullies me a little. Also ideally someone who doesnât know the first thing about racingâI wanna come home and not talk about freakinâ cars all the time, you know? â âI see. And, I apologise if this is intrusive, have you found that person?â He smiles, leans back in his cushioned chair. Itâs more of a smirk. âNo. Not yet. Iââ
You stop there, at the end of the page, itching to flip over and finish the section. Instead, your gaze snags on the picture again. Itâs perfect, really. His smile, the expression on his face. Probably wouldâve fooled you if you didnât know him.
âAsshole,â you mutter, shoving the magazine in your bag and hastily stepping into your apartment. You throw it onto the coffee table in the living room, tucked away like all your other problems. It doesnât make a reappearance until a few hours later, when youâre in the kitchen, attempting to make one of those ânutritious, protein-filledâ meals off of social media thatâs probably a sham.
Your phone buzzes on the countertop. Mindlessly, you swipe it off the surface, lazily throwing in more pepper into the pot on the stove. It wasnât like you were too focused on cooking anyway. There was a 90% chance youâd give up and order takeout.
Unknown number â like the gift?
You slam the pepper back onto the counter before you've even read the last word.
You â why the fuck do you have my number?
Unknown number â guess jfc that girl at the reception is incredibly easy to convince should really learn her name
The pot hisses, spitting boiling hot water against your arm, throwing a tantrum youâre not paying attention to it. You curse and turn it off all together.
You â i need to file something against her whatâd you bargain this time?
Unknown number â another autograph and a picture this time
You â youâre insane strangely obsessed
Norris â but did you like the gift? thought it was a really good article if iâm being honest i look fuckin mint
You â sure
Norris â donât tell me i didnât look hot did you stare at it? for how long?Â
You â two seconds max
Norris â haha still a bad liar babe are you home?
You â might be why do you care?
Norris â just curious fewtrell and his gf just landed in monaco iâm waiting in the airport rn
You arenât sure why heâs telling you that. It seemed too personal, like an update youâd tell your friend for no reason at all.Â
You â right are they staying with you?
Norris â for a week gonna stream you should watch
You â iâm busy
Norris â boooo fine
You chew the inside of your cheek, liking the message, before putting your phone face down on the counter.
He gets home an hour later. You hear another British accent, suitcases against marble, a feminine voice before it disappears into the apartment. Lando laughs, loud, making a joke with a very audible shut up in response.Â
It makes you glance up from the couch at the door. There are boxes of takeout scattered on the coffee table in front of you, half eaten and waiting to be packed into the fridge. A bottle of wine is leaned against your side. Your laptop is open with a new campaign proposal, something to do with a Euro Summer, all prestigious exclusivity.Â
Your gaze strays again to the hardwood coffee table, the magazine sitting there among the mess of takeout.
Lando Norris â Formula 1âs sweetheart?Â
His perfect face, that trophy in his hand, the glint of pure happiness in his eyes.
You blame that smile when you open up Twitch on your laptop, half an hour later. You blame the wine, the stress that isnât making you rational. You blame Lando Norrisâ frustrating likeability.
Heâs already live when you search his name.
As soon as you click onto it, his voice fills your living room. You can see his apartment clearer now, his office by the looks of it. Heâs got helmets lined up on one of the shelves, racing sim behind him, trophies scattered here and there like he doesnât know whether to display them or not. âFewtrellâ is sitting beside him, whispering something that makes Lando let out a loud laugh you think you can hear through the walls of your apartment.
It sinks in then.Â
Youâre watching Lando Norris live, when heâs quite literally right next to you.
âIs this a new setup?â Lando reads from the chat, leaning back into his chair. He smiles, and it isnât the smile from the magazine. Itâs the one he uses in the interviews. âYes. Yes it is. Moved recently.â âThatâs why it looks so much cleaner,â his friend cuts in. âCause you havenât even fully unpacked yet.â âFuck you,â Lando scoffs, nudging him in the side. âIâve unpacked plenty. Everyone tell Max to shut up.â
You mindlessly click onto your phone, the live still playing on your laptop.Â
Norris â gonna stream you should watch
Your fingers ghost over the keyboard.
You â its been a week since you moved in should really unpack
He leans back in his chair, stretching his arms up, a silver of tan skin revealed beneath his hoodie before he snatches up his phone. You watch as he reads the message, eyes flickering to stare straight at the camera, before he starts typing.Â
Your phone buzzes again.
Norris â knew you werenât busy how long have you been watching?
âWhatâre you smiling about?â Max asks, and Lando shrugs, muttering âmind your businessâ.
You â barely a minute donât get cocky
Norris â never could come over yknow i should introduce everyone to my gorgeously sexy stunning model neighbour
You glance at the live again. Heâs smiling wider now, turned to the side like heâs hiding his phone.
âLando, mate, can you focus?â âI am focused.â âNo, youâre texting your freakinâ girlfriend or whatever.â âI donât have a girlfriend.â âSure looks like it.â
Lando scoffs, quickly typing something else before sliding his phone into his pocket.
Norris â girlfriend, huh?
Your fingers clench around your phone, heart slamming against your ribs.Â
âYouâre washed,â Max says, and you slowly glance to the screen. âSo fucking washed.â âI havenât played this in like, a year,â Lando answers, dragging his chair closer to the table. He glances at the camera, smiling. Itâs triumphant, like he knows youâre sitting there, flushed pink, unable to come up with a reply.
You slam your laptop shut, his voice cutting off mid sentence. The wine bottle beside you tilts, almost falls, until the world decides youâve been through too much today and lets it perch on the edge instead.Â
âFuck,â you say, and it comes out breathy and dry, barely making a sound. Thereâs a muffled shout from his apartment, a bark of laughter. Clearly, he wasnât affected as you were.
The thought makes the heat sink into your chest. It makes you snatch up the bottle of wine, turn on the TV to drown out the noise, and throw your phone somewhere else. Somewhere far out of reach.
Everything goes quiet two hours later. You hear his apartment door open, footsteps, the rubbish chute opening and closing, a pause just as he passes by your door.
His door slams shut. Yours doesn't open. Your agent texts you about another project, and you hate how youâre disappointed by the fact it isnât him.
Lando likes you.
Itâs obviousâprobably clear as day to anyone whoâs ever seen the two of you interact, which currently only happens to be the walls of your apartment hall.Â
âHave you met your neighbour yet?âÂ
Max is sitting at the kitchen counter, a piece of toast in one hand. Landoâs blood goes rushing to his dick at the mere mention of you, and his hand tightens on his cup of protein.
âYeahâsheâs, um, yeah.â âYeah?â Max frowns, taking a bite of his toast. âShe nice? Rude? Fangirl?â âItâs complicated. We didnât get off to the best start.â
He wants to say youâre everything heâs ever wanted in a girl. Youâre gorgeous, to your eyes, your voice, your sharp, dry humor that no one else ever uses with him.
Heâd been expecting some old coupleâmaybe a stuck up businessman, to open the door the day heâd moved in. Instead, heâd hit the fucking jackpot and found you. A girl his age, who was wearing the shortest shorts heâd ever seen in Monaco, and a face that looked straight from his dreams.Â
The only problem was that you didnât exactly like him back.Â
Lando screws on the lid of the cup, eyebrows knit, a frown on his face.Â
The girl of his dreams, who couldnât stand him. His luck had to run out somewhere.
âWhoâs this?â Pietra asks, sitting down beside Max. âNew girlfriend?â âMy neighbour.â âThe girl you sent that magazine of yourself to?â she snorts, taking a sip of Maxâs drink. âNo wonder she doesnât like you.â
Lando turns around, focusing on mixing together his protein shake. âI mightâve stared at her tits the first time we met.â Max lets out a heavy sigh, the kind that he uses on stream when Lando makes a stupid, un-media-friendly joke.
âIâd slap you,â Pietra says, serious. âThen find a way to kick you out of the building.â âI apologized!â Lando argues, turning around again. âAnd sheâs a fucking model. Sheâs hot. She wears these tiny shorts around at home and fuck theyâreââ Max raises his eyebrows, spreading butter onto his toast, âSo youâve got a crush? That doesnât excuse staring at her tits, by the way.â âI think anyone who sees her would have a crush, honestly,â Lando says, leaning against the counter. The marble digs into his side, and he grimaces. âShe still hates me though.â âI wonder why.â
Max sets down the knife to take a bite of his food, and Lando rolls his eyes, sliding his phone out of his pocket, swiping onto the messages with you like itâs second nature. Heâs done that a lot recentlyâreading through each text with you, trying to figure out what you mean by every word you say.
You havenât replied to that last comment.Â
Lando â girlfriend, huh?
He winces, fingers hovering over the keyboard, debating on whether youâre too flustered or too creeped out to answer.Â
Lando â morning
âYou could always apologize again,â Max muses, reaching for his mug of coffee. âBuy her something. Take her out for dinner for a proper start.â âI offered breakfast once.â âIn a polite way? Or in a âIâm inviting you over because I find you attractiveâ way?â âProbably the second.â
Pietra shakes her head, muttering something under her breath before disappearing into the hallway. Lando watches her go with a frown.
âTry invite her out again,â Max says, and Landoâs phone buzzes in his hand. âAsk nicely. Explain why you want to take her out.â
hot, sexy, and gorgeous â finally stopped stalking me?
âMm,â Lando hums, attention already slipping. âI will.â âWill you?â âYeah.â Max scoffs, âLiar.â
Landoâs too focused on his phone to bother defending himself.
Lando â whatâs that supposed to mean?
hot, sexy, and gorgeous â didnât see you this morning werenât standing outside waiting for me like a dog like usual
Lando â disappointed? knew youâd miss me
hot, sexy, and gorgeous â miss you? you canât stay away from me for more than a day might as well have you on a leash
Lando â buy me a collar and iâd wear it
hot, sexy, and gorgeous â you wouldnât
Lando â i would make sure itâs got your name in bold on the front
He smiles when you pause.
hot, sexy, and gorgeous â are your friends still over?
Lando â changing the topic? and yeah theyâre still here did you wanna meet them?
hot, sexy, and gorgeous â iâm good
Lando â you could always come over y'know
You stop again. He watches the type bubble pop up, disappear, then start again.He probably sounds creepy. Like a weirdly obsessed neighbour that lived right opposite you.Â
He frowns at that.
âLando.â âYeah?â âAre you gonna eat anything?â
Lando â what are you doing this morning?
hot, sexy, and gorgeous â iâve got a shoot at 11 and no youâre not coming over
Lando â want breakfast? seriously fresh start or whatever
Max is still talking. Lando can hear the scrape of his knife against ceramic, his cup of coffee thudding onto the table every time he sets it down. His heart is beating faster every second those chat bubbles start up again.
hot, sexy, and gorgeous â where?
âIâm making plans,â Lando finally answers, and Max stops mid bite. Lando raises his phone, waving it at him as if he can see the text on it. âApology, right?â âYou made plans with her?â âYup.â âShe said yes?â âSure.â
Lando â thereâs a few nice cafes by the port meet you outside in ten?
hot, sexy, and gorgeous â if youâre late iâm calling this off
Lando â couldnât be late even if i tried
He shuts off his phone, sliding it into his pocket with a satisfied grin. Max frowns at him with mild disdain.
âYouâre an idiot,â his best friend says, and Landoâs grin fades. âThis is the worst way to pursue a girl.â âI think this is perfect.â âYou stared at her tits the first time you meet her, you flirt and clearlydonât do anything to back it upâyou sent a magazine of yourself to her doorââ âShe kept it.â âCouldâve thrown it away.â âI wouldâve known if sheâd thrown it away.â âHow?â âBecause she throws her rubbish out every morning, and I watch her do it,â Lando answers, like itâs the most normal thing in the world. âAnd she hasnât thrown it out.â
Max stares at him in silence for a few beats.
âYouâre insane.â
Lando shrugs, turning, âGot a breakfast date to get ready for.â âIt isnât a date, itâs an apology. Remember that,â Max calls.
Lando lets the words go in one ear and right out the other.
Itâs nine-thirty in the morning, youâve got a campaign to shoot in an hour and a half, and youâre sitting at a table across from Lando Norris for fucking breakfast.
Heâs in jeans, a loose, button up shirt, the top few undone to show perfect tan skin. There are sunglasses resting on the top of his head, colorful fan-made bracelets stacked on one wrist, pink Richard Mille on the other. He cocks his head as he flicks through the menu, tongue darting out every now and then to lick his lips.
He looks unbelievably good.Â
You shift on your chair, rustic iron scraping on the brick, outdoor flooring. Port Hercule sits right nearbyâyou see yachts pulling out of the dock already, a sign of Monte Carlo waking up. Thereâs french chatter, the occasional rumble of a sports car.
Youâve been pretending to look through the menu for the last five minutes. You know what you want already: the usual iced coffee and light meal you get before every shoot, but still pretend nonetheless.
âYouâre staring.â
His voice still has the rasp of sleep at the end of it, and when you focus on his face again, he isnât even looking at you.
âHow would you know that?â âI can sense it,â he says, letting the menu fall back onto the table with a quiet thud. He grins, cocky like he always is, âYou know I look good.â
You snort, settling back into your chair.
Egotistical, arrogant, idiotic.
Those three words youâve been repeating to yourself are fading by the minute.
âYou look hot. What shoot do you have to be at today?â âSome campaign,â you sigh, also setting aside the menu. âClothing thing.â âI could probably get you into some F1 promo.â âAnd end up in the same magazine you were in? I think not.â
His smile widens, and he leans forward. âDid you keep it?â âKeep what?â âThe magazine. With my face on the cover.â
You bite the inside of your cheek to keep any blush from creeping onto your face. The magazine is still sitting where you left it on the coffee table, like an accusation, like something so pointed that you donât want to address.
âYou kept it.â âWould be a waste of money if I threw it out,â you lie. âAnd it matches the colour scheme of my apartment anyway.â âWhen am I ever going to see your apartment?â âNever.â âYouâve seen mine.â âIâve seen the door and the hallway.â âAnd the office,â he adds, eyes glinting with amusement. âRemember?â
You clear your throat, glancing over at the port. He laughs, his chair scraping back as he settles into it again.
âIâm not trying to tease you. This is supposed to be a fresh start, remember?â âIs it?â âIâm trying,â his face turns serious when you look back at him. âIâm formally apologizing for staring at your tits the day we met. Itâll never happen again. Unless you let me.â
You suddenly understand why people let Lando get away with being him. Youâve seen his interviews onlineâthe ones post-race where heâs cocky, high off a win, grinning with sweat glistening down his neck. Youâve seen how he says the most arrogant lines, makes inappropriate jokes, and no one ever seems to reprimand him for it.
He picks up the menu again, only to thumb at the corner of the card, still staring at you.Â
âCan we start over?â he asks. âProperly. Disregard everything you know about meâpretend I met you yesterday and asked you out.â
A small smile tugs at your lips, âWas this your plan? To lure me out under the ruse of an apology, then turn it into a date midway?â He grins, and you laugh despite yourself, reaching for your glass again.
Maybe if youâd met him earlierâmaybe if heâd knocked on your door a mere ten minutes before he did, things would play out different. Maybe he wouldâve actually complimented you and asked you out normally. You werenât sure if Lando Norris was capable of asking a girl out politely, but just for now, you were choosing to believe he could.
âSo,â you set down your glass, looking at him. âLando, was it?â The look on his face is nothing short of delight, and he leans forward, forearms braced on the table. âRight,â he answers. âLando Norris.â âAnd what do you do for work?â âI drive cars.â You smile, âWhat kind?â âFormula 1 cars.â
The waiter comes back around with your food. Lando leans back, eyes still on you, relaxed like heâs just taking you in. You donât snap at him this time. You let him stare like youâd let someone you were dating, you let him appreciate the fact that youâd even agreed to come out with him in the first place.
The rest of your âdateâ goes by quickly. Heâs likeable. Youâd learnt that a while ago, but just refused to let yourself believe it. You find out heâs leading the championship, that Max is his best friend from childhood, that he thinks youâre the hottest person heâs ever laid eyes on.
âI could drop you off, if you wanted.â
You donât even realise youâve been scraping your fork at nothing for the past ten minutes, subconsciously dragging out the conversation. His own plate is empty too, and his arms are crossed, another smile on his face.
âTo my shoot?â âYeah,â he answers, glancing further behind you at his car. Itâs obnoxious. A McLaren P1, jet-black, the number plate a combination of LN and a bunch of fours. It screams âthis car belongs to Lando Norrisâ, and the amount of stares it had gotten as heâd driven past only proved that further.Â
âItâs only a ten minute walk.â âYouâre in heels.â âBarely.â He frowns, like heâs genuinely offended, âIâm not letting you walk in heels. What kind of date would I be?â âYouâre saying youâre one of those guys whoâd carry me if my feet got sore?â âOf course,â he reaches for his glass of water, glancing over it at you. âYou donât believe Iâd be a good boyfriend?â You raise your eyebrows at him, âI never mentioned anything about boyfriends.â âStill,â he sets the glass down again. âYou donât think I would?â
Youâve, reluctantly, been stalking his past relationships. You know the last two have been Portugeseâboth models, both the kind of gorgeous that seemed gifted by Aphrodite herself, and every single break-up addressment had said the same thing: praise and the stereotypical âwe just want different thingsâ. He seemed like a good boyfriend, but you werenât sure if that was the PR talking or not.
âI donât know,â you answer, truthful. âIâd give you about a six out of ten for offering to drop me off.â He lets out a laugh, laced with surprise, âA six out of ten?â âPoint-five if you walk me in too.â âSeriously?â âNo,â you scoff. âIâm kidding. You donât need to drop me off.â
He sighs, heavily, and you hear the scrape of his chair before you register him moving to stand.
âWhatâs the address?â âLando,â you start, but he reaches out a hand, holding it in the space between you.Â
Weâre still on a date, he seems to silently say, keep pretending you like me.
You havenât been pretending. Not for the past hour. You feel like you should tell himâreassure him maybe, but then heâd tease you about it for the next month.
âKnew youâd cave,â he says when you let him help you stand. His hand trails to your waist, voice smooth in your ear. âYou know, I think weâd be good together.â âDonât get ahead of yourself,â you say as he guides you past the various tables, briefly stopping at the front counter to tap his card. âThis is a one time thing.â His grip tightens, thumb grazing the skin of your waist.
âSure,â he says.
Thereâs a feeling in your gut that thisâll be far from a one time thing. You know that he knows it too.
Landoâs halfway through your Instagram feed when thereâs a sharp bang on his door.
He pauses, thumb hovering over a picture from about two years ago, dragging his attention to hallway. Heâs leaned against his kitchen counter shirtless, cereal half-eaten next to him. Max and Pietra had left for their early flight an hour or two ago. His own empty luggage heâs meant to be packing for the next few races lays strewn around his living room.
Itâs silent. Slowly, he glances back at his phone.
Thereâs another bang, louder, someone knocking impatiently, thenâ
âLando! Open the fucking door!â
Ah, fuck.
He drops his phone on the counter, stretching as he makes his way to the hallway.Â
âMorning,â he says when he swings open the door. He leans against the doorframe, smiling, trying to blink away the sleep from his eyes. âTo what do I owe the pleasure?â
You glare at him, phone in one hand, hair slightly messy like youâd just gotten up too.Â
âWhat the fuck is this?â
He glances at your phone, at the picture sitting there.Â
Itâs the two of you, his hand around your waist, you glancing up with your eyes slightly wide. It looks strangely intimate, actually. Lando saw it about twenty minutes ago on his own Instagram feed.
âWas hoping you wouldnât see that,â he admits, taking your phone and swiping through the rest of the pictures. Thereâs more of the two of you at the cafe, some in his car, photographed perfectly so the angle makes it look like youâre closer than you are. âIf it makes you feel better, I had no clue.â âNo, that doesnât make me feel better.â He grins, handing it back and turning to walk inside his apartment. The door is left open like an invitation, and you follow him, glaring.Â
âLando.â âItâll blow off within a couple of days,â he answers, returning to the kitchen counter. He picks up the spoon from his bowl of cereal. âI promise. Donât stress your pretty little head about it.â âIâm not stressed. Iâm pissed. Youââ âIsnât it your job to be photographed?â âNot while Iâm having breakfast with an athlete.â âA hot athlete.â âGo fuck yourself.â
He huffs out a laugh, muffled by the spoon in his mouth. Your anger wears off a little when you tear your attention off of him.
Itâs the first time youâve ever been in his apartment, you realise.Â
It looks the same as yoursâthe same layout, marble countertops, herringbone flooring. Itâs messier though, more photographs on the walls, trinkets heâd presumably gotten from fans. His apartment looks more lived in than yours, though heâs only been here for a couple weeks. It smells like him tooâcologne, linen, a hint burnt toast like heâd failed at cooking breakfast this morning.
âWhere are you going?â you ask when you catch sight of the suitcases. âMoving again?â âYou wish,â he says, still eating his cereal. âNah. Race this week.â âYouâre gone for a week?â âThree. Triple-header and Iâll be in London for conveniency. Closer to MTC.â
You donât understand a word heâs saying, apart from the fact heâs gone for three weeks. Three.Â
âOh,â you manage, and he stops, spoon pausing in his bowl. âRight.â âGonna miss me?â
Probably.
The thought isnât as startling as you thought itâd be. Youâd gotten used to him recentlyârelied on him in fact, to fill the silence youâd dealt with every time you came home. You wouldnât tell him that though, of course.
âNo,â you say, and he smiles like he sees right through you. He pats the countertop, and you move without realising, pulling back the stool opposite him. âMight have some peace and quiet for a little.â âYouâre gonna miss me.â
You donât agree or deny it this time. He finishes off his cereal, chucking his dishes in the sink before facing you again. You try ignore the fact that the sight of his back muscles moving sends a flush of pink crawling up your neck.
âWhy didnât you say anything?â you ask. âYesterday. That you were leaving.â âDidnât think youâd care that much,â he shrugs, resting his forearms on the counter. âPlus itâs only three weeks. Youâve lived without me for, what? Few years?â You donât answer, and he stands up straighter, head tilting.
âIâm only gone for a little bit.â âI know.â âYou seemââ he stops, eyebrows furrowing. âYou seem like you actually care.â âDo you think I hate you?â âSure looks like it.â âI donât,â you say. âHate you. I donât love you, thatâs for sure, but I donât hate you.â
His head is still tilted at you, fingers mindlessly tapping on the marble countertop.Â
âWill you watch?â
You blink up at him. He raises his eyebrows, fingers still tapping, restless.Â
âDo you want me to watch?â âYes,â he answers immediately. âYeah. Obviously.â
His voice is softer than usualâcareful, like heâs holding something in. You want to answer him, make a sharp comment thatâll ease the tension. Instead, you stay quiet, leaning forward the slightest inch without even meaning to. His gaze flickers to your neck, the thin strap of your top, stopping at where the counter blocks off the rest of you.
âYou look good.â
A smile tugs at the corners of your mouth.Â
âI just woke up.â âI know.â âYou werenât waiting in the hall this morning.â âIt isnât eight-thirty yet.â
The time youâre usually out in the hallway. Even you didnât know that about yourself.
âI should go.â âStay.â âIâve got work.â
You push back your chair, and heâs instantly moving, trailing after you.
âNot even for another few minutes?â âIâm already off schedule.â
You pass by a framed picture of a carâhis Formula 1 car. Thereâs a shelf next to it, one full of what looks like a bunch of magazines and decorative pieces. There are photos too, polaroids of his friends, a girl that you donât recognize.
He catches your wrist just as you continue past it, almost at the threshold of the front door.
âIs there some kind of limit on how much you let yourself near me everyday?â âAn hour. Max.â âItâs barely been ten minutes.â âMore time for later, then.â
His grip tightens, and you swear you feel his thumb graze over your skin. âMy flight is in two hours.â
He looks desperate now, his voice still soft, reasoning.Â
âMore time for when you get back, then,â you say, glancing at his hand. âIn three weeks.â
Again, his thumb traces over your wrist. You swallow, an attempt at regaining any sense of rationality. His cologne is intoxicating now, and when you look up at him, his hand trails to your waist instead.
âYouâre in my apartment,â he says, more to himself. âJesus.â âI know that.â âDo you always look this good?â
Youâve learnt to stop expecting him to stay on a single thought. Itâs like he says whatever crosses his mind first, without a care in the world about an answer.
His other hand settles at the small of your back, tugging you close. You can feel the heat radiating off of himâthe tension, the intensity of him standing there.
âLando.â
He hums in response, somehow not focused yet entirely fixated on you.Â
You make the mistake of glancing awayâglancing down, at his bare torso. At the defined lines disappearing beneath his joggers. When you look up again, a single thought runs through your head.
You want to kiss him.
You want to know how his skin feels, how he tastes, if his stupid, cocky exterior followed into his sex life. He lets his gaze roam too, and you know the same exact thoughts are circulating in his head.
Just at you move closer the slightest inch, he lets go.
âI think Iâll miss you,â he says, arrogance returning in full force. Youâre still breathless, lips parted, heart pounding in your chest, but heâs already smirking, hands sliding into his pockets. âYou and your gorgeous face.â
Itâs silent for a few beats. He raises his eyebrows, standing there in all his infuriating glory, like he hasnât just baited you into almost kissing him.
You canât fucking believe him.Â
âFuck you.â âIâll dedicate a win to you.â
You turn away, wrenching open his front door and storming out of his apartment. He follows, leisurely, stopping at the doorframe.
âPromise youâll watch?â âGo fuck yourself.â
You slam your door shut, letting it ring in the hallway. Itâs the last time you see him in a month.
Dates before hook-ups had never really been your thing.
Some people liked itâthe whole package, being wined and dined before ultimately back to a hotel just to fuck. You liked getting it over and done with as quick as possible.
It sounded sad, and only after your friend from home had told you so, youâd decided to trythe entire process for once instead.
âHas anyone ever told you that youâre beautiful?â
You glance down at the man beneath you.
Heâs got dark hair, dark features, the typical Monegasque, billionaire look. You think his name starts with an M.Â
âSometimes,â you smile, hands trailing up his chest. You resist the urge to look at your bedroom door, at the wall like you can see the apartment right across your own. Youâd sat through an entire, boring dinner for this moment. You refused to let yourself get distracted.
Itâs been three weeks since Lando left for his races in Europe.
Youâve settled back into normalcy. Routine. No one bothers you every morning in the hall, no one nags you with questions in the elevator. Your phone remains silentâyour entire apartment floor remains silent.
Itâs weird.Â
Theoretically, it shouldnât be weird. It should be the opposite of weird. You should be relieved, actually. Instead, youâve been filling his absence with hookups, with the same impulsive purchases prior to him moving in, with races playing on your stupidly large TV.Â
Heâd won in the Netherlands. Youâd wanted to text him thenâto tell him youâd watched, that you were so happy youâd spilt a glass of wine as heâd crossed the checkered flag. But you hadnât, and your last messages were still from when youâd scheduled that breakfast together a month ago.
You donât realise your gaze has already strayed away from the man in your bed. Heâs been talking this entire time, more compliments, probably.Â
âHello?â
You snap your head back to him, blinking. Heâs got an irritated look on his face, and he sits up, making you fall onto the bed beside him.Â
âAm I too boring for you?â âWhat?â âClearly, I am, considering the fact a fucking wall holds your attention better.â
He stands, snatching up his discarded clothing around your bedroom. You sigh, heavily, watching him from your bed. Youâre still in lingerie, a pale blue lace set, dainty, and something you probably shouldn't be wasting on a random hookup.Â
âI knew you were entitled. An entitled, spoiled brat with an apartment she probably doesnât even pay for herself.â
The man is still talking, and you roll your eyes, sliding off the bed when he walks out of your bedroom.
âYouâre wasting an entire night, by the way,â you say, following him to the door. It wasnât like you wanted to have sex with him anymore, but you did want an orgasm. You could probably shut your eyes and pretend it was someone else, and that was enough for you.
âI donât care,â he says, and you stop at your front door, watching him tug on his shoes. âYouâre a bitch.â You donât answer that, stepping aside to let him pass.
âSpoiled fuckingââ he mutters something else in French, shaking his head as he continues down the hall. You watch him, resting your head against your doorframe, still in your lingerie.
âNight,â you call, and just before he can press the button for the elevator, the doors open.
You freeze, blood turning cold.
Fuck.
Lando steps out of the elevator as the man steps in, suitcase and bag dragged next to him, hood thrown over his head like heâd just gotten off a flight.Â
âAlready called someone to replace me?â your hookup says, and you shut your eyes, sighing again. You want to die. You want to sink into the wall and disappear. âReal fucking classy.â âShut up and go home,â you answer, and the elevator doors close.Â
The hallway goes silent.Â
You open your eyes again, and Lando is by his own apartment door, barely a meter away from you.
âHi,â he says, and his voice makes something inside of you flutter. One hand is around the handle of his suitcase, the other slack by his side. He looks exhausted. You think there might be circles beneath his eyes.
âHi,â you answer, suddenly too aware that youâre still in fucking lingerie. âYouâre back.â âIâm back.â âAnd, umââ you gesture in his general direction. âYeah.â âWho was that?â
You wince, looking away again.
âNo one.â âDidnât seem to like you very much.â âI know. I zoned out when we were about to have sex.â Lando laughs, and itâs raspy, tiredâhot.
âDo you wear that for every hookup you have?â he asks. âOr did you know I was coming home tonight?â âIâm not wearing this for you,â you scoff, fixing the strap of your bra. âDo you wish I was?â âObviously.â âFive minutes in and youâre already flirting.â âNegative,â he says. âYouâre in a fucking lace set.â
A cold draft of air flits past, and you mindlessly wrap your arms around you. He tracks the movement, jaw flexing.
âYou didnât answer my question.â âWould you be jealous if I said yes?â
He releases his hold on his suitcase, stepping closer to you.Â
This is what youâre used to nowâwhat youâve been missing for the past three months.
You know what you probably look like. The flush from earlier hasnât exactly worn off yet, your hair is probably messy from hands tangling themselves in them, youâre in lace that you know makes you look good.
Lando smiles. Itâs one of his cocky, smug, smiles.Â
âCongratulations on your win,â you say, but it comes out breathier than you meant it to, softer. âAnd second place. Twice.â His smile falters a little.
âYou watched.â âYou asked me to watch.â âI knowâI justââ he stops, glances at the strap of your bra, then turns away back to his suitcase. âFuck.â âWhatâs wrong?â
When he turns back around, heâs got a shirt in his hands.
âCanât focus when youâre dressed like that,â he admits, handing it to you. âNot that I donât like it. Just wanna have a proper chat.â
Itâs his Mclaren jersey, four clear on the back, black and orange. You thumb over the material for a second, before shrugging it on.Â
Lando jaw flexes when you look at him again.
âSuits you.â âI knew youâd say that.â He scoffs, head tilting towards his apartment.Â
âWhen did you land in Monaco?â you say, following him inside. âCouldnât you have texted me?â âWe havenât texted for a month, gorgeous.â âI know, I justââ his door shuts behind you, leaving you still flushed, standing in the hall of his apartment. He throws his keys on the wooden console table by the door, lazily resting his suitcase against the wall. âGive me a heads up or something. So I donât have a fucking hookup when you get back.â
He pauses, glancing back at you.
âYou missed me,â he smiles. âDidnât you?â âIââ âI missed you too.â
He moves closer, and it gives you a rush of familiarity. The blush on your neck mustâve spread to your face, because he lets out a soft laugh, hands settling on your waist.
âI thought about you a lot. On the plane home, on the podium,â one hand slides beneath his jersey, resting on your skin. âIn my hotel at night.â
You try not to focus on his face too much. Ultimately, it doesnât work, and you find yourself studying it instead. He looks exhausted, shoulders tense, his voice lower than usual.Â
âWhatâd you think about?â you ask, but the words sound distant in your own head. âComing home and tormenting me again?â âI thought about your pretty face,â he corrects. âThe way you looked in my apartment before I left.â âWhen you baited me?â He smiles, palm warm on your waist, âI never baited you.â âSure felt like it.â
Youâre still mad at him for it. Mad that he hadnât finished what heâd started.Â
âDid you want me to kiss you then leave you for a month?â He says. âWould you have rather fucked and then lived through a month in silence?â âWe wouldnât have fucked.â
He laughs at that. Itâs short and incredulous, so insufferably sure in himself it makes you want to slap him.
âDonât kid yourself, baby.â âFuck you.â âIs that your natural response whenever I know youâre lying?â âItâs my response when youâre being arrogant,â you answer. âYou canât just start something and notââ âYou think I donât want to finish this?â he says, still amused. âI want to kiss you more than anythingâIâve wanted to kiss you the second you opened the door two months ago. I want to fuck you and have you wear that set for me. Not some shitty fucking hookup you donât even know the name of.â
You throat is dry, heart stuttering in your chest at the words. Heat spreads through you, through your thighs, still bare but covered by his jersey.
âThen why donât you?â you ask, and it comes out softer than you intended. âInstead of waiting when you know itâll happen?â âYou deserve better than that,â he answers, and one of his hands move to your face instead, fixing your hair behind your ear. âYou deserve to be obsessed over. Not to be taken out to dinner once just for the part that comes after.â
He pulls away, both hand sliding into his pockets. You take a step back, just to breathe, tearing your gaze away. His apartment looks untouched from a month ago,Â
When you finally have the courage to look at him again, heâs smirking.
âI missed you,â he repeats. âI missed you a lot.â
Your fingers curl at your sides.Â
âCongratulations on your win,â you end up on, reaching for the door. âGoodnight.â
He doesnât stop you. He stands there, relaxed in his ownapartment, gaze flickering to your thighs knowingly.Â
âGoodnight, gorgeous.â
Lando hates being mature.
He hates making actual, rational decisions, ones that make him wait instead of giving things to him instantly. For example: not fucking kissing you when heâd had the chance. Twice.
He winces every time he thinks about it, sighs when he passes by the entry of his apartment. The image of you in his jersey, the pale blue set beneath it, continues to randomly flash in his head. Tormenting him. Except it feels less like torment and more like unshakable regret.
The stack of magazines in his living room seem to stare at him everytime he brushes past. Most are ones of himself, things he plans on planting outside your apartment with stupid notes attached.
The other half of the stack is magazines youâd sent him, back when everything had been fine. Magazines with you on the cover, so, incredibly gorgeous that heâd always stopped in his tracks when heâd picked them up. One of them is of Oscar. His teammate. Your own hand written note still attached: the better mclaren driver x, and he remembered immediately knocking on your door and playing hurt about it.
It was a joke. He knew it was a joke, but it didnât stop the flare of jealousy thatâd sparked inside of him anyway.
His gaze strays from the stack, to the white box on the table next to it.
Itâs lingerie. Lacy, light pink, gorgeous, inside an equally as delicate box. Itâd probably be even prettier on youâthe whole reason heâd bought the damn thing anyway. It sits there like a shadow, like a guilty secret, waiting for the right moment he can give it to you and play it off like another fucking joke when you both knew it wasnât.
He wants you. Badly. And yet he was holding himself back for some Godforsaken reason.Â
He hasnât seen or spoken to you for the past two weeks. The rhythm the two of you had settled into feels tense, throwing every possible interaction out of sync.
It feels like youâre avoiding himâit probably feels like heâs avoiding you. Heâs not. He, for once in his life, just doesnât know what to do or say.
It doesnât help that another week later, youâre not even in Monaco.
He hears you leave, the sound of suitcases on marble, unfamiliar voices and laughter. Another two hours and, like some deranged, obsessed admirer, he finds out through your friendâs Instagram stories that youâre on a private jet halfway to Mykonos, Greece.Â
When he drags himself through the rest of the day, through to the next morning, youâve posted in a nightclub that heâs been to before. He studies the picture, the group youâre with, the men specifically. One of them is looking at you, but your eyes are closed, smiling, too caught up dancing with your friends to notice. Lando canât tell if the man is staring at you in a casual, passing glance way, or a I wanna have sex with you way.Â
As soon as the thought crosses his mind, he tosses his phone out of reach, and decides he really needs to keep himself distracted for the rest of the time you arenât here.
He does. Well, he tries.Â
He focuses on the upcoming triple header. He focuses on fulfilling every single one of Jonâs insane, training requests. He lets himself scroll on Instagram for a maximum of ten minutes everyday, as if he owes it to himself.Â
You post from clubs, from hotels, from yachts. Your skin glows, you look more carefree than heâs ever seen you. Heâs never been so mesmerized in his life.Â
Itâs five days into your absence when you post the picture heâd subconsciously been waiting for.
Youâre leaned against a man.Â
Landoâs fingers hover over the picture, hood pulled over his head, sitting on one of the benches of his gym. Thereâs a drink in your handâchampagne, and youâre leaning back, the manâs arms draped over your shoulders. The coastline of Mykonos beautiful in the background, the kind of picture that unintentionally makes you feel inferior. The kind of picture heâd sometimes post, albeit without holding a girl against him.
He shuts his phone, shoving it into his bag, restarting his reps with a newfound sense of determination to get you out of his head.
You get back a week later Thereâs no laughter or conversation this time. Just your suitcase, your keys, the quiet shutting of your apartment door.Â
His heart is instantly slamming in his chest again, and yet for another excruciating seven days, he doesnât see you.
âFuck,â he mutters, tilting his head back against his couch.
He feels like shit.
For the entirety of this past month, he's felt like shit. He knows he should just knockâjust talk to you, but he's gone so long without that he thinks he doesn't know how.
His apartment is awfully quiet for ten oâclock at night, silent apart from his nagging thoughts of regret.Â
He wants you to be the girl heâs spotted with in headlines. The girl people speculate about, instead of some random model heâd danced with at a club in Ibiza. He wants you with him on yachts, on planes, standing in parc ferme after a win. Heâs wanted you since heâd stared at your fucking tits almost half a year ago.
Itâs then that he realises he needs to do something. Something that doesnât consist of sulking about you, thinking about you, or frankly, anything to do with you. Maybe an evening run, or a session on his sim. Maybe he could call up Max despite it probably being about two in the morning over in London.Â
Or, maybe, he could just knock on your door, kiss you, and see what happened from there.
He glances at the white box on the coffee table, the magazines beside it.
The media had always called him blessed. Mclarenâs golden boy. Incredibly, miraculously lucky. As he finally stands, slipping out of his apartment, he thinks it might be true.Â
Jimmyâz is as loud as it always is.
Heâd called up Carlos, asking what he was doing and where he was, and itâd led him here. To the most exclusive club in Monte Carlo. It smelt like alcohol, like intoxicating perfume, the music pulsing so loud in his head he canât think.
âWhatâs got you so worked up?â Carlos asks him at the bar, waiting for their drinks. âSurely canât be the championship. Youâre leading by a mile.â âNoâitâs not,â Lando answers, staring ahead of him. âSomething else. Personal.â âWhenâs the last time you had sex?â He winces, glancing over, âSeriously?â âTwo months, then.â âFuck you.â
Carlos laughs, taking their shots from the bartender and sliding one across to Lando. He downs it instantly, savouring the burn in his throat and praying itâs enough to ease his tension.
âHow aboutââ Carlosâs hands are on his shoulder, steering him to look in the direction of a girl. âHer. Blonde on your left.â âIâm not doing this, Carlos.â âNo?â he surveys the crowd, before steering him again. âHer?â
Lando freezes. Carlos, too busy with his ongoing bit of listing random women, doesnât notice.
Youâre standing there, in a dress that glints beneath the strobing lights, drink in your hand, a carefree smile on your face as you talk to a group of your friends.
Fuck. Fuckfuckfuckfuckâ
Landoâs heartbeat is so loud in his ears it drowns out the music.Â
You look beautiful.
It's the first time he's seen you in almost a month, but that's all that's running through his head.
He can see the way youâre talking, using your hands, more animated than heâs ever seen you before. Just as he can even choose to tear his gaze away, for both your sakes, someoneâs approaching you.Â
Heâs tall, blonde, frame nudging past people with the clear goal of getting to you. When he does, you blink, smiling and shaking his hand.
Itâs nothing like the first time you and Lando met. It plays out perfectâthe man makes you laugh, complimenting you by the looks of it, and youâre already pulling your phone out of your purse.
Something sparks deep inside of him. Jealousy. A pang of something possessive when he knows it isn't fair. Still, heâs moving, cutting Carlos off mid sentence.
âWhere are yââ âIâll be back.â
He reaches you in under twenty seconds, managing to catch the ends of your conversation.
âDid you want another drink?â âYeah, thatâd beââ
The man steps aside just as Lando stops in front of you. He watches your attention shift, watches the recognition flash across your features.
âLando?â
The man blinks, head snapping towards him. Youâre frozen on the spot, gaze darting between the two of them.Â
âSorry, man,â he says, and Lando straightens. âKinda busy hââ âLeave.â
The command comes out short. Rude, but Lando canât bring himself to care.
âIâm sorry?â âLeave,â he repeats, and youâre silent, hands lowering to your sides. âNow.â âExcuse mââ âGet the fuck out,â he says, stepping closer. You tense, but stay quiet. âDo I have to make you?â The man scoffs, muttering something and disappearing into the crowd.
It leaves you and Lando silent again.
âWhat the fuck are youââ âNot here,â he says, grabbing your wrist to lead you out the back. âFuck.â
You stumble outside, glass still in one hand, a glare on your face. The heavy door slams shut, and Lando releases his hold.
âWhat the fuck was that?â âI dontââ âWhat gives you the fucking right?â you say, voice raising. âYou think you can dictate who I talk to just because we live opposite each other?!" âNo, fuck, babyââ âYouâre a fucking dick, Norris.â âI know.â âYouâre arrogant, cocky, egotisticalââ you shove him, and he doesnât resist, staggering back. âYou ignore me for a month and this is the first thing you fucking do?!â
He winces, rubbing his shoulder. Youâre breathless, face flushed pink, looking at him with disdain. âI wasnât ignoring you.â âFuck you.â âI wasnât,â he repeats, moving closer. You step back, and he doesn't try again. âI was justâI didnât know what toââ âIs this a game to you? Am I a game? Are you testing to see how long you can keep me waiting for and how long Iâll keep letting it happen?â
He shakes his head, and you lean against the wall, exhaling.
âWere youâŠâ he starts, and you look at him. âPlanning on fucking him? And the guy in Greeceââ âYouâre unbelievable." âWere you?â âWould it matter?â âYes. A lot.â âTell me why.â
Because Iâm in love with you.
âBecause youâre out of his league.â âLando,â you laugh, disbelieving. âDonât fucking lie.â âWere you hoping Iâd say something else?â he grins, then immediately curses himself. What the fuck was he doing? âThat Iâd say because I want to fuck you?â âDonât you?â
His smile falters.
âWhat?â âWeâre unfinished, remember?â you say. âWhat happened to wanting to kiss me? To fuck me more than anything? No, I wasnât planning on have sex with him, or anyone, but God I shââ
Heâs moving before you even finish the last word, hands fitting around your waist, lips crashing against yours with six months worth of want. Of need. One hand slides up from your waist to your jaw, the other sliding beneath your dress, warm on your skin.
You smell so good, like vanilla and lip gloss and champagne. Like everything heâs ever been searching for. Itâs overwhelming. Filling his head until all he can think about is your lips, your tongue against his. He feels you chasing him backânails digging into his shoulder, head tilting, lips parting so easily for him.Â
Itâs better than any other kiss heâs had in his life.Â
âFuck,â he gasps. âIâm sorry.â You let out something between a whine and a moan, quiet, probably accidental. He feels your hands tangle in his hair, the warmth of your body as you arch against him. Impulsive, his hand trails down again, skimming beneath the waistband of your panties. You whimper then, hand catching his wrist to keep it still.
âLanââ you start, eyes shutting as his lips trail down to your jaw, teeth grazing beneath your ear. You find his lips again, and thereâs a sense of desperation, urgency. âIâfuck. Justââ
He abruptly pulls away, breathless, stumbling.Â
You stay still, face flushed pink, dress, creased from his roaming hands. He knows he probably looks the same, maybe worse. Itâs silent, apart from the sound of ragged breathing and muffled bass from the club.
âFuck. Sorry,â he says, running his hands through his hair. âIâŠâ Your eyes are wide and startled, watching as he presses his fingers to his mouth, lowers them, then covers his face. âLandoââ âIâve got a triple header this week,â he bursts out. âU.S, Mexico, Brazil. I leave tomorrow morning.â
Youâre still panting, motionless, processing the words.
âSo youâre gone forââ âThree weeks.â âA month.â âAlmost a month.â
His heart is racing, fingers clenching and unclenching by his sides. Before you get to even open your mouth, he reaches for you again. Youâre not even surprised, kissing him back with the same exact intensity. It feels different from the first two. It feels like another promise, one that he knows heâll keep, one that says when I get back, you and me are real.Â
âI'm not waiting for you any longer.â âI know,â he mutters, thumb grazing against your cheek. âI know that. I promise.â
He steps back again, and youâre already moving to your apartment door, pausing just as you turn the door handle. You arenât smiling at him. Your lips are parted, blush dusted across your skin. When he forces himself away, you stop him.
âLando.â âYeah?â
You smile thenâpefect, fucking angelic, and he almost reaches for you again.
âI missed you.â
Fuck.
Youâre not sure when you realised you might be in love with Lando Norris.
As far as you remembered, heâd always been the same. Heâd run into you in the hall every morning, in the elevator, on the way in and out of the building. Heâd make the same shitty jokes, flirt in the most arrogant way possible, slide his hand around your waist when youâd sift through your mailbox.
Itâs hard to tell, because Lando is so, undeniably, him.Â
You donât know whether a shitty pick up line means something else. You donât know if the small graze of his thumb on your skin is accidental or pointed. He calls you gorgeous, baby, a smile on his face that seems all too knowing, then you open your phone the next day to an article titled âLando Norris spotted with model in Ibizaâ.
You think you mightâve realised after that night in his apartment. Itâd sat at the back of your mind like a shadow, a constant reminder that the two of you were âunfinishedâ. Whatever the hell that meant.Â
Or maybe itâd been the silence that came after, the month of tension, of absence thatâd felt like torture. Youâd hated it so much youâd left for Greece in hopes youâd return home to normalcy.Â
Mykonoâs had been dreamlike. The coastline was gorgeous, youâd spent your days on yachts and nights in clubs. Youâd met a guy called EliasâGreek perfection, and that had been it. Youâd only met him. You hadnât gotten his number, had sex, gone any deeper than knowing his name and age and the name of his dog.
All you could think about was home. Of your apartment and Lando, right across from it. You thought about his shitty pick up lines, his touch, the magazines always tossed outside your door. You thought about him, staring at the sea like you could see Monaco, and when youâd arrived home, he hadnât been there waiting.
Naturally, youâd done the only thing you knew how whenever your life was thrown into disarray. Youâd gone to Jimmyâz, with the sole purpose of getting wasted, but the universe, as youâd established almost six months ago when heâd moved in, absolutely hated you and youâd run into him anyway.
You remember being so, unbelievably frustrated. Frustrated at the sheer audacity of him, the shitty greeting after a month of pure silence.
But then heâd kissed you. You still couldnât get the feeling out of your headâhis hands on your waist, sliding up the planes of your stomach, your jaw, slipping down briefly to dip at the waistband of your panties.Â
Then heâd fucking left. Again. Without another word. Leaving only another promise and a white box outside your door.
Itâs been five days since the kiss. Four since he'd left, leaving another promise in his wake. Four since youâd opened that perfectly wrapped box he'd left outside your door.
Lingerie. Light pink, dainty, lingerie.
You were sure you were reading into it too much. This was Lando, after all. Someone who jumped at the opportunity to make things amusing when they got too personalâbut the thought of it. The thought of him seeing the set and thinking of you.
You tear your gaze away from the box, over to the screen instead, the Grand Prix in Austin on lap 55. Landoâs leading, like youâve discovered he usually is. When he crosses the line in first, youâre not even looking. Your gaze has slid over to the box again.
Itâs then you decide youâre going to something completely and utterly stupid.
You â [ 1 image attached ] congrats on the win
A wave of regret washes over you the moment you hit send.
The picture stares back at you on your phone: you, on your fucking knees on the plush, duvet of your bed, the pink lace flush against your skin. Itâs a good picture. A really good picture, and yet you want to throw your phone off the balcony despite it.
He doesnât answer for ten minutes. An hour. Two.
You swipe onto the messages again, debating whether to delete everything and block his contact, curled up in bed with the set still on, whenâ
Lando â fuck fuckfuckfuck what the fuck baby baby what the fuck
The torrent of messages makes you sit up, thighs pressing together, blush already making its way up your neck.
Lando â no you canât do this not while iâm away for another two weeks iâll book a flight back to monaco right now iâm not even fucking joking
You â be patient norris
Lando â are you still wearing it??
You shift slightly, debating on whether to send him another picture.Â
You â [ 1 image attached ]
Lando â oh fuck youâre gonna kill me
You â what took you so long to answer earlier?
Lando â post race celebration debrief whatever the hell knew i shouldâve checked my phone sooner
You â where are you?
Lando â hotel im meant to go out with everyone in twenty minutes fuck
You can imagine him in his room, his face tinted crimson. You can imagine his voice, picture his touch you so badly craved.Â
Your phone lights up again.
Lando â if i win all three of my races you wear that set for me when i get home
Your fingers clench around your phone.
You â deal
Then you slide your phone onto your bedside table, silent, like itâll soothe your racing heart.
The day of the Brazil Grand Prix, two weeks later, youâre curled up on the couch, anxiously biting the pad of your thumb as you watch. Youâd found yourself watching the recent races with more attention than any other. Probably because of the looming shadow of the deal youâd made with him, growing closer with every lap he spent in P1. Heâd won Mexico last week with a 25 second gap, Austin with 10, but this one was different. It held more weight.Â
The commentator raises his voice, saying words that have no meaning to you, untilâ
âLando Norris wins the Brazilian Grand Prix!â
You canât breathe. Your body rushes with adrenaline, with anticipation, heart thundering against your ribs.
An hour later, you get the text.
Lando â iâll be back on monday
The day Lando Norris had moved in across the hall, you knew your life would change.
Did you think itâd change this much? No. But you knew itâd change, and the revelation gave you a sense of unexplainable comfort.
He gets home on Monday, eight pm. Youâd spent the entire day pacing, then attempting to be productive, then pacing again. The lingerie had stared at you from its spot on your chair, accusationally, waiting for the moment you reached for it again.
You hear him walk into his apartment. You count the minutes until he comes out again, until he knocks.Â
Landoâs already smiling when you open the door.
Heâs in joggers, a cotton tee, backwards cap. He looks how he usually would on a regular day. One where he didnât have a very blatant deal to have sex with you.
âHi,â he says, and it comes out quiet. âMiss me?â
You drag your gaze up to his face, taking a step closer. Itâs silent for a few seconds, weighted silence, before you give in.
âYeah,â you breathe, and heâs already moving, hands on your hips to press you against him.
He kisses you soft.Â
You sink into him, lips against his, letting him guide you. His tongue licks into your mouthânot desperate like the first time, but slow. Savouring. The surface of your door is cold against your back, and you blindly reach for the handle, turning it and sending the two of you stumbling inside.
He doesnât comment on the interior, the stack of magazines, the box still on the couch. He just keeps kissing you, hands roaming idly, beneath your shirt and brushing against the lace of your bra.
âOh, fuck,â he breathes when he feels it, pulling away to catch his breath. âYou wore it.â âThat was the deal, wasnât it?â He groans, muttering, âyouâre killing me, babyâ, hand sliding to your jaw.
Your hands reach up to his hair when he leans again, tossing his cap off to the side, tangling in the soft curls. A helpless moan escapes you when his hips move against yours. You can feel how hard he is, the pent up frustration and longing. You wonder if heâs been like this since Brazil, since his flight, and the thought sends heat pooling at your core.
âBedroom,â you say between kisses, though you make no move to stop. âOn the left.â You donât register the length between the door and your room. You donât register him nudging you onto your bed either, only the warmth of him on top of you, his hand tugging your shirt off.Â
He pulls away again, just to take you in. His gaze surveys every inch of you, roaming freely, turning you inside out though he hasnât said a word. He looks dishevelledâawestruck, his chest rising and falling in ragged breaths.
âYouâreââ he blinks, like he canât believe heâs even here. âGorgeous. So fucking gorgeousââ âOff,â you say, and your voice sounds so far away. You lean forward, pulling at his shirt. âTake it off.â He immediately shrugs it off, and you scramble to tug your own shorts off too, about to reach for his joggers until he does it for you. You let yourself be greedy, taking in the sight of his tan skin, the curve of his muscles, the lines that disappear beneath his boxers. âPlease,â you say, quiet. You donât know what youâre saying please for. It might be please kiss me, please fuck me, please donât keep me waiting any longer. Probably a combination of all three. âLando.â
His palm skims up your thighs, tugging you effortlessly closer. You can see how hard he is nowâthe prominent outline of him against his boxers. It makes you clench around nothing, fingers curling in your bedsheets.Â
âWhat do you want?â he asks, and you whine, his fingers toying with the waistband of your panties. âTell me.â âI want you.â âWhere?â
Everywhere, you want to say, thighs pressing together when he tugs the lace down. His hands push them apart again with a small murmur of stay still for me, and you think you might come right then and there.
âLando,â you whine when he moves away, sliding up the planes of your back to the clasp of your bra. âJust touch me. Anywhere. Fuck me.â He laughs then, low, his touch so gentle and only adding to your desperation.
âYouâre beautiful,â he says, then heâs back to your thighs, tracing idly. His fingersâfinally, graze over your clit, and you immediately arch into him. âSo wet and Iâve barely touched you.â He circles it, featherlight, making you gasp. His fingers move quicker at the noise, slipping down to your folds.
âIs this what youâve been thinking about?â he asks, leaning down to trail kisses at your jaw. âThese past three weeksâpast few months?â His finger slides inside of you, barely, but it makes you moan, hips jerking in an attempt to pull him in deeper. âI know you have, baby,â he says, slowly pulling out, just to fuck in deeper. âAnd Iâm sorry for making you wait. Fuck.â
He moves swifter, thumb pressing against your clit, slipping in a second finger. It feels overwhelming alreadyâtoo much, and yet you want even more. He curls his fingers perfectly, like heâs already learnt you. You already feel so full, his thick fingers quickening when he feels you tense.Â
âLan,â you say, and he groans at the name. âPleaseââ You come abruptly, hard, body trembling. He fucks you through it, murmuring praise in your ear, even as tears spring at your eyes in overstimulation.Â
You whimper when he slowly pulls his fingers out again. Wordlessly, he taps the side of your cheek, and you open your mouth instinctively.Â
âJesus,â he rasps when you take his fingers into your mouth. You open your eyes to look up at him, eyelashes fluttering, and he looks devastated. Utterly ruined at the sight of you. âYouâre perfect.â You keep your eyes on him, still slightly shaking, licking over his fingers and tasting yourself on your tongue.
His next movements are a blur. You watch him tug his boxers down, cock hard and leaking. Itâs big. So fucking big and all it does it make you impatient. He grins when you try move closer, stopping you halfway.
âRelax for me,â he says, and youâre falling back onto the mattress, head hitting the plush pillows. He reaches over, grabs a condom from God knows where, rolling it on and settling between your thighs. Your eyes are wide, lips parted, but you relax, letting him guide you exactly where he wants. âThatâs it, baby.â
He nudges against you, gentle, and you both tense.Â
âBreathe,â he says, but it comes out strained, like heâs holding himself back. He pushes in, slow, stopping at just the tip. âFuck. Oh, fuck.â You whimper, hands fisting in the sheets, head tilting back when he eases in deeper. âYou okay?â he asks, stopping to brush your hair out of your face. âYou lookâinsane. So fucking unreal.â âIâm fine,â you gasp, one hand moving to tangle in his hair. He leans forward, kissing you, reassuring. âMove. Please move.â
His hands settle on your waist when he slides all the way in, and you both groan at the feeling. You turn your head to bury it in the pillows, but he immediately tilts it back towards him. âLet me hear you,â he murmurs, starting to thrust in and out. âItâs just us. Câmon, gorgeous.â You moan at that, and he pushes in harder, deeper, hitting all the right spots inside you.Â
You can hear his ragged breathing, your own name on his lips. He sets a rhythm, steady, the bed frame knocking against the wall with every moment. Your hands move to his shoulders, nails digging into his back, and he groans, thrusts turning rougher.Â
âYou take me so well, baby,â he says, and he sounds breathless, hoarse. âSo fucking well.â âI canâtââ you clench around him, overstimulated. âLanâI canâtââ âYou can,â he breathes, sinking impossible deeper, filling you perfectly. âCome for me. I know you can.â
It feels so good, like heaven, like the world really only consisted of the two of you. He moves your leg higher, and you let him, pliant, overwhelmed with pleasure. Youâre sure your nails have left scratches, deep marks, but it only seems to encourage him more.Â
âFeels good, huh?â he says, and heâs grinning. You roll your hips against his in response, and the flash of confidence shatters, turning into something that sounds like a whine. âYouâre so goodâyouâre so fucking good to me.â He ghosts his lips over your neck, and you turn your head to kiss him. Itâs messy, hungry, his tongue against yours and his cock relentless inside you.Â
The second time you come feels euphoricâdizzying, knocking all the air out of your lungs. All you can think about is Lando, his name, his touch, the months of craving of him all for this exact moment.
He shudders a second later, hips stuttering, grip bruising on your skin. âFuck,â he groans when he comes, panting. He thrusts in again, rhythm faltering, his face pressed against your neck. âFuckâI think Iâm in love with you.â
Then he collapses, gasping, flushed a pretty shade of pink. You lay there, chest rising and falling, eyes half lidded, not yet processing his words.Â
Youâre not sure how long you stay there, trying to regain your breath. You whine quietly at him pulling out, barely sensing him moving to toss out the condom.
âEverything okay?â he asks, quietly. Youâre too spent to answer, so you move towards him, letting him press kisses on your forehead, your neck, down your shoulder.
He looks completely wrecked, hair tousled and messy. When he turns away again to presumably find tissues, you see the marks on his back, the indents of your nails. Youâre sure you donât look much better, but you know if you asked heâd say you were the most beautiful thing heâs ever seen.
I think Iâm in love with you.
âLando,â you say, softly. He blinks, glancing back at you, concern in his eyes. âDid you mean that?â He cocks his head, like heâs trying to figure out what you mean. You see when it clicks, when the blush deepens into crimson.
âYeah,â he says, and you sit up, flinching at the ache in your muscles. âI meanâI think so. Youâre all I ever think about. Ever since I moved in.â
You study his face, the expression on it. Heâs studying you back, looking for a reaction, a response in your eyes.
âI think I might be in love with you too,â you answer, and his shoulders physically relax. He falls back onto the bed, on top of you, face burying in your neck. âEven though youâre a cocky, arrogant, piece of shit.â âThanks,â he mutters. âI try.â
You laugh and feel him smile into your skin. âStay tonight,â you tell him, gently running your fingers through his hair. âIf you want.â âIf I want,â he repeats, grinning. âRight.â You scoff, settling back into the pillows. He kisses you, muttering something about finding a towel, and you let him go.
You wonder if all those months ago, if youâd opened the door to him in a better mood, if he hadnât fucking stared at your tits, you wouldâve had this sooner. Maybe you wouldâve kissed him the first time youâd had the chance to, maybe you wouldâve said yes to every single date heâd asked you on, and almost 10 months of wait would turn into one.
But it didnât matter now. It didnât matter because now, you finally had him.
Itâs summer in Monaco, three months later, and thereâs a magazine outside your apartment door.
The glossy cover is smooth on your fingertips, thereâs a note stuck to the front, and a paperclip marks a specific page. You smile, leaning against the doorframe, plucking the note off and staring at the cover.
Itâs you.
Well, not just you. Itâs the Abu Dhabi Grand Prix, itâs Lando in his race suit, itâs the two of you kissing after heâd just won the championship.Â
Youâre cryingâyou remembered crying, but hadnât realised how obvious itâd actually been. There are tears streaks trailing down your face, his hand is resting on your jaw to tilt your face towards him.
Lando Norris â An Interview with Formula 1âs newest World Champion
Though the championship has been the center of attention for Lando Norris, it isnât the only thing people have been talking about. We sat the British F1 driver down almost a year ago with the question: How do you handle relationships when youâre living such a public life?Â
Back then, heâd responded with his usual, boyish charmâclaiming he thinks heâs âmuch better at driving a car at 300 kilometres an hour than replying a textâ. But now, after the events of his championship-winning Grand Prix, it seems as though that wasnât entirely true.
âYou said in a previous interview you wanted someone who can put up with youâwho doesnât let you get away with everything. You also said you hadnât found them yet. What about now?â We ask Lando, fresh off his championship win and the reveal of his girlfriend.
âNow? Yeah. Iâve found her.â âAnd is she ticking all your boxes?â âEvery single one. She puts up with meâshe has since we met a year ago, actually. She doesnât know a thing about Formula 1. Sheâs hot, sexy, and gorgeousâticks all my boxes.â âAnd how did you meet?â
Lando smiles at the question, blushing.
âI meanâfuck, I wish I could say we met somewhere romantic, but no, it was quite the opposite,â his smile grows. âNo further comment.â âAlright. Final question: Any messages for her? For anyone?â âNo. Sheâll get a message when she reads this interview anyway.â
You close the magazine, glancing at the note heâd attached on top.
© mvclrc 2026
One Night, One Bed - nm.r
Pairings: Idol! Ni-ki x fem 8th member! reader
Wordcount: ~3k
Summary: After an annoying mix-up at a hotel, leaving you and Ni-ki with only one bed to share, you're confronted with the unspoken words that have been floating around your head for months. But you shouldn't cross that line...you really shouldn't.
Content: MDNI, One-Bed Trope, 8th Member, Friends to Lovers, Confessions, Cuddling (duh), Smut F/M, Fingering, Marking, uhhh I think that's it?
A/N: I love this trope so much, and after learning that Ni-ki is a certified cuddler, I had to do this (also, absolutely obsessed with Limbo Ni-ki).
You walked into the hotel room and dropped your backpack with a huff. The single bed in the middle of the room stared at you mockingly, its perfectly straightened sheets and undisturbed covers daring you to ruin it.
Ni-ki walked in behind you, lugging his large leather duffel. He stopped when he saw the bed, and you felt the sudden urge to create space between the two of you.
âI guess they werenât lying about the bed mixup.âÂ
You walked to the window, tossing your bag into the corner, âI guess not.â
You heard him shift on his feet, âI can sleep on the floor, ask them to bring up some extra pillows and blanketsâŠâ
âNo, itâs fine, we can manage, itâs just a bed.â You said, although your heart raced at the idea of sharing a queen-sized bed with Ni-ki. He was a tall guy, and you knew from the other members that he tended to stretch out in his sleep. You thought about the other members peacefully enjoying their rooms with separate beds, and cursed the gods for making you and Ni-ki the youngest, always getting the leftovers.
Ni-ki walked to the bed. âWhich side do you want?â
You jumped onto the right side, closest to the window, and took your phone out. âThis sideâs fine, want to get room service?â
He smiled and climbed on the bed next to you, reaching for the TV remote, âYou read my mind.â
Thirty minutes later, two plates of potstickers and a big bowl of orange chicken with rice sat between the two of you on the bed. You watched the TV together, the light from the screen casting a soft glow on your faces. It was almost midnight, and the building was quiet. Based on the group chat, you guessed that most of the others were asleep. Only Jungwon, doing his nightly Weverse messages, was still active. You loved the stillness that came with staying up late. It was a moment for you to have the world to yourself, to take a break from all the day-to-day activity.Â
Ni-ki was the same; he often joined you on late-night walks or midnight snacks in the kitchen. You didnât talk all the time, just enjoyed each other's presence, passing the time together when your heads were too loud to sleep.Â
But tonight was different.
Tonight, there were no separate rooms to retreat to when your eyes started to get heavy. There was only this bed, nothing to cut the tension that hung between the two of you on lonely nights.Â
Ni-kiâs deep laugh echoed next to you, sending a jolt down your back. You shifted on the bed, taking another bite of food before standing up. âItâs getting late.â
Ni-ki nodded, âYeah, we should sleep.â
You stared at each other for a second, unsure how to navigate the new situation. âI guess Iâll shower first?â
He nodded again, eyes darting away and back to you, âSounds good.â
You bit your lip slightly and grabbed your bag before heading to the bathroom. You heard him start to clean up the food as you closed the door.
You showered quickly, too anxious to enjoy it properly. You opened your bag to get your sleep shirt, and after a few seconds of digging, realized with horror that you had forgotten it in the dorms. You looked through your other clothes, but none of them were baggy enough to be comfortable for sleeping. You sighed, putting on your sleep shorts (that you thankfully remembered), and wrapping a towel around your chest.Â
You cracked open the door to the bathroom and found Ni-ki lounging comfortably on the bed, his head propped on the raised arm behind his head. âNi-ki?â
He glanced up, his eyes widening slightly when he saw the towel you clutched to your chest.
âCould I borrow one of your shirts? I forgot mine.â
His eyes got even wider, but he didnât waste a second. âYeah, totally.â He went to his bag and grabbed a large black t-shirt, tossing it to you, his eyes avoiding you like the wrong side of a magnet.
âThanks,â you stammered, quickly closing the door behind you. You leaned against the door, cursing yourself for the second time that day. Of all days, you chose this one to be forgetful?
You removed the towel and pulled Ni-kiâs shirt over your head. It was huge, falling low enough to cover your thighs. Unable to resist your curiosity, you sniffed it slightly. It smelled like him, well, like his perfume at least. Mandarin and basil, a calming scent youâd always liked on him.Â
You finished up in the bathroom and cracked the door open slowly, avoiding Ni-kiâs eyes as you set your bag back in its corner. But you felt his gaze on your back the entire time, dragging down your back and legs. You felt it like a physical touch, a warm caress down your hot skin. It made you shiver.
You let your eyes glance up as you crawled under the covers. He was staring, but clearly trying very hard not to. He ran a hand through his honey-colored hair and stood up almost as soon as you sat down, like he couldnât stand to be near you. Without a word, he grabbed his stuff and walked into the bathroom, closing the door behind him.
You scrolled on Weverse as you listened to the shower run, replying to posts and comments. It was the only thing that kept your mind off the feeling of Ni-kiâs shirt on your skin, and what you would do if Ni-kiâs legs brushed against yours in the nightâŠ
The shower stopped, and a few minutes later, the door opened. Ni-ki walked out with his hair damp, a towel resting on his shoulder over a white tank top. His boxers hung low on his hips, revealing the top of his V-line. You dragged your eyes away, feeling heat creep up your neck.Â
He rubbed his hair with the towel one more time and climbed into bed. The space was even smaller than you anticipated. If you shifted your legs more than a few inches, you knew youâd brush against him. You could feel his body heat already sinking into your skin, making the covers feel hot and stifling. You felt the urge to throw the covers back, but you felt strange being so exposed. The sheets were the only thing between your bare skin and Ni-kiâs gaze.Â
Ni-ki scrolled on his phone beside you, chuckling at random TikToks. You were looking at your phone, but your mind was fully concentrated on the proximity of Ni-kiâs elbow to your shoulder. You shifted to give yourself more room.
He looked over, âComfortable?â
You smiled, âYeah, just warm.â
He glanced down, âYou can take off your shorts if you want, I donât mind.â
You bit your lip. Maybe he didnât mind, but you werenât so sure you didnât. But the longer Ni-ki looked at you, the warmer you got, and you knew you wouldnât be able to sleep if you were practically melting.Â
âOkâŠâ You slipped off your shorts from under the sheets, leaving yourself in nothing but underwear.Â
You looked at him, and he quickly glanced away, rubbing the back of his neck. You swore you could see a hint of red on his cheeksâŠ
You bit your lip, âIâm going to turn off the lights now.â
He nodded, eyes locked on his phone.
You turned off the lamp on your side table, and he turned off his, plunging the room into darkness. The glow of Ni-kiâs screen was the only light in the room, and you turned so your back was to him.Â
A few minutes later, Ni-ki put his phone on the bedside table and turned on his side. You felt his breath ghosting the back of your neck, and heard him inhale sharply. âYou smell good.â
His voice was so quiet you thought you were hearing things, âWhat?â
âYou smell really good.âÂ
You were not hearing things.
He moved slightly closer.
âItâs probably my shampoo,â you whispered.Â
âI like it.â
âThanks.â
His breath was hot on your neck, and you put all of your energy into keeping your heart rate steady. You thought he would touch you; you realized you wanted him to.
But he didnât, and ten minutes later, the quiet sounds of his breathing filled the room.Â
You let out a breath you didnât know youâd been holding. What were you thinking? This was better anyway, you wouldnât want to make thingsâŠawkward in the group. But you couldnât help but acknowledge the hint of disappointment that sat heavy in your gut.Â
You closed your eyes and took a deep breath, letting the tension slip off your shoulders as the softness of the mattress sank under you. You listened to the quiet sounds of Ni-kiâs breathing and slowly slipped into sleep.
After what felt like hours, you were awoken by the heat of your skin and a thin layer of sweat on your neck. You were hot. One of your legs was thrown over the top of the covers, your bare skin exposed to the room. You were curled forward slightly, hugging a bundle of sheets to your chest.Â
And thatâs when you noticed the arm wrapped around your waist.Â
Ni-kiâs chest was pressed against your back, holding you close so your body molded around the curve of his torso. His face was buried in your hair, his lips brushing against your neck. His body heat flowed into you like a heater, setting your skin on fire for more than one reason.Â
You shifted slightly, your arm ghosting over the one wrapped around your waist. Ni-ki made a sound and pulled you even closer, sighing deeply.Â
You froze, unsure whether to move or keep still. You tentatively placed your hand over Ni-kiâs, stroking the skin slightly.Â
He stirred again, ây/n,â he whispered.Â
You tensed, your name falling from his lips like a confession, his voice low and rough with sleep.Â
âYeah?â
He burrowed his face between your neck and shoulder, âSo warm,â he murmured.
You werenât sure if he was just saying things or if he was awake. âNi-ki?â You whispered.
No response.
A devious thought slipped into your head. You started to wonder how he would react if he were awake. You moved your leg, the one trapped under the covers, until it tangled with his. Then you interlaced your fingers, keeping his arm locked around your waist.Â
You heard him exhale, and he squeezed your hand.
You moved again, this time lightly grinding against his crotch, which you felt pressed against your ass.
His arm moved, letting go of your hand and drifting away from your waist down your thigh. He traced the skin lightly, only brushing your hot skin with the tips of his fingers. Shivers raced down your spine, and you felt a slight pressure building in your core.
âNi-ki?â You whispered.
His hand returned to your waist, this time slipping under your (his) shirt and resting on your bare stomach. His mouth went to your ear, âDid I tell you how good you look in my shirt?â
You smiled, âNo.â
âYou make me crazy.â He kissed your neck, his hair tickling your cheek as it fell across your skin.Â
You sighed softly, your hand drifting up to his hair. You tried to turn over to face him, but his hand on your stomach held you in place, moving over to grip your hip. âStay still for me.â his hand dipped lower, brushing over your panties that were already wet with your arousal. âLet me make you feel good.â
You grinded against him again, a quiet whimper slipping from your lips, âOk.â
His other hand reached under and around you to grip your breast. He squeezed it slightly before brushing his thumb over the sensitive bud through the fabric, sending jolts of pleasure down your spine. His other hand cupped your core, his palm just barely rubbing against your clit.
You groaned, your whole body pressed against his chest as Ni-kiâs hands wandered over your body. Just light enough to make you whine with need. He held you tight, whispering quiet praise in your ears as you squirmed against him.
âIâve wanted you for so long.â He said, his breath racing over your skin like fire. He continued to kiss your neck, working his way to the nape. He flicked out his tongue, wetting the skin.Â
You moaned, âNi-kiâŠâ
âShhh, baby, Iâve got you.â Without warning, he sank his teeth into the sensitive skin, making you gasp. You arched against him, drawing a groan from Ni-kiâs lips as you rubbed against his hard length pressing against you. He brought his mouth back to the aching spot, running his tongue along the wound and sucking softly.Â
The pain mixed with pleasure, and you felt your walls start to clench around nothing. âNi-ki, I need you, please.â
âYeah? What do you need, baby? Use your words.â
âI-inside me, please-â You gasp as Ni-kiâs fingers dipped under your panties and into your folds in one fluid movement. The hand that had been playing with your nipple grasped the bottom of your shirt, pulling it up until your tits were exposed to the cold air of the room. He massaged one with his right hand and bent his head over your body to take the left one into his mouth, licking hungrily. His left hand continued its assault on your core, slightly dipping into your entrance and pulling out, never going where you needed him.Â
You moved your arm to tangle in his hair, pushing his head down closer to your chest. A deep rumble vibrated from his throat as you pulled on his hair. The sound made your walls clench again, and you moved against Ni-kiâs hand, desperate to be filled.
His mouth left your breast with a wet pop, and he turned his head to capture your lips. The kiss was messy and desperate, his tongue slipping into your mouth with ease. You felt his finger finally duck fully through your entrance. You moaned, and his mouth swallowed it, the wet sounds of your tongues mixing with the sound of his finger squelching in your juices.Â
He groaned with you and slipped in another finger, the stretch making your eyes roll to the back of your head. Your mouth opened in a silent gasp as you felt your orgasm building. âI-Iâm close.â
He picked up the pace of his fingers, âLet me hear your sounds y/n, youâre so pretty when youâre loud.âÂ
Your nails dug into his scalp as you felt the pressure build, your breathing turning into desperate gasps. Ni-ki watched your face as your orgasm ripped through you. Your eyes widened, your back arching against his chest. He kissed you through it, placing gentle marks up your neck and on your cheeks. The pleasure swept through you in waves, tingling and pulsing across your body. You stroked Ni-kiâs hair, breathing slowly as the pressure dissipated and settled.Â
He removed his fingers from your hole, bringing them up to his lips and sucking softly, holding your gaze the whole time. Then he leaned down and kissed you, gently this time. You tasted yourself on his lips, and you sighed breathlessly against him.Â
He pulled away and lay back down, pulling you tight against him. He kissed your neck, âMy girl,â he whispered.Â
You closed your eyes. The warmth from his body, paired with the exhaustion of your muscles, beckoned you back to sleep. Ni-ki traced slow circles on the bare skin of your stomach, murmuring into your ear as you drifted off with the feeling of his reverent hands drifting over your skin.
The next morning, you woke up to the feeling of warm sunlight on your face and a large hand holding yours.Â
You slowly opened your eyes and found Ni-kiâs sleepy face staring back at you. His features were soft and relaxed, his hair messy and sticking up in every direction. Youâd always thought Ni-ki was especially cute in the mornings.
Your hand rested next to your face, and he held it gently within his own, brushing his thumb over your knuckles.Â
âYou look so beautiful when you sleep.â He said, his eyes locked on yours.
You smiled teasingly, âYou definitely have the best bedhead Iâve ever seen.â
He laughed and buried his face in his pillow.
You interlocked your fingers with his, bringing his hand up to your lips and kissing it softly.
He looked up, watching you like he couldnât believe you were real. âSoâŠâ he said, his eyes darting nervously between your face and your interlocked hands.
âSoâŠâ You said back.
He reached out with his free hand and brushed a strand of hair out of your face. âEverything I said last night was true. Iâve wanted you from the moment I first saw you.â
You smiled, but it quickly faded when you thought about what awaited you outside of the bubble of the hotel room. âI just donât want to hurt the group.â You whispered.Â
He tilted your chin up with his hand, forcing you to look at him. âWe wonât, not if weâre careful. Youâre mine, and Iâm yours. Weâve always known it, and ignoring it will only make it worse.â
You thought back to the numerous late nights spent eating ramen and laughing until you were both crying, the unspoken words you never dared acknowledge. You saw now that the two of you had always been on interweaving paths, paths that were inevitably set for collision. And now that you tasted the sparks, felt them race down your skin, you knew there was no going back.
You moved, crawling over him until you straddled his waist. His hands instinctively grabbed your hips, looking up at you with wide, hungry eyes. You leaned towards him slowly, âYouâre mine, you said?âÂ
He smiled and met you halfway, his lips parting around yours. His hand ran through your hair, tugging slightly as he pulled back to whisper against your lips. âAnd Iâm yours.â
Forced Proximity Dialogue Prompts
Haven't done one of these in a while.
"Come on, this isn't funny." "I'm not joking. It's locked."
"Is that the only tent we have?"
"There's only one bed." "Well, darlin', I'm not sleeping on the floor, so I guess we'll have to share."
"I'm your bodyguard. It's in the job description to protect you at all times." "Well, could you at least 'protect' me from over there?"
"You have got to be kidding me. I have to share a room with you."
"What do you mean there's only one sleeping bag? You had one job."
"Quit following me!" "I was hired to follow you, princess, better get used to it."
"What the hell is that noise?" "Uh, yeah, slight problem. We're out of gas."
"Where are you going? We're in the middle of nowhere!" "Yeah! And whose fault is that?"
"Look around, love. In case you hadn't noticed we're snowed in. So unless you plan to freeze to death, we'll have to find a way to keep each other warm."
"I may be stuck with you, but I don't have to like it."
"Is now a bad time to tell you I'm claustrophobic?"
"Your heart's racing. Now, I know being pressed up against me is exhilerating and all, but I'm trying to concentrate on picking this lock."
"What are you? Afraid?"
"Uh. Slight problem. We're trapped."
"Well, which way, smartass?" "Uh. We might be lost."
summertime at midnight
Pairing: Steve Harrington x shy!reader
Summary: Your parents are getting a divorce and when your mother decides to move in with her best friend Mrs. Harrington⊠things start to change between you and her son Steve.
Warnings: reader being shy. having a crush. forced proximity. kissing. Steve being so soft for you. no use of y/n.
_______________
The first time you step into the Harrington house, it doesnât feel real.
Your mom is already laughingâactually laughingâwith Mrs. Harrington like the last few days never happened. Like heartbreak can be packed into boxes and left behind with the rest of your old life.
You linger by the doorway, fingers curled into the strap of your bag.
Thenâ
âHey.â
You look up. And there he is. Steve Harrington.
He looks exactly like he does at schoolâeffortless, confident, like the world just⊠works for him. But thereâs something softer in his expression now. Less performative. More real.
âIâuhâhi,â you manage. Smooth.
He nods once, like heâs trying not to make it a big deal. âDidnât know you were⊠coming to stay,â he says.
âYeah. Itâs, um⊠kind of sudden. You know with the ...â
âThe Divorce. Yeah my mom told me,â he answers, quieter now.
Thereâs a pause. Not awkwardâjust⊠new.
âWell,â Steve says, rubbing the back of his neck, âif you need anything, justâyâknow. Iâm around.â
You nod quickly. âOkay.â
And just like that, he gives you a small smile and steps back. But as he turns away ... You swear you see him glance back.
The first few days pass like youâre watching someone elseâs life. Mrs. Harrington insists you make yourself at home. Your mom starts to look lighter. Less⊠breakable.
And Steve?
Steve is everywhere.
Not in a loud way. Not overwhelming. Just⊠there.
Leaning against the kitchen counter when you sneak in for water at night. Tossing you a casual âheyâ when you cross paths in the hallway. Letting you sit on the couch when his friends are over and absorbing the effortlessness of their connection, never drawing attention to youâbut never ignoring you either.
Itâs confusing. Because at school, heâs Steve Harrington. And youâre not one of the popular girls. Your more like a shadow, trying to avoid any sort of light or attention.
But here? Here, the lines blur.
One night, you canât sleep. The house is quiet, your thoughts too loud. So you slip outside. The water glows faintly under the pool lights, soft and inviting.
âYou always sneak out this late?â
You jump.
Steveâs sitting on one of the lounge chairs, hair damp, a towel slung over his shoulders.
âI didnât know anyone was out here.â
He shrugs. âCouldnât sleep.â
You hesitate. âMe neither.â
He gives you a boyish grin. Which was only a bit distracting. âYou can come closer, you know,â he says. âI donât bite.â
You roll your eyesâbut you walk over anyway.
After that, it becomes a thing.
Late nights by the pool. Quiet conversations that start smallâfavorite movies, stupid school gossipâand somehow drift into deeper waters without either of you noticing.
Steve listens. Like, really listens. And you talk more than you usually do. More than you thought you could.
Then come the movie nights.
Itâs always âjust a group thingâ at firstâhis friends sprawled across the living room, popcorn everywhere, someone arguing about which tape to pick.
But somehow you always end up next to him. Not touching. Not obvious. Just close enough that your arm brushes his when one of you moves. Close enough that your heart forgets how to act normal.
And then the parties.
âCome on,â Steve says one evening, leaning against your doorframe. âYou canât spend the whole summer hiding.â
âIâm not hiding.â
âYou are absolutely hiding," he says with his arms crossed in front of his chest.
You hesitate. âI donât know anyone.â
âYou know me.â
Your heart stumbles. âThatâs⊠different.â
He softens, just a little. âIâll stay with you,â he says. âPromise.â
And he does. The party is loud, bright, overwhelming. But Steve never strays far.
A hand at your back guiding you through the crowd. A quiet âyou okay?â when it gets too much. A grin when you finally laugh at something instead of just watching.
âYouâre doing great,â he says.
You shake your head, smiling. âIâm standing in a corner.â
âYeah, but youâre doing it confidently.â
You laughâreally laughâand Steve looks at you like that was the goal all along.
Somewhere along the wayâIt changes. The glances last longer. The space between you feels smaller.
You start noticing things. The way he looks for you when he walks into a room. The way his voice softens when he says your name. The way he always, always keeps his promises.
And Steve? Steve notices everything about you.
So one night when heâs halfway down the hall, on his way to grab a glass of waterâdefinitely not because he was thinking about stopping by your door to say goodnightâhe sees it.
A sliver of night air slipping through your room. Curtains shifting. And something in his chest tightens.
Steve frowns, stepping closer. The room is dim, empty. But the window was still open.
And then he remembers. He used to climb out there all the time as a kid. When things got too loud inside. When silence felt worse than shouting.
When he needed somewhere to exist without being in the way.
And before he can overthink it ... He climbs.
The night air is cooler on the roof. Quieter. The world feels farther away up here. Steve pulls himself up carefully, steadying his footingâ
And then he sees you. Sitting near the edge. Knees pulled in. Shoulders shaking. And suddenly, everything in him stills.
For a second, he doesnât say anything. Because he knows this moment. Knows how fragile it is. Knows what it feels like to be found when youâre trying not to be.
ââŠHey.â
Your head snaps up. You wipe your face too quickly, like that might erase it. âOhâhi. I didnâtâI thought everyone was asleep.â
Steve shrugs lightly, stepping a little closer but not too close. âYeah, I was just⊠uh. Water mission.â
You nod, eyes dropping again. âRight.â
Thereâs a pause. The kind that stretches.
Steve shifts his weight. âYou wanna tell me whatâs going on?â he asks gently.
âIâm fine.â It comes out automatic. Too fast.
Steve almost smiles. âYeah,â he says quietly. âI used to say that too.â
You glance at him. Just for a second. But itâs enough. âI justâŠâ your voice cracks, and you press your lips together like you can hold it in.
You canât. âI donât get how he could do that,â you whisper. âTo her. To us.â
Steveâs chest tightens but he doesnât interrupt you.
âI keep thinking maybe if Iâd noticed somethingâif Iâd said somethingââ your breath stutters. âMaybe it wouldnât have happened like this.â
âHey,â Steve says softly.
You shake your head, tears spilling again. âEverything was fine. And now itâs just⊠gone.â
Steve exhales slowly, stepping closer nowâcareful, like approaching something fragile but important. âI get it,â he says.
You laugh weakly, shaking your head. âNo, you donâtââ
âI do.â
That stops you. You look up at him properly this time. And thereâs nothing joking in his face now. Nothing easy. Just honesty.
âMy dad?â he says quietly. âHe doesn't even bother pretending anymore. He's never around at the same time as my mom. Barely around at all.â
You blink, surprised.
âI used to think it was my fault,â he admits. âLike if I was⊠better, or different, or less of a screw-up, maybe he'd actually want to stay.â
Your chest aches. âSteveâŠâ
âBut itâs not on you,â he continues, voice steady but softer now. âWhat your dad did? Thatâs on him. Not you. Not your mom.â
You swallow hard. âIt just⊠hurts,â you whisper.
âI know, sweetheart.â And he does. You can hear it. Thatâs what breaks you.
The tears come harder this time. Not quiet. Not controlled. Just real. And for a second, you try to turn awayâto hide it, like always.
But then Steve sits down next to you. Close enough. Careful. âYou donât have to do that,â he says gently.
âDo what?â
âPretend itâs not a big deal. And to hide."
Your shoulders shake. âI donât want to be a problem.â
Steve frowns immediately. âYouâre not.â
âYou donât know that.â
âI do,â he says, firmer now. âYouâre not a problem. Youâre just⊠hurting.â
The words hit something deep. Something youâve been holding tight for too long.
âI donât know how to make it stop,â you admit, voice breaking.
Steveâs expression softens in a way that makes your chest ache even more.
âYou donât have to make it stop,â he says quietly. âYou just⊠donât have to go through it alone.
He hesitates for half a second. Then opens his arms. Not pushing.Just⊠offering.
And something in youâSomething tired and scared and aching gives in.
You lean into him. Slow at first. Then all at once. Your face presses into his chest, hands gripping the fabric of his shirt like itâs the only steady thing left.
And Steve freezes for a heartbeat. His arms come around you carefully. Then tighter. Like heâs afraid you might disappear if he doesnât hold on properly.
âItâs okay,â he murmurs, one hand coming up to cradle the back of your head. âIâve got you.â
Your tears soak into his shirt. He doesnât care. Doesnât move. Just stays.
And his heart is pounding. So loud heâs sure you can hear it. Because youâre here. This close. Trusting him with something real, something messy. Something that matters.
Steve swallows, resting his cheek lightly against your hair. âIâm not going anywhere,â he says quietly. âOkay?â
You nod against him. Just a little. But itâs enough.
Something changed between you that night. You couldn't describe it, but you felt it with absolute certainty in your heart. And so did he.
âYou ever think about⊠before?â you ask softly, sitting at the edge of the pool, feet in the water.
âBefore what?â
âBefore all this. Likeâif things had been different⊠would we have talked?â
Steve huffs a quiet laugh, sitting beside you. âI wanted to.â
You blink. âWhat?â
âYeah,â he says, a little sheepish now. âYou think I didnât notice you? You wereââ he stops, searching for the word. âDifferent.â
Your heart races. âDifferent how?â
âBetter,â he says simply.
You donât know what to do with that.
âI just figured you wouldnât want anything to do with me,â he adds.
You stare at him. âIâve had a crush on you since, like⊠forever.â
Thereâs a beat.
Then Steve laughsâsoft, disbelieving. âYouâre kidding.â
âIâm not.â
He shakes his head, smiling like he just found out something unbelievable. âWow,â he murmurs. âWeâre both kind of idiots, huh?â
âYeah,â you whisper.
The laughter fades. But the closeness stays. His hand shiftsâjust slightlyâuntil his fingers brush yours. You donât pull away.
"I've been thinking about this ... you ... I've been thinking about you a lot. From the moment you moved in, I wanted to be close to you every chance I possibly get."
You smile at him, soft and a little nervous. "It's been the same for me, Steve. As a matter of fact ..." You swallowed, trying to keep you racing heart inside your chest. Be brave. Just once. "I never stopped having a crush on you."
Your cheeks flare up and Steve smiled. Adorable, he thought.
âGod, you're too good to be trueâ he starts, then stops. And thenâ
He kisses you.
Soft at first. Careful. Like heâs giving you time to change your mind.
You donât.
Your hand comes up to his shoulder, fingers curling into his shirt as you lean in just a little more. And suddenly itâs not careful anymoreâitâs warm, and real, and everything.
When you pull back, youâre both smiling like you donât know what to do with it.
âYouâreââ Steve starts, then laughs. âWow.â
You giggleâactually giggleâand cover your face. âOh my god.â
âNo, donât hide,â he says quickly, gently pulling your hands away. âI like this.â
âLike what?â
He caresses your jaw with soft fingertips and dips your chin up just as gently. "Being with you."
You grin despite yourself. He leans in againâjust a quick kiss this time, like he canât help it.
âOkay, yeah,â he says. âDefinitely worth the wait.â
You nudge him, laughing. âShut up.â
âNever.â
Later, when youâre both lying back on the cool concrete, staring up at the stars his hand finds yours. Easy and natural.
âHey,â he says quietly.
âYeah?â
âIâm really glad you came here.â
You turn your head to look at him. âMe too.â
And for the first time since everything changed. It doesnât feel like something was taken from you. It feels like something found you instead.
_______________
Thank you so so much for reading! All interactions are highly appreciated đ
STEVE HARRINGTON MASTERLIST

Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
Free to watch âą No registration required âą HD streaming
All Over Again
Dennis Whitaker x Fem!ERMD!Reader
Overall Synopsis: A car accident leaves you with missing puzzle pieces to assembleâthe stumble to blindly pick them out turns into the realization you have not only your career, places, and people to relearn, but also a boyfriend. Where will said puzzle pieces lead you to in the end? And to who, if anyone?
Overall Tropes: amnesia, second chance, strangers to friends, (more than) friends to lovers, idiots in love, slow burn (if you squint), forced proximity, workplace romance.
đ« chapter-by-chapter overall trope index:
hurt/comfort âŠ
hurt/no comfort â§
angst/resolve âČ
angst/no resolve âł
fluff âĄ
smut â„ïž
bit of all âź
1: Lapse â§ âł (3/14/26)
2: Patience ⊠âČ âĄ (3/17/26)
3: Routine ⊠Ⳡ(3/22/26)
4: Memory Lane ⊠âČ (3/27/26)
5: Déjà Vu Ⳡ⥠(3/31/26)
6: Home Sweet Home âČ âĄ (4/8/26)
7: Progress ⧠⥠(4/16/26)
8: Patients ⊠⧠âČ (4/23/26)
9: Remnants ⊠âČ âĄ (5/5/26)
10: Sprinkles âČ âĄ (5/18/26)
11: Movie Night ⥠(6/6/26)
12: Alone Time âź (6/25/26)
13: to be revealedâŠ
Text Headcanons:
Part One
Part Two
STATUS: in progress
Forced Proximity Prompts
thereâs only one bed / couch / horse / carâŠ
huddling for warmth (sharing a blanket?)
trapped somewhere (a cell, a cave, an islandâŠ)
squeezed against one another in a busy bus / subway
hiding & squeezing into the same hiding spot
squished in the back of the car (or trunk if the car is truly too full)
only one tool, book, or similar, that they have to share
squeezing under an umbrella or a small roof when it rains
forced to share a hotel room / apartment /dorm room
one is scared and latches onto the otherâs arm, refusing to let go
âWhy are you so goddamn big?â âBold words for someone whose neck is so in reach for me right now.â
âHow much longer you think weâre gonna be stuck here?
âMove!â âYou move!â
âOh, sorry, was that yourâŠâ âYeah, um, no problem. Wait, Iâll try to moveâŠâ
âStop moving so much!â
âThis is so awkward.â âOnly if you make it awkward.â
âI never realised how small/big/tall/short/⊠you are.â
âI canât breatheâŠâ âAs someone currently pressed up against your chest, I can hear you breathing just fine.â
pjs. The Marriage Law
synopsis: A Marriage Law was the last thing you expected to dictate your future, let alone shackle you to Park Jongseong. A pureblood heir, painfully composed, infuriatingly good at everything, andâunfortunatelyânow your husband.
What starts as reluctant cohabitation, filled with awkward silences and sharp words, slowly unravels into something neither of you can ignore. Stolen glances, fleeting touches, and the illusion of normalcy turn into a dangerous game neither of you meant to play. Is it all for show? Or has the line between pretend and real already disappeared?
But love alone isnât enough to erase the pastâor the law that forced you together. As the Ministry looms over your every move, and whispers of rebellion grow louder, you and Jay must decide: fight the law, or fight for each other.
wc: around 20.5K
warnings: Marriage Law AU, Harry Potter AU, forced marriage, government control, slow burn, forced proximity, awkward domesticity, enemies to lovers, bickering, rivalry, mutual annoyance, emotional angst, hurt/comfort, doubt, insecurities, fear of the future, eventual smut, explicit sexual content, sexual tension, intense intimacy, fear of love, conflicted feelings, vulnerability, mentions of pregnancy, future parenthood, domesticity, soft Jay, pining, repressed feelings, denial, yearning, lingering touches, stolen glances, smut, sexual content, F! receiving.
A/N: PLEASE TELL ME WHAT YOU GUYS THINK I'D REALLY APPRECIATE THE FEEDBACK!!!!!
Masterlist
______________________________________________________________
The owl came at dawn.
You woke to the sharp tap, tap, tap against your window, the early morning light bleeding through the tattered curtains of your London flat. Sleep still clung to your body, but the incessant tapping forced you upright, rubbing the remnants of last nightâs exhaustion from your eyes. You recognized the Ministryâs wax seal before your fingers even touched the envelope. Your stomach dropped.
It was here.
The letter you had been dreading for months. The whispers of the Marriage Law had been circulating for nearly a year, rumors passed between hushed conversations at pubs, in hidden corners of Diagon Alley, and among former classmates who refused to believe that the government could enforce such a thing. But deep down, you had known it was only a matter of time. The Ministry had already been heading in this direction for years, pushing for more control under the guise of restoration.
With a deep breath, you slid your nail under the seal, breaking it with a snap. The parchment unfurled in your hands, the ink dark against the crisp paper.
Dear Miss Y/N, By decree of the Magical Unity Act, you have been assigned a partner as part of the Ministryâs initiative to preserve and strengthen magical bloodlines. Your assigned match:Â Park Jongseong. Pureblood. You are required to present yourself at the Ministry within 48 hours for the formalization of your union. Failure to comply will result in consequences deemed necessary by the Department of Magical Law Enforcement. We trust you will uphold your duty to preserve our magical world. Sincerely, Matilda Greengrass Head of the Magical Unity Office
Park Jongseong. Of all the people in the world, it had to be him.
You werenât sure what to think. You had never hated Jongseongânot really. He had always been there in the background, a constant presence in your classes, a name that lingered on the top of exam scores just above yours. He was the type of person who excelled quietly, never rubbing his victories in your face, but still managing to be infuriating simply by existing. You had no idea what he thought of you. If he had any feelings about your academic rivalry, he had never shown it.
And now, he was going to be your husband.
You hadnât even processed the letter properly before you found yourself in a booth at The Leaky Cauldron, sitting across from Riki. You had sent an urgent owl the moment you had read the letter, needing to talk to someoneâanyoneâwho might understand.
Riki was younger than you by only a couple of years, but you had always seen him as something of a younger brotherâmischievous, quick-witted, and annoyingly perceptive when it came to your emotions. He was the kind of friend who teased you relentlessly but would hex anyone who dared to cross you. If there was anyone you could turn to in a moment like this, it was him.
âYou got him?â Rikiâs eyebrows shot up when you showed him the parchment. âThatâs...sure, yeah.â
You groaned, letting your head fall into your hands. âDonât say it like that.â
âWell, I meanâit could be worse, " Riki shrugged, taking a sip of his Butterbeer, âHeâs not, like, awful. Heâs just...Jongseong. A bit awkward, not much of a talker, but not the worst person to be tied to for life.â
You groaned again. âThatâs supposed to be comforting?â
He grinned. âA little,â
You shook your head, trying to focus. âI donât even know how Iâm going to tell my parents. Theyâre barely involved in my life as it is, and now I have to explain to them that Iâve been legally bound to someone they donât even know?â
Rikiâs face softened. He knew how complicated your relationship with your parents wasâhow they had never truly accepted the magical world, even after you got your Hogwarts letter. âYou donât have to tell them right away,â he said gently. âFocus on getting through this first.â
The Ministry of Magic smelled like ink, parchment, and old magic. The weight of history pressed down upon you as you walked through its grand halls, flanked by Aurors ensuring that every witch and wizard assigned under the Magical Unity Act appeared for their mandated marriage registrations. The building was colder than you remembered, or maybe it was the weight of what was about to happen that made you shiver.
Jongseong was already waiting when you arrived, standing stiffly in the corridor outside the registration chamber. His posture was impeccable, shoulders squared, his hands buried in the pockets of his finely tailored robes. The deep green fabric complimented his sharp features, accentuating the strong lines of his jaw and the dark intensity of his eyes. There was always something enigmatic about Jongseongâhe was the type of person who carried an air of quiet authority, a man who never wasted unnecessary words. He rarely let his emotions show, but now, even beneath his composed expression, you could see the subtle signs of tensionâthe way his fingers tapped idly against the parchment he held, the way his lips pressed together a little too firmly.
You swallowed hard, gripping your own letter tightly. His eyes flickered toward you, assessing.
âY/N.â His voice was steady, but there was something unreadable beneath it. He gave you a small nod, nothing overly familiar, yet not entirely cold.
The Ministry official cleared his throat, pulling you both out of the awkward moment.
âPark Jongseong and Y/N L/N,â he announced, his voice devoid of emotion, as if he had done this a hundred times before. He motioned toward the chamber doors. âStep inside. We will begin the legal binding process.â
Your breath hitched as you stepped forward, feeling the heat of Jongseongâs presence beside you.
The chamber was larger than you had expected, with high ceilings adorned with ancient runes glowing faintly in the dim light. At the center of the room stood a grand mahogany desk, where stacks of parchment were neatly arranged. Hovering above it was a blood-binding quill, pulsing faintly, attuned to the magic that would soon seal your fates.
âPlease, be seated.â
You and Jongseong sat across from each other, the tension between you thick, though neither of you acknowledged it. The official took his place behind the desk, flipping open a massive leather-bound ledger.
âBefore we proceed, it is my duty to inform you of the terms and expectations set forth by the Ministry under the Magical Unity Act. This marriage is legally binding under magical law, and both parties are required to uphold their roles as husband and wife.â
Your stomach twisted. You knew this was coming, but hearing it laid out so plainly made it harder to ignore.
âFirst, you will be required to cohabitate within the next twenty-four hours. The Ministry has provided accommodations, though should you choose to relocate, you must inform the Department of Magical Law Enforcement within seven days.â
Jongseongâs fingers drummed lightly against the desk, his gaze unreadable. He was listening carefully, though he gave nothing away.
âSecond,â the official continued, flipping to another section of the document, âyou will be required to consummate the marriage within one year. This will be monitored magically, and failure to do so may result in penalties.â
Your breath caught. You forced yourself to keep your expression neutral, but you couldnât help the way your fingers curled slightly against your lap.
Jongseongâs face remained calm, though you thought you saw the faintest flicker of tension in his jaw.
âThird,â the official continued, âas part of the actâs goal to maintain the magical bloodline, you are expected to conceive a child within two years. Failure to comply will result in further legal interventions. Exceptions will only be granted under rare circumstances, such as medically confirmed infertility.â
You exhaled slowly, heart pounding. This was the part that had haunted you the most. It wasnât just about being forced into marriageâit was about being forced to give up control over the future you had always imagined for yourself.
You had wanted children, eventually. You had imagined raising them in a world where they could make choices freely, where they could love and marry without being told when and how. But now, that dream had been reduced to a cold deadline set by the Ministry.
Jongseong finally spoke. âWhat are our rights in terms of autonomy?â His voice was calm, but there was steel beneath it.
The official barely looked up. âYou are granted limited autonomy. While you may maintain employment and personal activities, your primary duty remains fulfilling the obligations of the act. Any attempt to break the contract is considered an act of defiance against the Ministry.â
Jongseong gave a slow nod, as if he had expected that answer but wanted it spoken aloud regardless. The official placed two scrolls of parchment in front of you, followed by the hovering blood-binding quill.
âBy signing this document, you are agreeing to all conditions and responsibilities dictated by the Magical Unity Act. Once signed, the bond is sealed permanently under wizarding law. Any attempts to nullify it without Ministry approval will result in severe consequences.â
Jongseongâs eyes met yours then, and for the first time, there was something thereâa quiet understanding, a shared reluctance. Neither of you wanted this. But there was no choice.
With a deep breath, you reached for the quill. The moment your fingers touched it, a sharp, warm sensation prickled against your skin, and the magic within it stirred in response. You watched as your name etched itself onto the parchment in deep crimson ink.
Across from you, Jongseong did the same.
The moment his signature was completed, the parchment glowed gold, sealing the contract. A faint hum of magic filled the air as the binding took effect.
It was done. You were married.
The official gave a brisk nod, gathering the signed documents. âThe bond is sealed. You are now husband and wife under magical law.â He closed the ledger with a dull thud before standing. âCongratulations.â
The word felt hollow.
The moment you stepped into the apartment the Ministry had assigned, the full weight of your situation slammed into you. This wasnât just a bureaucratic nightmare anymore. It was real. It was your life.
The space was larger than you expected, a sleek, magically expanded flat that felt caught between two worldsâmodern and traditional, functional and intimate, impersonal yet unsettlingly designed for romance. It was clear that whoever had designed these living quarters had done so with the idea of a happily married couple in mind.
The open-concept living space had softly enchanted lighting, walls painted in neutral, calming tones that could be adjusted to fit the residents' âmood.â A fireplace sat in the center of the lounge, with a plush sofa curved just enough to suggest cozy nights spent tangled together. The kitchen was fully stocked, fitted with both Muggle and magical appliances, making it impossible to avoid the domestic intimacy the Ministry seemed so determined to impose.
Two bedrooms were set at opposite ends of the flat, though one was clearly meant to be temporary. The master bedroom, which you tried to ignore, was the worst of it. The king-sized bed was too large, too luxurious, the silk sheets far too inviting. The enchanted wardrobes had already been merged, both your belongings stored together, blending lives you hadnât chosen to entwine.
Even the bathroom was designed for two people meant to share everything. The tub was massive, the type built for indulgent baths, fitted with potion-infused oils meant to relax musclesâmeant to encourage closeness. The sinks, the mirrors, the counter spaceâeverything was structured with a life of intimacy in mind.
Jongseong was standing stiffly just inside the doorway, his hands still shoved into the pockets of his dark robes. He looked as out of place as you felt. His eyes flickered over the surroundings, lingering on the details, his expression betraying nothing.
âWell,â he said, finally breaking the silence. âThis is⊠something.â
You let out a breath you hadnât realized you were holding. âYeah.â
An awkward pause stretched between you. Neither of you moved.
You cleared your throat. âSo⊠Do you want to set some ground rules?â
Jongseong finally looked at you, his head tilting slightly. âGround rules?â
You shifted uncomfortably. âFor⊠coexisting.â
A flicker of amusement crossed his face, but it disappeared just as quickly. âFair enough.â He nodded toward the hallway. âYou can take the bedroom on the left.â
You hesitated. âThe Ministry expects us to share one eventually.â
His jaw tightened slightly, but his voice remained calm. âWe donât have to rush into that.â
You let out a breath of relief. âGood.â
Another silence settled. This was going to be excruciating.
You thought the first night would be easier because you had separate rooms. It wasnât.
The walls were too thin. Every tiny shift, every creak of the floorboards, every sigh of the bed linens as one of you turned overâit was impossible to forget that you werenât alone. That there was someone else here, just a few steps away, existing in the same space, adjusting to the same forced reality.
You lay awake for hours, staring at the ceiling, feeling every inch of the strangeness that had settled into your life. The silence of the apartment was deafening. Somewhere beyond your door, Jongseong was doing the same. Not sleeping. Not moving. Just existing in this same, uncomfortable limbo.
You werenât sure how long you lay there before you heard itâ
A soft, almost hesitant knock on your door.
You sat up immediately, heart stammering in your chest. ââŠYeah?â
You moved toward the coffee pot, pretending not to notice how he was gripping his quill a little too tightly. The sight of him already reading the regulations booklet made your stomach twist. You werenât sure if you wanted to know what new absurdities the Ministry had included.
âWhatâs that?â you asked warily.
Jongseong turned the booklet toward you so you could see the bold title stamped on the front.
A Guide to Magical Marital Expectations: Understanding the Unity Act.
You stared at him. âYouâre actually reading that?â
He shrugged, flipping to the next page. âFigured it might be useful to know what weâre legally bound to.â
You sighed, sinking into the chair across from him. âAnd? Whatâs in it?â
Jongseong skimmed a few lines before speaking. âMostly just reinforcing what we were already told. Cohabitation, marital duties, legal ramifications if we break the contract.â He hesitated, his fingers pausing on the page. His jaw tensed slightly, and that was when you knew whatever he had just read wasnât going to be pleasant.
A beat of silence.
Bravely, you cleared your throat. âWhat else are you working on?â
Jongseongâs eyes flickered up briefly before he tapped the page with his quill. âJust organizing my work schedule. Trying to figure out how to balanceââ He gestured vaguely between the two of you. âAll of this.â
Right. Work. You hadnât even thought about how this new life would affect your schedules. You needed to figure out yours, his, how to exist in this space without stepping on each otherâs toes.
âI have a morning shift at Flourish and Blotts starting tomorrow,â you said after a pause. âAnd I have an evening class twice a week.â
Jongseong nodded slowly. âI start work at the Ministry at eight every morning. Sometimes later, depending on meetings. But Iâm usually back by seven.â
You absorbed that. That meant youâd have the mornings mostly to yourself, but the evenings⊠âSo weâll see each other mostly at night.â
âYeah.â His expression didnât change, but there was something unreadable in his gaze. Maybe he was just as wary of that realization as you were.
You stirred your coffee absentmindedly. âAnd, uh⊠weekends?â
He exhaled, running a hand through his hair. âI donât usually work on weekends, but I study. And sometimes I meet up with friends.â
Right. Friends. You almost forgot that, despite everything, he had a life outside of this.
That thought stuck with you longer than it should have. Maybe because you were realizing that your life, your freedom, had been traded in for something else. For something you didnât get to choose.
âOh,â he said flatly. âAlso.â He looked up at you, his dark eyes unreadable. âThe shared bed rule.â
You grimaced. âI was hoping theyâd forgotten about that part.â
Jongseong sighed, setting the booklet down with more force than necessary. âUnfortunately, the Ministry doesnât forget anything.â
The booklet sat between you on the table, the pages filled with carefully worded regulations, all designed to ensure that the couples formed under the Magical Unity Act fulfilled their âduties.â The words seemed too sharp, too final, as if they carried an unspoken command beneath them.
Your fingers curled around the edge of your mug as you read the clause for yourself.
Clause 7.3 - Marital CohabitationIn order to promote a natural and successful union, married partners must reside within a shared living space and engage in consistent physical proximity.
It is required that both parties sleep within the same quarters by the third month of marriage.
Noncompliance will result in Ministry intervention.
You exhaled sharply, closing your eyes for a moment. âTheyâre really monitoring everything.â
Jongseong tapped his fingers against the table, his expression carefully neutral. âWe have three months to figure that part out.â
You rubbed your temples. âThree months is⊠not a lot of time.â
He looked at you for a long moment before setting the booklet aside. âWeâll deal with it when we have to.â
And for some reason, that stuck with you.
Jongseongâor Jay, as his closest friends called himâwas totally unamused by his morning conversation.
He sat at his desk in the Ministry, flipping through paperwork as Jake lounged against the opposite desk, watching him with a knowing look. The blond Auror had a casual ease about him, one leg stretched out, a quill spinning between his fingers as he regarded Jay with mild amusement.
âSo,â Jake finally said, dragging out the word. âHowâs married life?â
Jay didnât look up. âItâs fine.â
His friend snorted, adjusting his robes as he leaned in. âOh, come on. I know you better than that.â
Jay set his quill down with a sigh. âWhat do you want me to say?â
Jake tilted his head, considering. âI donât know. That sheâs unbearable? That sheâs the love of your life? That youâve realized you actually have a thing for arranged marriages?â
Unamused, Jay shot him a flat look. âNone of the above.â
But the blond was relentless, he leaned forward, arms resting on the desk. âSo, what? You guys are just awkwardly existing in the same space?â
Jay hesitated, fingers tapping against the parchment in front of him. ââŠSomething like that.â
âIs she at least decent company?â
Jay exhaled, stretching his arms before finally looking up. âSheâs normal. Itâs awkward. Weâre trying to figure out how to coexist without making it worse.â
âMakes sense. I mean, you didnât exactly get a say in this. Neither of you did.â
Jay appreciated that Jake wasnât trying to force humor into the situation, not like their other friends probably would. Jake had a way of knowing when to joke and when to actually listen, which was why he was one of the few people Jay actually talked to about things that mattered.
the Australian smirked. âAlright, Iâll leave it alone. But tell me one thing.â
Jay raised an eyebrow. âWhat?â
The blond's grin was slow and knowing. âDo you find her attractive?â
Jayâs hand froze mid-page turn.
Jake caught it immediately. âOhhh. Thatâs interesting.â
rolling his eyes, setting the file aside a little too forcefully, the married man in question responds. âI didnât say anything.â
âYou didnât have to.â
Jay pinched the bridge of his nose. âYouâre insufferable.â
Jake laughed, standing up and stretching. âWell, Iâd say welcome to married life, butâŠâ He gave his friend a mockingly sympathetic pat on the shoulder. âIâm sure youâve already figured out itâs a mess.â
Jay shoved his hand away. âGet out of my office.â
âSee you at lunch, hubby.â
Jay groaned as Jake walked away, already regretting every life decision that had led to this conversation.
Jongseong was a morning person. You learned that quickly.
He was always the first to wake up, moving around the apartment with an effortless ease that was frankly annoying to someone like you, who preferred to cling to sleep for as long as possible. You often woke to the sound of the shower running, the smell of coffee brewing, and the faint rustling of parchment as he read through Ministry documents while waiting for breakfast.
This morning was no different a few weeks later.
By the time you groggily dragged yourself out of bed, Jongseong was already fresh out of the shower, hair still damp, a towel slung low around his waist. His toned chest and broad shoulders glowed slightly in the morning light, water droplets still clinging to his skin as he casually walked toward his dresser, seemingly unawareâor unbotheredâby your presence.
You immediately averted your eyes, heart stammering in your chest. But you could still feel him, still sense the heat radiating off his skin, and the way the air seemed thicker in his presence.
âMorning,â he greeted smoothly, voice still slightly hoarse from sleep.
Your throat felt impossibly dry. âYeah. Morning.â
He smirked slightly, as if noticing your discomfort, and continued dressingâslowly. The deliberate way he pulled his shirt over his head before taking it off again, deciding he wanted a different one, the flex of his muscles, the way he pushed his damp hair back⊠it was infuriatingly distracting.
You turned toward the kitchen in desperation, fingers gripping the edge of the counter as you tried to steady yourself. You were not going to be affected by this.
But then he walked past you, his bare arm brushing against yours, the heat of his skin searing through the fabric of your sleeve. You felt the breath hitch in your throat, a sudden rush of awareness sparking along your spine.
You had just taken your first sip of coffee, finally feeling somewhat human, when a loud knock echoed through the apartment. You and Jongseong exchanged a glance.
âExpecting someone?â you asked.
He sighed, setting his mug down. âNo. But I have a bad feeling about it.â
The moment Jongseong opened the door, a tall, severe-looking woman in a charcoal robe strode in without invitation. She introduced herself as Ms. Alderton, her expression a mixture of polite authority and thinly veiled scrutiny.
âWeâre conducting routine compliance inspections under the Magical Unity Act,â she said, flipping through her clipboard. âItâs a simple process, really. Just verifying that the two of you are⊠adjusting well to married life.â
Your stomach dropped.
Jongseong had not finished dressing.
He was still only wearing a towel around his waist.
You saw the exact moment Ms. Aldertonâs eyes flickered downwardânot in a scandalized way, but in a very obvious assessment of the situation.
âOh.â She blinked, arching an eyebrow. âI see Iâve caught you at a⊠private moment.â
Jongseongâs entire body tensed. You scrambled to grab his shirt off the chair and shove it at him.
âRight, um, we werenât expecting company,â you said quickly, willing your face not to burn.
Jongseong took the shirt, clearing his throat as he pulled it on, but not before you saw the way his abs tightened under the scrutiny, the way his fingers twitched as he buttoned his shirt with forced composure.
Ms. Alderton hummed, clearly unimpressed. She began the inspection, moving through the apartment with cold efficiency.
She examined your living quarters, asked too many questions about how often you and Jay were together in the same space, and, of course, dropped the expected question:
âAnd how are you finding the transition into⊠intimacy?â
You nearly choked on your tea.
Jongseong, to his credit, didnât flinch. âWeâre taking our time with that,â he said evenly. âAs Iâm sure the Ministry is aware, not all couples move at the same pace.â
Ms. Alderton gave him a knowing look, scribbling something onto her parchment. âWell, as you both know, there are expectations to be met. Weâll check in again soon.â
And with that, she was gone, leaving the weight of her unspoken warnings hanging in the air.
You let out a long breath, still feeling the residual heat of the morningâs tension clinging to your skin.
At work, Jongseong barely had time to sit at his desk before Jake was on him.
âAlright, listen, Iâve been patient, but youâre dodging, man,â the blond Auror said, plopping down in the chair across from Jayâs desk. âWe need to meet her.â
Jay sighed, rubbing his temple. âItâs really not that big of a deal.â
Jake gave him a pointed look. âYouâve been married for weeks and we havenât even met your wife. Sunghoonâs convinced you made her up.â
âWeâre fine. Weâre adjusting. Thatâs all you need to know.â
Jake smirked. âSee, the more you say itâs fine, the less I believe it.â
âYouâre impossible.â
Jake shrugged. âThatâs why you love me. So, what do you say? A small get-together. Nothing crazy.â
Jay sighed again, but this time, he hesitated. He knew the Blond wouldnât let this go.
âIâll⊠think about it.â
When Jay got home that evening, you could immediately tell something was on his mind.
âWhat is it?â you asked, watching as he loosened his tie.
âJake keeps pushing for us to meet up with him and the guys,â Jay admitted, running a hand through his hair. âI told him we were fine, but he wasnât buying it.â
You thought about it for a moment before shrugging. âMaybe we should.â
Jay raised an eyebrow. âReally?â
You nodded. âI mean, weâre supposed to be building a life together, right? It might help to actually know the people in it. And⊠if something ever happens, itâd be good to have them as a support system.â
Jay studied you for a moment, then sighed. âAlright. But thereâs an issue,â You arched your brow in response, â They think weâre like them, you know, more settled into our married lifeâÂ
âAh, I see.âÂ
He chuckled dryly, âAnd I havenât had the chance to correct them.â
And that was how you found yourself getting ready to put on a show.
You werenât sure why you felt so on edge. It was just a night out with his friendsâpeople who, by all accounts, had no real expectations of you beyond existing at Jongseongâs side. But still, as you stood in front of the mirror, adjusting your outfit for what felt like the tenth time, something in your chest felt tight.
Jongseong passed by behind you, fastening the cuff of his crisp, navy button-up. The color complemented his complexion unfairly well, the sleeves neatly rolled up to his forearms, just casual enough to look effortless.
His reflection met yours in the mirror. âAre you ready yet?â he asked, smoothing a hand through his hair.
You exhaled through your nose. âYou act like getting ready is as simple as putting on a shirt.â
He smirked. âIt is, actually.â
You rolled your eyes but didnât push it. Instead, you turned slightly, watching as he undid the top two buttons of his shirt, exposing just the faintest sliver of his collarbone. It wasnât intentional, but it made something stir deep in your stomach.
The silence stretched between you as you turned back toward the mirror. He lingered behind you, close enough that the warmth of his body made the air feel heavier.
His voice came softer this time. âYou look fine.â
Fine. Not breathtaking, not beautifulâjust fine.
You scoffed lightly, shaking your head. âYour enthusiasm is overwhelming.â
Jongseongâs gaze flickered over you, his brows drawing together slightly like he wanted to say something else but thought better of it. Instead, he just let out a short exhale and reached for his wand. âLetâs go before Jake tracks me down and drags us there himself.â
As he stepped closer, brushing past you to grab his jacket, your breath caught in your throat. The scent of his cologneâclean, warm, just faintly spicedâwrapped around you before you could react. Your skin prickled as he leaned past you, his fingers grazing the dresser beside you.
You didnât move until he pulled back, adjusting the cuff of his sleeve with practiced ease. Jongseong glanced at you once more, amusement dancing in his dark eyes, before he disappeared into the Floo Network.
You stepped into the Floo Network, watching as Jongseong disappeared in a swirl of green flames before following suit. The familiar tug of magic sent you tumbling through the space between, and in the next moment, you landed just behind him in the bustling pub.
The scent of warm ale, roasted meat, and burning firewood wrapped around you, the low murmur of conversation filling the air. The pub was lively but not overly packedâjust busy enough to feel comfortably distracting.
Jongseong placed a hand on the small of your back, guiding you through the crowd. His touch was light, but it lingered, a silent reminder that this was part of the act.
Jake spotted you first, grinning. âThere they are!â He leaned back in his chair, tilting his glass toward you both. âThe happy couple.â
You tried not to stiffen at the word. Happy. That was the goal, right?
Jongseong slipped into the role easily, his arm around your waist a little firmer now. âYou make it sound like weâve been in hiding.â
Jake clapped him on the back as everyone scooted over to make space. âWell, you have! We needed proof you didnât just run away.â
The conversation flowed smoothly, the groupâs laughter blending into the warm, buzzing atmosphere. But you couldnât help noticing the way Jongseongâs hand lingered on your waist, the way his thumb traced lazy circles over the fabric of your dress. It was subtleâjust enough to be convincing, just enough to make your pulse jump.
Sunghoon smirked, raising a brow. âSo, howâs married life? Are you two still in the honeymoon phase?â
Jake chuckled. âYeah, Jay keeps insisting theyâre doing just great.â
You felt Jongseongâs hand tighten slightly on your hip as he hummed in agreement. âWe are.â
And then, before you could react, he leaned in and pressed a kiss to your temple.
It was brief, chaste, and yet⊠oddly intimate. His lips lingered just long enough to make your skin prickle with awareness.
The table burst into cheers.
As the night went on, the conversation shifted from teasing to storytelling. Jake leaned back in his seat, shaking his head fondly. âYou know, I still donât know how the hell Jay managed to get through Hogwarts without completely embarrassing himself.â
Sunghoon chuckled. âThatâs because he had us covering for him.â
Jongseong scoffed. âYou mean causing more problems than helping?â
Jake smirked. âCall it whatever you want, mate. But letâs not forget that one time you tried to impress a girl by showing off on the Quidditch pitch and almost broke your arm.â
You raised an eyebrow. âOh? Now this sounds like a story I need to hear.â
Jake grinned. âSee, back in school, Jay was all business, all the time. But one day, some girl in Ravenclaw was watching him practice, and he got it in his head that he should show offâflew higher than necessary, tried a fancy dive, and nearly knocked himself unconscious.â
Heeseung chuckled, shaking his head. âAh, young love.â
Sunghoon leaned in. âSpeaking of, we should all introduce our wives one day. Maybe have a proper dinner.â
Jongseong stiffened slightly, and you felt it. But before he could say anything, you jumped in.
âThat would be nice,â you said, smiling. âThough, Iâll admit, Iâd probably be terrible at hosting.â
Jake waved a hand. âNah, donât worry about that. Besides, I heard youâre friends with Riki?â
Your brows lifted. âYeah, I basically treat him like my little brother.â
Jake laughed. âFigures. We were both in the Gryffindor Quidditch Team. He was a Seeker, I was a Chaserâbest duo ever.â
Sunghoon snorted. âAnd yet, somehow, Jay was the one always getting all the attention.â
Jake groaned. âDonât remind me.â
The banter continued, light and warm, and despite yourself, you found that you were enjoying it. The illusion of normalcy was beginning to feel real.
Jongseong wasnât just your forced husband tonightâhe was someone who had a past, who had friends that truly cared about him. And maybe, you were starting to see why people cared about him, too.
The moment the Floo Network spit you both out into the apartment, the spell of the night started to break. Gone was the warm, buzzing atmosphere of the pub. Now, there was only quiet, filled with nothing but the ticking of the enchanted clock on the wall and the soft rustle of Jongseong adjusting his sleeves.
You expected him to make some dry remark about the night, maybe joke about Jakeâs relentless teasing. But instead, he just stood there, staring at you with an expression you couldnât quite place.
âAre you alright?â he asked.
You blinked, taken aback. âIâyeah. Why?â
He exhaled through his nose, running a hand through his hair. âYou were⊠different tonight.â
Your throat felt dry. âWe were both acting.â
âYeah.â His voice was quiet, unreadable. âI know.â
Neither of you moved. Neither of you quite knew what to do now.
The next few days were⊠different. Not drastic, not obvious, but something had changed. You noticed it in the way Jongseong lingered in rooms a little longer than before, the way his gaze flickered to you more often, the way silence between you no longer felt so hostileâjust heavy.
Even the small moments carried weight. The way he passed you a cup of coffee in the mornings without needing to ask how you took it. The way he let his hand linger just a fraction longer than necessary when handing you something. The way your name sounded softer when he spoke it.
It was nothing. It was everything.
And then came the first real break in the routine.
You hadnât expected to see Jongseong standing outside your workplace that evening. His presence was striking against the backdrop of hurried Ministry employees, his sleeves rolled up, arms crossed over his chest as he leaned against a lamppost.
For a moment, you just stared, thrown by the sight of him waiting for you.
It felt unnaturalâthis wasnât part of your unspoken agreement. You met in shared spaces at home, interacted when necessary, but waiting for each other? That was⊠different.
You hesitated before approaching. âWhat are you doing here?â
Jongseong glanced up, his dark eyes flickering over you before he straightened. âPicking you up.â
Your eyebrows shot up. âSince when do we do that?â
Jongseong exhaled, shifting his weight. âSince now.â
You studied him, waiting for an explanation that never came. Instead, he pushed off the lamppost and nodded toward the street. âCome on.â
A flicker of uncertainty settled in your stomach as you fell into step beside him. You werenât used to thisâhim reaching out first.
As you walked, the sounds of Diagon Alley surrounded youâshopkeepers closing up for the night, the faint hum of distant chatter, the flickering glow of enchanted street lamps. But the quiet between you was louder.
At some point, he spoke again. âYou get along with them.â
You glanced at him. âWith who?â
âMy friends.â
You hummed. âTheyâre easy to like.â
Jongseong nodded, his hands tucked into his pockets. His steps were measured, like he was choosing his words carefully.
âThey like you too.â
Your fingers tightened slightly around your bag strap. Was that what this was about?
âYou fit in well,â he added, his voice lower.
Something warm unfurled in your stomach. âWould it have been a problem if I didnât?â
Jongseong smirked, but it didnât reach his eyes. âJake wouldâve grilled you until you caved.â
You laughed, and for a moment, things felt effortless.
But as you reached the entrance of your shared home, a thought lingered at the back of your mind.
Why did he come to get you in the first place?
It was well past midnight when you shuffled into the kitchen, craving nothing more than a glass of water. You werenât expecting to see Jongseong standing there, already by the counter, a mug in his hands.
He turned at the sound of your footsteps, his gaze flickering down your figure.
It wasnât until you followed his line of sight that you realized exactly what you were wearing.
A nightshirt. Just a nightshirt. One that barely skimmed the tops of your thighs.
You hadnât thought about it before leaving your room, but now, under his scrutiny, it suddenly felt like the single most scandalous thing you couldâve worn.
Jongseong cleared his throat. âCouldnât sleep?â
You nodded, stepping closer, reaching for a glass. His presence felt larger in the quiet, like it filled the room in ways you werenât prepared for. Like he was waiting for something neither of you had the words for.
After a moment, you sighed, staring into your mug as if the swirling liquid inside had all the answers. âI texted my parents about⊠this,â you finally admitted, gesturing vaguely between the two of you. âTwo weeks ago.â
Jongseongâs eyes flickered with something unreadable, but he didnât interrupt.
âThey never replied,â you continued, voice carefully even. âNot that I was expecting them to.â
Jongseongs fingers tapped lightly against the table, a thoughtful rhythm. âTheyâre Muggles, right?â
You nodded, forcing a small smile. âYeah. I didnât exactly have the best relationship with them before this. But I thoughtââ You paused, exhaling sharply. âI thought theyâd at least say something.â
He was quiet for a long moment before he spoke again, his voice softer than before. âMaybe they just⊠donât know how to respond.â
You scoffed, shaking your head. âOr maybe they just donât care.â
Jongseong shifted in his seat, glancing down at his hands. He looked like he wanted to say something, to reach for the right words, but he hesitated. Instead, he settled for a careful, almost reluctant, âIâm sorry.â
You lifted a shoulder in a half-hearted shrug. âItâs fine.â
The silence stretched. The air felt thick. Too thick.
He exhaled through his nose, eyes flickering up to yours. And for the first time, you didnât look away.
His fingers twitched. His jaw tensed. His eyes darkened, just slightly. And then, he took a step back. A deliberate one.
You swallowed. âI shouldââ
âYeah.â His voice was lower than before. Rougher. âMe too.â
Neither of you moved for a long moment. And then you did.
The next morning, the reminder came. A letter, crisp and official, waiting for both of you on the breakfast table.
Jongseong opened it first, scanning the words, his jaw tightening. You peered over.
Ministry of Magic Directive 492-B: Cohabitation Progress Assessment As part of your continued marital integration, you are required to submit a Cohabitation Progress Report detailing shared living arrangements and physical proximity. As per Clause 7.3 of the Unity Act, proof of continued cohabitation will be assessed in the next Ministry visit. Failure to comply with expectations may result in reassessment and intervention.
You let out a slow breath. âTheyâre watching us closer now.â
Jongseong scoffed, tossing the letter aside. âOf course they are.â
Your fingers curled around the edge of the table. Something about the wording unsettled you.
âPhysical proximity,â you murmured. âTheyâre pushing for more.â
Jongseong ran a hand through his hair, looking anywhere but at you. âYeah.â
Silence.
The weight of the words hung in the air between you, heavy and suffocating.
âWe need to practice.â
You looked up from your book, momentarily caught off guard. âPractice what?â
He closed his own book, exhaling like he had already anticipated your reaction. âBeing more⊠natural with each other. The Ministry is expecting real signs of a relationship, not just two people coexisting in the same space.â
You swallowed, shifting slightly. âYou mean touching, kissing, all of that?â
He nodded, meeting your gaze with a calmness that only made your stomach tighten further. He wasnât wrong, of course. If anything, you should have expected this conversation to happen sooner. But something about the way he said itâso practical, so unaffectedâsent a nervous flicker through your chest.
âHow do you want to start?â you asked, your voice steadier than you felt.
Jongseong hesitated for only a moment before he pushed himself off the couch and extended a hand. âCome here.â
You stared at his outstretched fingers, debating, before finally placing your hand in his. His palm was warm, steady, and as he gently pulled you up, you felt your breath catch slightly at how close he was now.
âHugging first,â he murmured, like he was giving instructions.
You exhaled softly before stepping forward, wrapping your arms around his waist. It felt awkward at firstâstiff, calculatedâbut then, as his arms circled around you in response, something shifted. He was warm, solid, and despite the tension in your shoulders, there was a comfort in the closeness. You felt the slow, steady rise and fall of his chest, the way his fingers rested lightly against your back.
âThis isnât terrible,â he muttered, voice lower than usual.
You huffed a small laugh, eyes still pressed against his chest. âHigh praise.â
He chuckled, a small vibration against your body. The silence stretched between you, no longer heavy with hesitation but something elseâsomething unspoken. You werenât sure how long you stood like that before he finally murmured, âNext.â
You swallowed, stepping back slightly. His hands lingered a second longer than necessary before dropping away.
âKissing?â you asked, trying to sound casual.
Jongseong nodded, something unreadable flickering in his gaze. âWe should get used to it.â
You inhaled, forcing yourself to meet his gaze head-on. âAlright.â
His fingers reached for your chin, tilting it up slightly, and the air in the room seemed to shift. He didnât move immediately, as if gauging your reaction, waiting for the tension to settle before he finally leaned in.
The first brush of his lips was light, cautious. Testing.
Your breath caught. It was such a simple touch, barely there, and yet it sent a strange warmth curling in your stomach. His lips were soft, warm, lingering just a moment longer than necessary before he pressed in againâthis time firmer, deeper.
A slow, deliberate slide of lips.
Your fingers curled involuntarily into his shirt, as if steadying yourself, as his lips moved against yours with a patience that sent your pulse hammering in your ears. He wasnât rushing, wasnât merely going through the motions. He was learning you.
There was something unbearably intimate about it, something in the way he lingered, in the way his fingers flexed slightly against your waist. Like he wasnât sure where to place his hands, but he knew he didnât want to let go.
Your own breath had turned uneven, the warmth between you making your skin prickle. You werenât supposed to feel this. It was just practice. Just a test.
And yet, your heart betrayed you with every second he refused to pull away.
Just when you thought he was done, his lips barely parted from yours, he hesitatedâand then he pressed a featherlight kiss to the corner of your lips, softer than the first, but somehow infinitely more dangerous.
Your eyes snapped open, breath stalling in your throat.
Jongseong didnât move for a second, his gaze locked on yours as if waiting for a reaction. Then, he took a small step back, clearing his throat. âSee? Not so hard.â
You exhaled shakily, forcing a smirk. âSpeak for yourself.â
He smiled slightly, but there was something else there now. Something neither of you were quite ready to address.
That night, long after you had gone to bed, you lay awake, staring at the ceiling. The feel of his lips hadnât left you. The warmth of his touch still clung to your skin, lingering in a way that made sleep impossible.
The first morning after the kiss, you had been unsure what to expect. Would he pretend it hadnât happened? Would the air be awkward between you?
You walked into the kitchen, rubbing sleep from your eyes, and saw him standing by the stove, making coffee like he always did. The difference was how he looked at you.
"Morning," he said, and before you could respond, he reached out, tucking a loose strand of hair behind your ear with an ease that made your stomach turn over. The touch was fleeting, barely there, yet entirely intentional.
By the second day, it was a hand at your waist when he passed by you in the hallway, fingers lingering as if testing his boundaries. You werenât sure when it started feeling natural, but you knew that by the third day, when Jongseong pressed a small peck to your temple as he handed you your morning coffee, you didnât freeze.
You accepted it.
Maybe even welcomed it.
By then, you had decided that if he could do it so easily, so could you. That morning, before leaving for work, you turned back to him just as you reached the door.
"See you later," you murmured, before pressing a quick peck to his cheek.
It was supposed to be casual, unthinking, but as soon as you stepped back, you caught the slight widening of his eyes before he composed himself. You had caught him off guard.
You swallowed, feigning nonchalance, before leaving quickly. You were the one initiating now.
It was the second evening when Jongseong offered to pick you up from work again.
"If people see us together more often, it might help with the whole convincing thing," he had reasoned.
Logical. Sensible. Everything Jongseong was.
Except when he showed up outside your building, leaning against the stone wall with his hands in his coat pockets, looking entirely unbothered while your coworkers noticed.
"Your husbandâs here again," one of them teased as they nudged you.
You rolled your eyes but couldnât fight the heat crawling up your neck as you stepped outside. He looked good under the streetlights, the cool air turning his skin slightly pink. His gaze met yours, and something flickered in his eyes before he pushed off the wall and walked toward you.
"Long day?" he asked as he fell into step beside you.
"Exhausting," you murmured. "Thanks for picking me up."
He glanced at you, then, as if on impulse, reached for your hand. Not a performance. Just instinct. His fingers laced through yours with the same steadiness he always carried, and even though you told yourself it was just for show, your pulse didnât get the memo.
Halfway down the street, you spotted a familiar figure across the roadâJake. He caught sight of you at the same time, waving enthusiastically.
Without thinking, you smiled and waved back. "Jake!"
Jongseongâs grip on your hand tightened slightly, just barely noticeable, but he didnât say anything.
Jake grinned, giving a knowing look before disappearing into the crowd. You cleared your throat, hoping Jongseong didnât read into anything. But of course, he had noticed.
The morning of the visit felt different. Heavier.
You woke up to the quiet sounds of Jongseong moving around the flat, the faint scent of coffee drifting through the air. The weight of the upcoming meeting sat in your chest like a stoneâthere was no ignoring the fact that today, the Ministry would scrutinize everything you and Jongseong had been working toward.
You lingered in bed for a moment longer than usual, staring at the ceiling, feeling the heat of your own overactive thoughts. Had you practiced enough? Would they believe you? Would they catch on that some of these moments had started feeling far too real?
You sighed, forcing yourself up, and padded into the kitchen. Jongseong was leaning against the counter, arms crossed as he sipped from his mug. His hair was still damp from his shower, sticking to his forehead slightly, andâ
You blinked. He wasnât wearing a shirt.
Again.
Jongseong barely acknowledged you as he took another sip of coffee, then set the mug down with an exhale. âWe should go over a few things before they get here.â
You were still staring at his bare chest, lips slightly parted. It wasnât the first time youâd seen him like thisâMerlin, you lived together nowâbut something about it felt different today.
âUh,â you said eloquently. âYouâreââ
âI know,â he replied, completely unbothered. âI forgot to grab my shirt from the other room.â
Before you could respond, a loud knock at the door shattered the moment.
Panic seized your chest.
âTheyâre early?â you hissed.
Jongseong swore under his breath, grabbing for the nearest thingâyour cardigan, which had been draped over a chair. He threw it at you before sprinting toward the bedroom, leaving you standing there, gripping the fabric uselessly as another knock sounded.
Forcing down your nerves, you rushed to the door, opening it just enough to see the official standing there, a clipboard in hand.
âMrs. Park?â the man asked in a clipped tone.
âYes,â you said, trying to sound composed.
âWeâre here for the cohabitation assessment,â he continued, adjusting his glasses as he glanced down at his paperwork. âMay we come in?â
You stepped aside, letting them in, just as Jongseong reappearedâthis time fully dressed, but slightly breathless. The Ministry officialâs gaze flickered between you both, already taking notes.
The official took a seat at the dining table, motioning for both of you to do the same. His assistant, a younger witch with keen eyes, remained standing near the bookshelf, observing.
âWeâll start with some basic questions,â the man said, clicking his quill against the parchment. âHow has married life been treating you both?â
Jongseong leaned back slightly, arm draping over the back of your chair in a practiced motion. âItâs been an adjustment,â he said smoothly, glancing at you with what looked like amusement. âBut weâre settling in well.â
The official hummed, eyes narrowing. âWhat would you say has been the biggest change since getting married?â
You hesitated, heart pounding. What was a normal answer?
Jongseong, of course, had no problem answering. âWaking up to each other in the house.â
You nearly choked on air.
The official scribbled something down. âAnd how do you usually spend your evenings together?â
Your mind raced. Jongseong was the first to respond, again, far too at ease with all of this. âDinner, talking about our days, sometimes reading together on the couch.â
That was true. But the way he was selling it so smoothly made heat creep up your neck.
The assistant tilted her head. âAnd your sleeping arrangements?â
The air in the room thickened.
Jongseong barely hesitated. âWe have separate rooms for now, but weâre adjusting.â
The officialâs quill paused. A bad sign.
âThat will need to change,â he said briskly. âAs you know, starting next week, it will be mandatory for all married couples under this law to share a bedroom. The Ministry will have enchantments in place to verify compliance. Any deviation from this could result in a reevaluation of your union.â
Your stomach twisted. They were going to monitor your sleeping arrangements?
The assistant added, âItâs a common concern among couples who havenât previously lived together, but physical closeness is a necessary step toward a successful marriage.â
Your hands clenched beneath the table. Necessary? Successful? What did that even mean in a marriage you hadnât chosen?
The official leaned forward slightly. âAre you prepared for that transition?â
Jongseongâs grip on the back of your chair tightened just slightly before he nodded. âOf course.â
The officialâs gaze flickered between you two, scrutinizing every reaction, every hesitation. âThen we will expect that adjustment to be complete by the next check-in.â
The assistant cleared her throat. âOne last thing. We need to verify your comfort with one another.â
You barely had time to process before Jongseongâs fingers curled under your chin, tilting your face toward him.
You shouldâve seen it coming.
His lips brushed against yours softly, gently at first. But the moment your breath caught, the moment he felt your fingers instinctively tighten around his, he pressed in just a little moreâlingering, deepening, turning what should have been just for show into something you didnât know how to categorize.
By the time he pulled away, your pulse was hammering.
The official seemed satisfied. âThat will do.â
Jongseong didnât let go of your hand.
The Ministry left shortly after, having seen enough. The moment the door shut behind them, you turned to Jongseong, heart still racing.
âThat wasââ
âConvincing?â he supplied, arching an eyebrow. He still hadnât let go of your hand.
You swallowed. âYou didnât have toââ
He cut you off, voice lower. âWould you rather I hadnât?â
You had no answer to that.
Because the truth was, you werenât sure anymore.
And, worse still, in just a few days, you wouldnât be able to avoid the reality of what the Ministry expected from you.
You werenât just playing house anymore. You were about to start living in it.
You remained standing by the door, arms crossed, still feeling the weight of their scrutiny on your skin. The words lingered between you and Jongseong like an unspoken curse.
You must share a bedroom. You must be physically close. The Ministry will verify.
You turned slowly, eyes meeting Jongseongâs. He was still standing near the table, fingers drumming against the wood. He looked composedâtoo composed, like he hadnât just promised the officials something neither of you had fully prepared for.
âYou said it so easily,â you muttered.
Jongseong raised a brow. âWould you rather I had hesitated?â
Your arms tightened around yourself. âI donât know.â
His expression remained impassive, but something in the air shiftedâthick, charged with something unspoken.
You swallowed. âWe have a week.â
âSix days.â
Your gaze snapped up. âYouâre counting?â
He shrugged. âItâs important.â
You exhaled sharply and turned toward the hallway. The flat wasnât huge, but it had two bedrooms. Your bedroom and his. The safe distance you had clung to was suddenly about to vanish.
You crossed your arms tighter over your chest. âWe need to figure out how to do this.â
Jongseong ran a hand through his hair, considering. âWe should start by deciding how toââ
âWhoâs moving?â you interrupted. âYou or me?â
He blinked. You hadnât even let him finish.
For some reason, the question flustered him more than he expected. He looked toward his room, then toward yours, then back at you. âI⊠I guess it makes sense for one of us to move into the otherâs space.â
You rolled your eyes. âThatâs obvious.â
His jaw tensed. âThen why do you sound upset?â
You inhaled sharply. âBecause this isnât normal. None of this is normal.â
Silence. The tension was razor-thin, tight enough to snap, but just as the air felt like it might crack open with unspoken frustration, Jongseong suddenly stepped forward.
Your breath hitched as he reached up, fingers brushing lightly against your hair, tucking a loose strand behind your ear. His touch was barely thereâsoft, lingering, as if grounding you before the moment could spiral too far.
Your stomach flipped. The anger, the frustrationâit melted in an instant, leaving something quieter in its place.
âI know,â he murmured. âBut we donât have a choice.â
He hesitated for a beat before his thumb brushed lightly over your cheek, his fingers barely ghosting your jawline.Â
âBaby,â he murmured softly, testing the word, letting it hang between you. His eyes searched yours. âIs that okay?â
Your lips parted, but no words came. You werenât sure what shocked you moreâthe nickname, or the fact that you didnât mind it.
You swallowed, heart hammering in your chest, but eventually, you nodded.
Jongseong held your gaze for a second longer before his hand dropped, tension breaking just enough for you to exhale again.
You cleared your throat, stepping back slightly. âI suppose it doesnât matter, does it?â
âIt matters,â he murmured again. His gaze flickered with something unreadable before he turned and walked toward his room. He pushed the door open, revealing a clean and modern spaceâa bed that somehow seemed too big, a desk neatly arranged, shelves lined with things you hadnât paid attention to before.
âThis will work,â he said simply, like it was nothing. Like moving you into his space wasnât going to alter everything.
You stepped into the room cautiously, running your fingers along the edge of his desk. This was real now.
Jongseong moved beside you, hands slipping into his pockets. âYouâll take the bed, obviously.â
Your head snapped toward him. âWhere are you going to sleep?â
âThe couch.â
âNo.â The word left you before you could think about it. Because that would be too obvious. Too much space. Too much defiance against what they were expecting.
Jongseong tilted his head. âNo?â
You swallowed. âIf theyâre monitoring, we canât make it look fake.â
His expression was unreadable. Then, after a long silence, he said, âWeâll take sides.â
You nodded slowly. âSides.â
âFine.â
âFine.â
Neither of you moved.
The weight of the agreement pressed in around you. You would share a bed. You would be inches apart at night. The pretense of distance was officially gone.
Jongseong finally sighed. âIâll move your things in tomorrow.â
You nodded. Then, after a pause, you took a small step toward him. âThis isnât going to be easy, is it?â
He smirked faintly. âNothing about this has been.â
You exhaled slowly. âThen we should make it look real.â
Jongseongâs smirk faded slightly. He tilted his head, his gaze flickering between your eyes and your lips. That look. That tension.Â
Without thinking, you reached for his wrist, fingers curling around it just briefly before pulling away. Something about touching him first felt necessary.
Jongseong didnât pull back. Instead, he lifted a hand, his fingers brushing against yours before he murmured, âWeâll figure it out.â
You nodded, stepping back. âWe have six days.â
His lips quirked. âFive and a half.â
You huffed a laugh despite yourself. Then, before you could change your mind, you turned and left the room, your pulse still unsteady in your chest.
______________________________________________________________
The first night in the same room felt heavier than you had expected. You sat at the edge of the bed, fingers gripping the sheets as the reality of the situation fully settled over you.
Jay was in the bathroom, the faint sound of running water filling the silence of the bedroom. Your bedroom now. Your bed, which was suddenly meant for two.
When he stepped out, towel drying his hair, you didnât look up immediately. Instead, you focused on the shifting space around youâthe way your books now lined part of his shelf, your blanket was folded at the foot of the bed beside his, your perfume lingered in the air now.
The room was no longer just his. It was becoming yours, too.
Jay let out a slow exhale as he tossed his towel over a chair. When you finally looked up, your gaze caught on the fact that he was shirtless. He had no intention of sleeping in one, it seemed.
âI donât sleep with a shirt on,â he said casually, noticing your stare.
You swallowed and cleared your throat. âCan youâjust for tonight?â
Jayâs brows lifted slightly before he let out a quiet chuckle. âYou really think a shirtâs gonna make a difference, baby?â
Your stomach flipped at the nickname, the casual way it rolled off his tongue. The second time tonight.
You forced yourself to hold his gaze. âJust for tonight.â
He sighed, but didnât argue, grabbing a t-shirt from the dresser and slipping it on before climbing into bed. âHappy?â
You ignored the warmth creeping up your neck and nodded.
âYou okay?â he asked after a beat, watching you.
You blinked. That was the first time heâd asked you that all night.
âYeah,â you said, voice quieter than intended. âJust⊠adjusting.â
He hummed, turning onto his back. âYouâll get used to it.â
Would you?
You inhaled deeply, then exhaled. âWe should set some ground rules.â
He nodded, shifting to get comfortable. âOkay. Like what?â
You hesitated, chewing on your bottom lip. âNo unnecessary touching while sleeping.â
Jay smirked. âYou think Iâm gonna be all over you in my sleep?â
Your stomach flipped at the teasing edge in his voice. âI think accidents happen,â you countered, narrowing your eyes.
He lifted his hands in surrender. âFine. No unnecessary touching.â
You nodded, though the warmth in your cheeks refused to fade.
âAnything else?â he asked, glancing toward you as he adjusted the pillows.
You hesitated again. âWhat if, what if one of us wakes up first?â
Jay raised a brow. âThen the other keeps sleeping? Thatâs usually how waking up works.â
You glared. âI mean, do we pretend to still be asleep? Do weâdo we greet each other? Whatâs the etiquette here?â
Jay let out a soft chuckle, clearly amused. âI dunno. Do you want me to say good morning all soft and sweet? Maybe kiss your forehead while Iâm at it?â
You shot him a look, but the mental image sent something warm curling in your stomach.
He grinned. âIâll just say âmorningâ and get out of bed. Sound good?â
You nodded. âOkay. That works.â
Jay leaned back against the headboard, watching you for a moment before tilting his head. "By the way," he murmured, "you donât have to keep calling me Jongseong. Jay is fine."
You hesitated. "Are you sure?"
He smirked slightly. "Yeah. Sounds better when you say it."
Your stomach did an odd little flip at that, but you masked it with a nod. "Alright. Jay."Â
âYou sure youâre comfortable?â
You hesitated before nodding. âYeah.â
He hummed again, like he didnât fully believe you, but didnât push.
Then, just as you were about to shift under the covers, he reached over and brushed a stray strand of hair from your face.
Your breath hitched slightly at the unexpected softness of the gesture. It was casual, like something natural, something instinctive.
âRelax,â he murmured, voice lower now, almost drowsy. âItâs just me.â
Just him.
The realization settled somewhere deep in your chest as you nodded slowly. You lay back, facing the ceiling for a long moment, listening to the quiet rhythm of the room. Eventually, Jay flicked the bedside lamp off, and darkness swallowed the space between you both.
After a long stretch of silence, you swallowed and, almost in a whisper, asked, "Are you already used to it?"
There was a pause before Jay shifted slightly beside you. His voice was softer than before when he finally answered. "Not yet."
Everything that could go wrong had gone wrong. You had spilled coffee on your only clean work shirt, and barely made it to your job on time. Meetings ran over, projects piled up, and no matter how much you tried to get ahead, the day kept dragging you down.
Then, to top it all off, the train home was delayed, and your wand flickered weakly when you tried to summon your keys at the door. By the time you finally stepped inside the apartment, exhaustion clung to your bones, irritation simmering beneath your skin.
You kicked off your shoes with more force than necessary, throwing your bag onto the chair with a frustrated huff. Everything sucked. Absolutely everything.
Then you looked toward the bed.
Jay was already there, half-asleep, his head turned toward the door as if he had been waiting for you. His hair was messy, his bare shoulders peeking out from beneath the covers. The dim lighting made his features softer, relaxed in a way that nearly made you forget how awful your day had been.
âTook you long enough,â he mumbled sleepily.
Your frustration flickered, the sharp edges of it dulling almost instantly. You sighed, running a hand over your face. âYeah. Today was hell.â
Jay hummed, eyes barely open as he shifted, making just enough space for you. âCâmere, baby.â
Your heart clenched at the way he said it, voice thick with sleep, laced with a quiet warmth that had no right making you feel better.Â
You sighed again, but this time it wasnât frustrationâit was something softer, something that melted under the weight of his tired gaze.
You moved toward the closet to change, but Jay groaned softly, burying his face in the pillow. âNo, just talk to me. I wanna hear about your day.â
You shook your head, exhaling as you unbuttoned your shirt. âYouâre barely awake.â
âSo?â he muttered, voice muffled. âStill wanna hear you.â
His insistence chipped away at whatever was left of your bad mood. As you moved through your night routine, you found yourself telling him everythingâthe stupid meetings, the unbearable commute, the way your boss kept mispronouncing your name even after working together for months.
Jay hummed occasionally, nodding in half-conscious agreement, eyes drifting shut between your sentences. But every time you stopped, thinking he had finally fallen asleep, his voice would break the silence.
âWhat happened after that?â
âDid you tell them off?â
âBet you rolled your eyes at least five times.â
By the time you finally crawled into bed, most of the weight from the day had lifted, replaced by a quiet comfort that settled deep in your bones. As you exhaled, sinking into the sheets, Jay shifted beside you. His eyes were barely open, sleep pressing heavy against him, but he still reached out, fingers brushing against your cheek.
Without thinking, he murmured, "Câmere," and before you could register what was happening, he pulled you in, pressing a firm, lingering kiss against your lips. It was warm, slow, edged with sleep and something softer, something that made your chest tighten.
By the time he pulled away, his lips barely ghosting against yours, he was already halfway asleep again. "Better?" he mumbled, his voice slurred.
You swallowed, your pulse unsteady. "Yeah," you whispered. Jayâs fingers brushed against your arm as he exhaled a long, satisfied sigh. âSee? That wasnât so bad.â
You huffed, shaking your head. âMe talking about my day was more for your entertainment than comfort, wasnât it?â
Jayâs lips curled lazily. âMaybe.â
You rolled your eyes, shifting under the covers. But then Jay mumbled, âNo shirt, no pants? I know you donât like to wear your pants to sleep.â
You exhaled, already feeling the exhaustion tug at your limbs. âFine.â
His fingers flexed against the sheets, satisfied. âGood. Together, we make one whole pajama set.â
You huffed a quiet laugh, shaking your head. âYouâre ridiculous.â
Jay hummed in agreement, already drifting off. Only when you settled beside him, feeling the shared warmth beneath the blankets, did he finally stop fighting sleep. But before he did, his hand found your cheek, his thumb tracing slow circles against your skin.
Without thinking, he leaned in again, this time pressing a softer, lingering kiss against your jaw. You exhaled slowly, your hands hesitating for only a moment before one of them lifted, fingers grazing the bare skin of his chest, feeling the warmth beneath your touch. His breath hitched slightly, but he didnât pull away. Instead, he shifted closer, his lips trailing down to brush a barely-there kiss against the curve of your neck, his hand moving up to cradle the side of your face.Â
"Sleep," he mumbled against your skin, voice fading into exhaustion, before finally letting go.
You woke up to warmth. A slow, steady heat radiating from beside you, the blankets feeling heavier than usual.Â
Your eyes blinked open to see him still asleep, lying on his stomach, one arm tucked under his pillow, the other stretched out lazily, fingers grazing your side. His breathing was even, his face completely relaxed in sleep.Â
You hesitated, watching him for just a moment longer than necessary, before attempting to shift away.
The second you moved, Jay groaned low in his throat. âStay,â he mumbled, voice thick with sleep. His fingers flexed against your hip before retracting as if he wasnât sure he was allowed to touch you yet.
You swallowed, trying to ignore the way your stomach flipped at his drowsy tone. âI need coffee.â
Jay cracked one eye open. âYou always need coffee.â
You huffed. âAnd you always wake up in a good mood. How?â
He smirked sleepily, rolling onto his back with a slow stretch, his toned stomach peeking out from under the sheets. âItâs a gift, baby.â
The nickname sent a rush of heat to your cheeks, and you pushed the covers off before he could catch your expression. âIâm making coffee.â
Jay hummed, still blinking away sleep. âYouâre really just gonna get up and leave me like this?â
You paused, turning to glance at him. âLike what?â
He grinned lazily. âCold and abandoned.â
You scoffed but couldnât help the small smile tugging at your lips. âYouâre so dramatic in the morning.â
Jay only smirked as you made your way to the kitchen, the comfortable ease between you lingering even as you started your morning routine.
Moments later, he joined you, still shirtless, hair a mess, moving to grab a mug from the cupboard. As you handed him his coffee, he leaned in absentmindedly, pressing a soft kiss against your shoulder before taking the cup. The motion was so casual, so natural, that it took you a second to process.
You blinked, turning to face him. "Arenât you kissing me too much?"
Jay stiffened slightly, eyes flicking up to meet yours. But then his lips quirked, and he leaned back against the counter, sipping his coffee.
You watched him for a beat before setting your mug down. "Fine."
Before he could ask what you meant, you leaned in, arms lifting to loosely wrap around his neck as you pressed a soft kiss just beneath his jaw, your lips grazing the warm skin of his neck. You felt the slight shudder run through him, the way his grip on his coffee mug tightened just a fraction. Jay's breath hitched slightly, his fingers tightening around his mug.
When you pulled back, you smirked at the way his ears had turned red. "Happy now?"Â
"You should kiss me more," he teased.
You shot him a look, passing him a cup of coffee. âYouâre lucky I made extra.â
Jay took a sip, sighing in content. âYeah, yeah. Thanks, baby.â
You pretended not to react to the name, but the warmth stayed with you longer than your coffee did.
As you took another sip of your coffee, the quiet hum of the morning was interrupted by the sound of fluttering wings. An owl swooped in through the open kitchen window, landing gracefully on the counter, a neatly tied envelope clutched in its beak.
Jay sighed, setting his mug down as he reached for the letter. "That'll be from my parents."
You watched as he untied the parchment, unfolding it with a slight frown. The owl hooted softly, waiting for a response.
Jay's eyes scanned the page, his expression unreadable at first. Then, with a small exhale, he muttered, "They want to see us."
Your fingers tightened slightly around your mug. Us.
âYouâre staring at it like itâs gonna bite,â he mused, taking a sip of his coffee.
You huffed. âI just donât know what to expect.â
Jay exhaled through his nose, setting his mug down. âMy parents⊠theyâre not bad. Just⊠traditional. Theyâll expect things to look a certain way.â
Your fingers curled around your cup. âAnd what if they donât?â
He tilted his head slightly, watching you. âThen we make sure they do.â
There was something unreadable in his expression, something both reassuring and unsettling all at once. He was taking this seriouslyânot just the Ministry part, but the part where you both had to convince his family, too.
You bit your lip. âOne thing at a time?â
Jay smirked slightly, tapping his fingers against the counter. âOne thing at a time.â
You werenât sure why the thought made your stomach twist, but something about meeting Jayâs parents, about having to present this marriage as real to them, felt heavier than anything you had prepared for.
Jay looked at you then, tilting his head slightly. "I can write back later. No rush. Honestly, letâs just get through the last Ministry visit for a while firstâthen we can deal with my parents."
You swallowed, nodding. "Right. No rush."
The owl flapped its wings, as if impatient, but Jay simply placed the letter aside, returning his focus to his coffee. The weight of the letter lingered in the air between you, unspoken but present.
The morning had started normally enough. Work had been relatively uneventful, save for your coworker Mina pulling you aside as you both sorted through some files in the break room. She leaned against the counter, stirring sugar into her tea with a knowing look in her eyes.
"So," she drawled, "how's married life treating you?"
You blinked. "Itâs⊠an adjustment."
Mina scoffed, taking a sip of her tea. "Adjustment? Thatâs a diplomatic way of putting it. You barely look married. No ring marks on your fingers, no swooning over your husbandâs lunch visits."
You huffed. "He doesnât visit me at work, but he does pick me up after. And we do kiss and stuff."
Minaâs brows shot up, interest piqued. "Kiss and stuff? So, what, like a peck on the lips? A lingering moment? You making out against the nearest wall?"
Your face burned. "Not making out. Just⊠normal kissing."
Mina gave you a deadpan look before taking another sip of her tea. "Okay, listen. Make out. Suck his dick. Get laid. In that order."
You nearly choked. "Mina!"
She smirked, unbothered. "What? Jongseong is a total hottie, youâre stressed, and all this weird tension youâre feeling will go away the moment you two start properly acting like husband and wife."
You groaned, rubbing your temples. "You are actually the worst."
Mina shrugged, grinning. "Iâm just saying, sweetheart, at some point, youâre gonna have to stop pretending this is a polite roommate situation. Might as well enjoy yourself in the process."Â
She only laughed, patting your shoulder. "Iâm just saying, if youâre already forced to live together, might as well enjoy the perks, right? Bet heâs not bad in bed either."
Mina shrugged, clearly unfazed. "Iâm the realist. Youâre the one making this more complicated than it needs to be."
You rolled your eyes but couldn't fully shake her words from your mind as the day went on.
Jay had suggested going out for lunchâsomething about fresh air being good for you, but you had a sneaking suspicion he was trying to get you out of your own head. The tension of the upcoming dinner with his parents had been lingering between you both, and he was trying to shift the focus.
The café was cozy, tucked into a quiet corner of the city, the kind of place that blurred the line between magical and Muggle. Small, levitating candles hovered above each table, but there was also a very prominent espresso machine steaming in the background, giving the place a strange but warm blend of both worlds.
Jay was different today. More touchy.
The first time he reached for your hand, it caught you off guard. You had been gesturing while explaining something, only to have his fingers wrap around yours mid-sentence, lacing them together as if it was the most natural thing in the world. You blinked down at your joined hands, but he only smirked, continuing to listen as if nothing had changed.
Jay tilted his head slightly. "By the way, you always talk about Niki, but what about your other friends? Jungwon, right?"
You blinked. "Yeah. Jungwon and I have been friends for a while now."
Jay hummed. "Funny. I actually tutored him for like a week back in school."
Your eyes widened. "You? Tutoring Jungwon?"
He smirked. "Yeah. He was struggling with Charms. Thought he could figure everything out by himself, but he kept botching the spellwork."
You laughed. "That does sound like him. How did it go?"
Jay shrugged. "He quit after a week. Said he learned better by messing up on his own."
You snorted. "That sounds even more like him."
Jay smirked, leaning back in his chair. "Guess weâve had more overlapping connections than I thought."
It wasnât until later that evening, back at the apartment, that you realized just how much more comfortable Jay had gotten with you.
You were sitting on the couch, legs curled up beneath you as you skimmed through a book, when Jay walked in, plopping down beside you with absolutely no regard for personal space. Without hesitation, he reached for your arm and tugged gently, signaling for you to shift.
You raised a brow. âWhat?â
Jay smirked. âCome here.â
You scoffed. âWhy?â
He sighed, as if you were exhausting, before simply pulling you toward him. You barely had time to react before you were settled against his chest, your back pressed against him as he stretched his legs out comfortably. His arms caged you in, warm and steady.
âJay,â you muttered, stiffening slightly. âWhat are you doing?â
âRelaxing.â His voice was easy, like this was normal. Like you hadnât just settled directly into his lap.
You swallowed, unsure of what to do with yourself. âIââ
âYouâre warm,â he murmured, voice dropping slightly.
Your heartbeat stuttered.
The worst part was that he was warm too.
After a few seconds, you exhaled, finally allowing yourself to relax into him. Jay hummed in approval, his lips grazing against the shell of your ear as he shifted slightly, adjusting his grip around you. The touch was fleeting but intentional.
âYou really donât mind all this?â you asked quietly.
Jay chuckled, his breath warm against your skin. âMind it? Iâm starting to think I like it too much.â
You sucked in a breath, but before you could respond, he nuzzled against your shoulder, his teeth grazing your ear before closing lightly around it in a teasing nibble. Your breath hitched, and your fingers instinctively gripped his arm.
"Jayâ"
He didn't pull back. Instead, his arms tightened around you, and his lips moved lower, pressing a slow, deliberate kiss to the curve of your neck. The warmth of it sent a sharp jolt through your spine, and before you could second-guess yourself, you turned slightly in his lap, tilting your head toward him.
It happened naturallyâhis mouth met yours in a kiss that was slower, deeper than either of you had intended. The shift in energy was unmistakable, tension curling between you like an unspoken understanding neither of you wanted to break.
Jay's hands splayed against your back, pulling you closer as your fingers curled into his shirt, anchoring yourself. When he bit at your bottom lip, a quiet noise escaped you, and he responded by deepening the kiss, tilting his head as if he couldn't get enough.
By the time you finally pulled away, breath uneven, his forehead rested against yours, his lips just barely brushing over yours again in a lingering tease. Your heart was still racing, your hands still lightly curled against his chest, feeling the steady rise and fall of his breathing.
Jay's breath was still uneven against your skin, his hands resting against your lower back, keeping you close. You could still feel the warmth of his lips, the lingering tension settling between you both like an unspoken acknowledgment.
His arms tightened slightly, and he nuzzled against your cheek, pressing a barely-there kiss against your temple. "You feel safe," he murmured, his voice lower, softer.
Your breath hitched. "What?"
Jay exhaled slowly, as if grounding himself in your presence. "With you. I feel safe with you."
The confession sent a warmth through your chest that you werenât prepared for. Your fingers twitched slightly against his shirt, caught between the instinct to pull away and the need to stay exactly where you were.
Jay tilted his head, his nose brushing against your cheek. "You like taking care of me, donât you?" he mused, teasing but sincere.
You swallowed, trying to steady yourself. "Youâre impossible."
His smirk returned, albeit softer this time. "Maybe. But I think you like me this way."
You huffed, shaking your head, but you didnât pull away. Instead, you let yourself sink just a little further into his embrace, knowingâdeep downâyou werenât quite ready to let go yet.
"Told you you'd get used to it," he murmured, his voice husky.
âJay,â you warned, though your voice came out softer than intended.
He only smirked, resting his chin on your shoulder like he hadnât just sent your heart into overdrive. âYouâre overthinking again, baby.â
And you hated that he was right.
You had been dreading the Ministryâs visit from the moment the letter arrived, confirming the final scheduled check-in before a long evaluation period. It was supposed to be a reliefâthis was the last time, for a while at least, that an official would come snooping around, dissecting your marriage like it was an experiment instead of your actual life.
But relief was the last thing you felt.
There was something suffocating about the expectation of passing. You and Jay had gotten good at playing your roles, good at the casual touches, the familiarity, the easy, teasing back-and-forth that had started feeling more real than pretend. But today, something felt⊠off.
Maybe it was because the words still echoed in your mind.
You should kiss me more.
You feel safe.
Jay had said it so easily, as if it was second nature to him now, to be comfortable around you. But comfort didnât mean security, and today, everything felt like it was hanging by a thread.
The Ministry official, a stern-looking woman with wire-rimmed glasses, sat across from you both in the living room. A notepad in her hands, quill poised. Watching. Always watching.
âSo,â she said, adjusting her glasses. âWeâve received positive reports so far on your integration as a married couple. How has the transition been?â
Jay, as always, was calm, composed, charming. âItâs been good. Weâve built a routine, settled into daily life together.â
Her eyes flickered to you. âAnd you?â
You swallowed. âItâs⊠an adjustment, but I think weâre getting there.â
The Ministry woman nodded, making a note. âGood, good. And the cohabitation aspect? Shared space, sleeping arrangements?â
Jay didnât even hesitate. âOf course.â
You nodded, feeling the walls close in around you. You wondered if she could sense the strange weight in the air, the tension neither of you had fully addressed.
She glanced down at the file in her lap. âAs you know, by the next evaluation period, the Ministry will be monitoring this aspect through magical verification. We must ensure that your union progresses naturally.â
Naturally. As if any of this had been natural from the start.
Her gaze sharpened. âAnd, of course, I must remind you that by the second year of marriage, procreation is expected. The Ministry understands that adjustments take time, but ultimately, your union is meant to strengthen the magical bloodlines.â
Your stomach clenched. Jayâs jaw tensed.
âUnderstood,â Jay finally said, his tone even.
You managed a nod, even though your heart was pounding in your ears. The official studied you both for a moment longer before standing, closing her folder.
âI believe that will be all for now,â she said, giving a tight smile. âWe will check in again at the next scheduled period. Until then, I suggest you continue settling into your roles as husband and wife.â
And just like that, she was gone. But her words lingered, thick like smoke in the room.
Neither of you spoke for a long moment.
Then, Jay let out a sharp breath and ran a hand through his hair. âWell, that was fun.â
Your jaw clenched. âFun.â
He glanced at you, sensing the shift in your tone. âWhat?â
You stood abruptly, pacing toward the kitchen, needing space. âNothing.â
Jay sighed, rubbing at his temple. âCome on, baby, just say it.â
And maybe it was the way he said itâso effortlessly, so casually, as if nothing had just happenedâthat made something in you snap.
âSay what, Jay?â You whirled around, frustration bubbling over. âThat I hate this? That I hate how the Ministry talks about children like weâre required to breed for them? That I hate how we have to act like our lives are some scripted performance?â
Jay exhaled, pinching the bridge of his nose. âYou think I donât hate it too?â
âDo you?â The words were out before you could stop them, sharp, biting. âBecause sometimes it feels like youâre perfectly fine pretending.â
Jayâs expression darkened. "Iâm trying to make the best of this, but you act like Iâm the enemy. Weâre in this together, or have you forgotten that?"
You let out a bitter laugh. "Together? Jay, sometimes it feels like you don't even care. Like you're just rolling with this because it's easier for you."
Jayâs eyes flashed with something unreadable, his posture stiffening. "What do you mean I don't care? Do you think I wanted this? Do you think I wake up every morning thrilled about the fact that my life got rewritten by some Ministry law?"
You exhaled sharply. "I never said that."
"No, but you sure as hell act like Iâm the one who forced you into this." His voice was sharper now, frustration laced into every word. "Iâve been trying, okay? Trying to make this livable, trying to make it easier for both of us. But every time I do, you push back like youâd rather pretend I donât exist."
You crossed your arms, hating the way his words stung. "I donât pretend you donât exist, Jay. I justâ" You swallowed hard. "I donât know how to do this. I donât know how to balance whatâs real and whatâs not," Your heart pounded, "I havenât forgotten that we're in this together. But maybe I wish we werenât."
Jayâs entire body went rigid. His jaw clenched, and when he spoke, his voice was quieter, but no less sharp. "What do you mean, you wish we werenât?"
You opened your mouth, but nothing came out at first. "Jayâ"
"No, say it," he pressed, his voice laced with something raw. "Has this all just been an inconvenience to you? Have I just been another part of the mess?"
You inhaled shakily. "Thatâs not what I meant."
"Then what did you mean?" His eyes bore into yours, frustration and something elseâsomething closer to hurtâbleeding into his gaze.
You hesitated. "I just meant⊠I donât know whatâs real and whatâs not anymore."
Jayâs expression darkened further, his frustration spilling over. "Itâs all real, because this is our life now! This isnât some fantasy, or some nightmare you can wake up from. This is it. Weâre here, together, and no amount of wishing it away is going to change that."
Jay let out a harsh breath, running a hand through his hair. "Maybe it isnât normal, but itâs ours. And if we keep tearing it apart every time something doesnât go the way we want, then what the hell are we even doing?"
Silence stretched between you, thick and suffocating. Neither of you willing to be the first to break it.
The silence that followed was deafening. Jayâs face didnât change, but something behind his eyes did. A flicker of something that looked like hurt.
And then, just like that, the moment passed.
His jaw clenched, his voice measured. âWe have dinner with my parents tonight.â
You inhaled sharply, your stomach twisting. You had completely forgotten in the middle of the chaos.
âGreat,â you muttered. âCanât wait.â
Jay exhaled, stepping back. âJust⊠get ready. Weâll deal with this later.â
The carriage ride to Jayâs family estate was quiet, tense. You barely spoke, both still reeling from the heated argument earlier. Jayâs gaze was fixed outside the window, jaw tight, and though you knew this dinner was important, you couldnât shake the unease crawling under your skin.
By the time you arrived, the grandeur of the Park estate was impossible to ignore. The houseâno, the manorâwas a striking example of old magic, the kind of wealth that had been passed down for generations.
Tall wrought-iron gates opened with a soft creak, revealing sprawling courtyards lined with lantern-lit pathways, their glow flickering in the cool evening air. The mansion itself was regal, its high stone walls blanketed in ivy, windows aglow with warm golden light.
Jay straightened the moment the carriage stopped, his usual relaxed demeanor replaced by something practiced. Reserved. This was his world, and you were only stepping into it.
A house-elf opened the massive front doors before either of you could knock, ushering you into a vast foyer lined with polished marble floors and an intricately carved staircase leading to the upper levels. The walls were adorned with enchanted portraits, all featuring past generations of the Park familyâstoic figures in rich robes watching you with unsettling scrutiny.
Jayâs mother was waiting in the grand entrance hall, regal as ever. Her dark hair was elegantly styled, her robes immaculate, her presence exuding the effortless grace of someone accustomed to being obeyed.
"Jongseong," she greeted, her voice smooth but edged with expectation. "Itâs been too long."
Jay nodded, a polite smile barely reaching his eyes. "You know how it is."
His father stood just behind her, taller than Jay, his presence commanding even in silence. His features were sharp, his stare assessing, but there was a flicker of curiosity when he glanced at you.
His motherâs gaze shifted toward you, scanning with the precision of someone accustomed to weighing worth. "And you must be my daughter-in-law."
The title landed heavily. Daughter-in-law. It sounded more binding coming from her than it ever had from a Ministry official.
You dipped your head slightly. "Itâs lovely to meet you."
She studied you for a long moment before giving a small nod. "Come in. Dinner is ready."
The dining room was ornate and intimidating, the kind of place where silence held weight. A long, polished table stretched across the room, set with fine china and gleaming silverware. Floating candles hovered overhead, casting a warm but almost oppressive glow on the deep mahogany walls lined with more ancestral portraits.
Dinner was served in meticulously timed courses, each plate appearing at the perfect moment as house-elves moved soundlessly through the space. The food was exquisite, but you barely tasted itâyour mind too occupied with the undercurrent of tension between you and Jay.
His parents, though polite, were assessing you, their questions carefully crafted to evaluate rather than genuinely get to know you.
"Tell me," his mother finally said, dabbing her lips with a pristine napkin, "how have you been adjusting to married life?"
You forced a smile. "Itâs been an adjustment, but weâre finding our way."
Jayâs father hummed, swirling his wine glass. "Finding your way?" His sharp eyes flickered between the two of you. "Thatâs an interesting choice of words."
You felt Jay tense beside you. "Weâre managing just fine."
His mother tilted her head slightly, her gaze sharper than before. "Did you two have a fight?"
Your breath caught in your throat. The room felt smaller. Had they already noticed?
Jay let out a measured sigh, fingers tightening slightly around his fork. "Itâs nothing. Justâ" he exhaled, sparing you a quick glance, "a disagreement."
His mother hummed thoughtfully, setting her napkin down beside her plate. "Marriage isnât about never fighting. Itâs about how you handle the fights."
His father nodded, his deep voice breaking the tense silence. "A marriage built on avoidance will always crumble. Disagreements are inevitable, but how you choose to move forward from them is what matters."
The weight of their words settled heavily between you and Jay, a third presence at the table. It wasnât accusatory, nor was it particularly comfortingâit was simply fact. And it left you feeling exposed.
His motherâs gaze lingered on Jay for a moment longer before softening just a fraction as she turned back to you. "It will take time, but if you are both willing to build something real from this, then you must learn to meet each other halfway."
You swallowed, nodding slowly. Halfway.
After dinner, as the plates vanished and the dining room emptied, Jayâs mother turned to you with a calm, knowing expression. "Come," she said, rising gracefully from her seat. "Letâs wash our hands before dessert."
You hesitated for only a moment before following her, feeling Jayâs gaze linger on you as you exited the room. The air in the corridor was cool, laced with the scent of fresh linen and aged parchment. You expected her to lead you directly to the washroom, but instead, after you rinsed your hands, she gestured toward a side door that opened into a moonlit garden.
"A walk will do us both some good," she murmured, stepping outside.
The estate grounds were vast, illuminated by the soft glow of floating lanterns. The paths were lined with perfectly trimmed hedges and arching trellises of enchanted flowers that bloomed faintly in the evening air. It was quiet, serene, the opposite of the tension you had felt all night.
She walked beside you in silence for a few moments before speaking. "I can see the weight youâre carrying, dear. You donât need to hide it from me."
You exhaled slowly. "Itâs just⊠a lot. Adjusting, trying to understand what all of this means, whatâs expected of me⊠and Jay."
Her lips curled slightly, not unkindly. "My son is⊠difficult at times. But I know him well."
You glanced at her, uncertain. "You seem to know a lot about us already."
She chuckled. "I know marriage is not easy, especially one like yours. But I also know that my son is not as indifferent as he pretends to be. He may act as though heâs handling everything well, but I see the way he looks at you. And I see the way you look at him, even when you donât realize it."
You swallowed. "I donât know how to make this work."
She stopped walking, turning to you. In the dim light, her gaze was softer than before. "Then start by meeting him where he is. And let him meet you there, too."
You nodded slowly, her words settling deep within you.
Then, as if sensing your next question, she offered a small smile. "If I know my sonâand I doâheâs waiting for you upstairs. In his old bedroom. He may be stubborn, but he wonât go to sleep without trying to fix things."
The warmth in her voice was unexpected, and when she placed a gentle hand on your arm, she added, "Call me Mom. Family is built over time, but youâre part of ours now."
Something in your chest tightened, but you found yourself nodding, feeling the smallest bit lighter.
"Go to him," she murmured, stepping back toward the house. "The night is long, but love is patient."
The hallways of the Park estate were quiet, dimly lit by sconces casting soft, flickering light. The house smelled like old parchment, polished mahogany, and something herbalâlike a potion left brewing long enough to become part of the walls. The weight of history pressed in on you as you followed the familiar path to Jayâs childhood bedroom.
Your fingers curled into fists at your sides as you stood outside his door, slightly ajar, warm lamplight spilling onto the dark floorboards. Your heart was a riot in your chest, each beat slamming against your ribs.
You pushed the door open.
Jay was there. Waiting.
He sat on the edge of his bed, one elbow propped on his knee, fingers pressed to his temple like he had the beginnings of a headache. His sleeves were still rolled up, exposing the lean muscle of his forearms, and his shirt hung loosely over his frame, collar slightly undone like heâd been tugging at it in frustration. His hair was tousledâfrom his hands, or maybe from the weight of the night.
He looked up as you entered. His expression was unreadable, but his shoulders tensed.
The room was suffocatingly personal. The bed, bigger than you expected, was covered in dark gray sheets that had long lost their crispness. The walls, lined with old Quidditch posters and bookshelves crammed with textbooks and novels, spoke of a younger, more ambitious Jayâone you had never known.
Your throat tightened. This was his space. His past. And now you were stepping into it.
You shut the door behind you, your breath unsteady.
âYour mom told me youâd be here,â you said softly.
Jay scoffed under his breath, shaking his head. "Of course, she did."
The silence that stretched between you was thick with unspoken things. You shifted on your feet, nerves crawling up your spine. It shouldnât be this hard to talk to him.
You exhaled. "She also told me to call her Mom."
That got his attention. His brow furrowed slightly, his gaze flickering over you like he was trying to decide if you were serious. "Yeah?"
You nodded. "She gave me some advice, too. About meeting halfway."
Jay inhaled deeply, rubbing at his temple before looking at you fully. "Sounds like her."
More silence. It wasnât cold anymore, but it wasnât comfortable either. Just hesitant. Fragile.
Finally, he sighed. "I donât like fighting with you."
The words hit you harder than they should have. A lump formed in your throat. "Me neither."
Jayâs eyes softened just slightly, his posture relaxing the smallest bit. "I meant what I said earlier. This⊠us. Itâs real, whether we wanted it to be or not."
You swallowed against the sudden sting behind your eyes. Real. That word lodged itself deep in your chest, making it hard to breathe.
You took a slow step forward. Then another. And another, until you were standing between his knees.
Jayâs hands twitched at his sides, like he wanted to reach for you but wasnât sure if he should.
"I donât know how to do this," you whispered, voice tight.
Jayâs throat bobbed as he exhaled, and this time, he didnât hesitate. His hands slid up your hips, fingers digging into your waist just enough to make you feel it.
âThen letâs figure it out together,â he murmured.
A small, broken sound escaped you before you could stop it. His grip tightened.
Tears slipped past your lashes, and Jayâs entire expression shifted. His fingers brushed up, cradling your face, wiping them away.
"Baby, heyâ" his voice dropped lower, raw. "Why are you crying?"
You let out a watery laugh, shaking your head. "I donât know. I justâ" You sucked in a breath. "You call me baby like itâs the easiest thing in the world. Like weâre normal. And I donât know what to do with that."
Jay studied you for a long moment, then tilted his head forward, pressing his forehead to yours.
His warmth seeped into your skin, anchoring you. He smelled like home.
"You donât have to do anything with it," he murmured. "Just let me hold you."
You let out another shaky breath before you did something you hadnât done before.
You settled into his lap.
Jayâs entire body stiffened, but he didnât stop you. His arms came up instinctively, wrapping around your waist, holding you tighter, like he was afraid youâd disappear.
Your fingers toyed with the edges of his collar, trailing along the warm skin just beneath it. His pulse thrummed under your fingertips, fast but steady.
Then, without thinking, you leaned in and kissed him.
It was soft at first, hesitantâa brush of lips meant to test the waters. But when Jay sighed against your mouth and pulled you flush against him, the hesitation melted away.
He kissed you deeper.
You could feel everything in the way he held youâhis hands sliding up your spine, his fingers tracing your ribs, the weight of every moment leading up to this one.
By the time you pulled away, you were breathless. Your forehead rested against his, lips still tingling.
Then, in a hushed, teasing voice, you whispered, "I love it when you smother me with yourself. It makes me feel beautiful."
Jay froze.
Thenâa deep, rich laugh rumbled in his chest. He tipped his head back, grinning. "What?"
Your cheeks burned. "It sounded better in my head."
Jayâs arms tightened around you, his lips brushing over your temple as he chuckled. "God, youâre ridiculous."
You hummed, tracing absent patterns over his chest. "But you love it."
Jay exhaled, nuzzling into the crook of your neck as if he belonged there. "Yeah, baby," he murmured against your skin. "I do."
For the first time that night, everything felt right.
The morning sun poured through the windows the next morning, casting golden streaks across the bedroom floor. You stirred slightly, feeling warmth wrapped around youâsolid, firm, undeniably Jay.
His arm was draped over your waist, his breath hot against the back of your neck, slow and steady. His entire body was flush against yours, the weight of his leg thrown over yours, as if he had unconsciously tangled himself around you in the night.
You froze, hyper-aware of every point of contact. His hand splayed low on your stomach, fingers curled just barely under the hem of your shirt. His breath fanned over the shell of your ear, sending shivers racing down your spine.
Then, he tightened his grip.
You sucked in a breath as his fingers flexed against your skin, pulling you back against him. A low hum rumbled in his chest, deep and sleepy.
"Mmm. Stay," he muttered, voice thick with sleep, gravelly in a way that made your stomach flip.
You should move. You should pull away. But you donât.
Instead, you let yourself sink into the warmth of him, just for a second. The feel of himâhis bare skin against yours, the solid press of his bodyâhad your mind spiraling into dangerous places. He was so warm, so strong, so impossibly close.
Your breath stuttered as you felt his fingers slide just a little lower, his palm pressing just a little firmer.
And then, realization hit.
You jerked away, heart hammering, but Jay barely reacted. He let out a tired groan, stretching his arm over his head before blinking at you through half-lidded eyes.
"Whatâs wrong?" His voice was hoarse, his gaze still heavy with sleep.
You cleared your throat, forcing your voice to stay even. "Nothing. Just⊠we should get up."
Jay smirked, lazy and knowing.
"If you say so, baby."
The walk home was silent, but thick. Every brush of your arms, every accidental glance, every moment of quiet between you carried an unbearable weight.
You werenât sure when it had startedâthis undercurrent of something more, something dangerous. But you could feel it burning beneath the surface.
When you stepped inside the apartment, the air changed.
Jay lingered near the kitchen, arms crossed as he leaned against the counter. He watched you, gaze heavy, unreadable. You could feel itâthe tension crackling between you like a live wire.
Finally, he broke the silence. "Youâre different."
You glanced at him. "So are you."
His lips quirked. "That a bad thing?"
You didnât answer. Because no, it wasnât. And that was the problem.
It started small. A test. A game.
You began pushing his buttonsâon purpose.
Brushing past him with too much force. Leaning in just a little too close when speaking. Letting your fingers trail over his wrist absentmindedly, just to see if heâd react.
And Jay? He played back.
His palm ghosting over the small of your back when he passed behind you. His lips brushing your ear as he murmured something teasing. His fingers trailing down your spine for just a second too long.
Then came the moment when he finally called you out.
One night, as you passed him in the hallway, his hand shot out, catching your wrist.
He turned to face you, his eyes dark, smirk sharp.
"Whatâs this, baby? Trying to get my attention?"
Your breath caught in your throat. You had been. But you werenât about to admit it.
You scoffed. "In your dreams."
Jay chuckled, but there was something dangerous in his expression now.
"Oh, I think youâve been in my dreams, too."
Your heart slammed against your ribs. He was winning. And you couldnât have that.
So, you did something reckless.
As you moved past him, you let your fingers drag over his stomach, just barely skimming the skin exposed by his loose shirt.
Jay stiffened.
For the first time, he looked affected. His jaw clenched, fingers twitching at his sides.
Then, he exhaled sharply, shaking his head. "You keep playing with fire, baby."
You turned, eyes locking onto his. "And what if I am?"
His lips parted. His fingers curled into fists.
He was so, so close to losing it.
It happened in the smallest, most ridiculous way.
You were reaching for something on the top shelf in the kitchen when Jay stepped behind you, his body pressing up against yours, his hand effortlessly grabbing it before you could.
"Let me," he murmured, his voice low and deep in your ear.
You froze. Every inch of him was against you. His chest, his hips, his hands.
Then, you pressed back against him.
Jay let out a quiet, shaky breath. His fingers dug into your waist.
"You donât know what youâre doing to me," he whispered. His lips brushed your ear, his breath warm.
You turned slightly, your lips just barely grazing his.
"Then show me."
And that was it. That was the moment. Jay grabbed you, spun you, backed you against the counter.
His mouth crashed against yoursâneedy, desperate, hungry. A gasp escaped you, swallowed instantly by his lips. His hands gripped your thighs, lifting you onto the counter with ease.
You wrapped your legs around him, pulling him closer, so, so close.
Jay broke the kiss, panting, pressing his forehead against yours. His hands shook as they held onto you. "Tell me to stop."
You shook your head. "Donât you dare.".
The air between you and Jay was electric, charged with unspoken desire that had been simmering for far too long. It was too much now, a weight pressing down on you both, demanding to be released. When his lips finally claimed yours, it was with urgency, with hunger, as if he had been holding back for months.
The kitchenâsuch a normal, mundane settingâwas suddenly transformed into something far more intimate, more dangerous. The cool granite countertop pressed into your back as Jayâs lips crushed against yours, sending shockwaves through your body.
At first, your lips parted in surprise, but the moment you surrendered, it was over. His kiss was hungry, his mouth moving fervently against yours, tasting, exploring, claiming. His tongue swept inside, demanding, possessive, like he was marking you as his own.
A soft moan escaped you, a sound of surrender, of need.
It seemed to unleash something in him.
His hands, which had been resting gently on your thighs, tightened with fierce intensity. His long fingers dug into the soft flesh, leaving imprints as he pushed you further into the counter, molding you against him. Your back arched instinctively, pressing your body closer, craving more of the heat between you.
The kiss deepened, turning hotter, messier. A whimper slipped from your lips, and Jay responded with a deep, primal growl, his mouth leaving yours to trail fire along your jaw, your neck.
âGod, baby,â he rasped, his voice hoarse, wrecked. âYou have no idea how long Iâve wanted to do this.â His breath was hot against your skin, sending shivers down your spine, curling in your stomach. âYou drive me fucking crazy.â
Your thoughts were incoherent, lost in the sheer intensity of him.
Your hands, which had been resting against his broad shoulders, now tangled in his dark hair, tugging, pulling him closer. You needed more, needed to be consumed by him, needed to drown in the way he was touching, kissing, ruining you.
"Do something about it," you whispered, your voice thick with want, raw with need.
It was a challenge, a dareâone that Jay was more than willing to accept.
With a feral grin, he pulled back, his eyes dark with pure desire. âOh, I will.â His voice was low, dripping with promise.
In a swift motion, his hands gripped your waist, strong fingers spanning your sides as he lifted you effortlessly. Your legs wrapped around his hips on instinct, as if you had done this dance with him a thousand times before.
And then, you felt it.
His hardness pressing against you, just enough to make your breath hitch, just enough to send a delicious thrill racing down your spine.
Jay devoured your mouth as he carried you out of the kitchen, his footsteps unsteady, his grip unrelenting. You clung to him, fingers digging into his shoulders, matching his fervor with your own.
The urgency between you both was palpable, nearly unbearable.
By the time Jay kicked open the bedroom door, his lips never leaving yours, his hands never loosening their grip on you, your entire body felt like it was burning from the inside out.
He stumbled inside, kicked the door shut with his foot, and suddenly, everything blurred.
You barely had time to register the bed before you were falling onto it, your body sinking into the mattress as he followed, covering you, pressing you down, making sure you felt every inch of him.
âIâve wanted you for so long,â he growled, his voice thick, rough with need. âEvery fucking day, Iâve fantasized about having you, about claiming you like this.â
Your fingers traced the strong lines of his jaw, relishing the roughness of his unshaven skin.
"Then take me," you whispered, a boldness you didnât even know you possessed. âMake me yours.â
Jayâs response was immediate.
His fingers wrapped around your wrists, pinning them above your head, his grip firm but careful. His free hand roamed, tracing your curves, exploring, memorizing.
His thumb brushed over the peak of your nipple, eliciting a sharp gasp from you, your body arching instinctively.
âI want to see you,â he murmured, his voice like gravel, heavy with restraint. âAll of you.â
Your heart pounded as you sat up, pulling your shirt over your head, revealing the delicate black lace beneath.
Jayâs eyes darkened. His breath hitched.
Releasing your wrists, his hands moved to cup your breasts, thumbs teasing the hardened peaks, rolling, stroking, watching you squirm beneath him.
âYouâre so fucking beautiful,â he murmured, his lips finding yours again, a searing, devastating kiss.
His mouth trailed down, down, down, leaving a path of kisses, nipping, sucking, making you tremble beneath him.
His fingers slipped beneath the waistband of your pants, and you arched into him, desperate.
"Please, Jay," you begged, your voice a breathless plea. "I need you."
He let out a dark chuckle, the sound vibrating against your skin. "Oh, youâll have me, baby. But first⊠I want to taste you."
And then, he did.
His lips, his tongue, his fingersâall of him, taking his time, taking you apart.
You were a trembling, gasping mess beneath him, gripping the sheets, crying out his name.
And when you finally shattered, when he pulled every last moan from your lips, he moved back over you, watching you, waiting, drinking in the sight of you undone beneath him.
You reached for him, pulling him down, wrapping yourself around him, whispering his name.
And when he finally slid into you, deep and slow, filling you in one smooth stroke, you knew. This wasnât just need. This wasnât just hunger.
This was everything.
Jay buried his face in the crook of your neck, groaning as your body clenched around him, gripping him perfectly. He moved slow, deep, deliberate. Like he wanted to make sure you felt everything. Like he wanted to ruin you.
And he did. He whispered your name against your skin.
And when you both tumbled over the edge together, it wasnât just ecstasy. It was something more.
Something terrifying, something dangerous, something neither of you were ready to name. Afterward, Jay didnât move.
He just held you, his lips pressing absentminded kisses against your temple, your jaw.
The sheets were a tangled mess beneath you, the room still thick with the remnants of last nightâthe heat, the whispered names, the overwhelming need.
But morning had arrived, and with it, clarity.
You lay still, staring at the ceiling, heart pounding, stomach twisting. You could feel him beside you, the warmth of his body still clinging to yours, the weight of his arm draped lazily over your waist.
You should move. You should get up.
Instead, you stayed still, afraid to break the moment. Afraid of what came next.
Then, Jay stirred.
A slow inhale. A shift of weight. Then, his hold on you tightened.
âBaby, you know I'm in love with you right?â he murmured, his voice thick, raspy from sleep.
Your stomach flipped, heat rising to your cheeks at the way the word slipped so effortlessly from his lips.
Then, he pressed a lazy kiss to the back of your shoulder.
Something inside you clenched at the tenderness of it. The way his lips lingered, soft and warm, like he was memorizing you, grounding himself in the feel of you.
It was so different from last night. Last night had been fire, hunger, pure desire. But this? This was something else entirely.
Something terrifying.
You swallowed hard, your body going stiff beneath his touch. He noticed.
Jay let out a quiet exhale, his fingers tracing soothing circles over your hip. Then, finally, he spoke.
âI meant what I said.â
Your breath caught in your throat. His words. The confession you hadnât acknowledged.
âI know,â you whispered.
He shifted, his grip tightening just slightly, as if afraid youâd slip away. His lips found your bare shoulder again, pressing another slow, lingering kiss.
âMy Doll,â he murmured, his voice softer this time, but still weighted with emotion. âYou donât have to say anything. Not yet.â
You turned your head slightly, eyes meeting his for the first time that morning. He looked different.
Softer. More open. But just as intense. Your lips parted, but no words came. Because what could you say? You werenât ready. You werenât sure what this was.
But Jay just smiled, small and knowing, like he understood anyway.
âYou donât have to figure it out right now,â he murmured, reaching up to tuck a strand of hair behind your ear. âJust⊠let me be here with you.â
Your chest tightened. That was the problem. He was already here. Closer than he had ever been. You didnât know if you had it in you to push him away.
It took days. Maybe longer. But it was always there, lingering between you.
Jay never said it again, but you could feel it in everything he did.
The way he pulled you close when he thought you werenât paying attention. The way he touched youânot just with heat, but with reverence. The way he whispered "Baby" like it was the most natural thing in the world.
But the moment it finally hit you, it was almost embarrassing how obvious it had been all along.
It wasnât in the quiet nights, or the way he held you in his sleep.
It was something as simple as Jay waiting for you outside of work.
It had been a rough day. One of those days where everything felt heavy. And when you stepped outside, seeing him leaning against the lamppost, hands in his pockets, waiting for you like it was the most natural thing in the worldâ
It hit you like a train.
He smiled the second he saw you, pushing off the post and walking over like he couldnât get to you fast enough. âHey, babe. You okay?â
And instead of answering, you just stood there, staring at himâthis man who had somehow become everything.
Jay frowned slightly, reaching out to tuck a piece of hair behind your ear. âWhat? Why are you looking at me like that?â
You let out a breath, and before you could stop yourself, the words just slipped out âI love you.â
Jay stilled. His fingers twitched against your cheek, his expression unreadable.
Then, his lips parted. âY/NâŠâ
You panicked. âIâI mean it too I-â
But before you could take it back, Jay was already moving, already kissing you like heâd been waiting his whole life to hear you say those words.
And when he finally pulled back, breathless, a little dazed, he just grinned.
âYou can say it again, you know.â
You rolled your eyes, but when he leaned in and whispered, âSay it again, baby,â you did.
Because you meant it.
Months later, the apartment felt different. Warmer. More like a home than a place you had been forced into.
The nursery had been Jayâs latest obsession. He had spent the entire day painting the walls, rearranging furniture, making sure everything was perfect. And now, he was sprawled across your bed, half-asleep, waiting for you.
You stood in the doorway, hand resting on your six-months-pregnant belly, watching him with amusement. His shirtless form was stretched across the mattress, hair still messy from the dayâs work, an arm thrown over his eyes.
âBabe,â you called softly.
He groaned. âMmm.â
You stepped forward, nudging his foot with yours. âYouâre hogging the bed.â
Jay cracked one eye open, a slow, sleepy grin spreading across his lips. âAnd youâre glowing, mama.â
You rolled your eyes, crawling into bed beside him, letting out a relieved sigh as you sank into his warmth. Jay turned onto his side, one large hand coming to rest on your belly, thumb rubbing slow circles over the fabric of your shirt.
âTired?â you asked.
âExhausted,â he muttered, pressing a lazy kiss to your temple. âBut youâre worth it.â
You smiled, letting your fingers trace the ridges of his forearm. âYouâve been working too hard.â
Jay hummed, shifting closer, his lips grazing your jaw, your cheek. âYouâre carrying my kid. Iâd build a whole damn castle if you wanted one.â
You let out a breathless laugh, shaking your head. âYouâre ridiculous.â
He nuzzled against your cheek, voice growing drowsy. âOnly for you, my Dollâ
You turned your head slightly, pressing a kiss to the corner of his lips.
Jay smiled into it, whispering, âCanât wait to meet them.â
Your heart squeezed, warmth flooding through you.
âMe too,â you whispered, letting yourself sink into him. âMe too.â
Then, in his half-asleep state, he muttered, âBut if they have your stubborn streak, weâre doomed.â
You snorted. âThen you better start preparing now.â
He pulled you in tighter, his lips brushing your forehead. âI already have everything I need.â
You yawned, stretching your fingers along his bare chest before whispering, âCome here, baby.â
Jay let out a pleased hum, shifting fully into your arms, resting his head against your shoulder. His strong arms wrapped around you, careful yet firm, his warmth seeping into your skin as he melted into you.
âMm, I like it when you call me that,â he murmured, voice thick with exhaustion.
You smirked, running a hand through his messy hair. âGood. Because Iâm not stopping.â
As sleep began to claim you both, Jay murmured, âYou know, I hated every second of that damn law.â
You sighed, your fingers tightening against his chest. âMe too.â
âButâŠâ he continued, his voice soft and full of something deep, something real, âIâve loved every second with you.â
You smiled, pressing a final kiss to his skin. âMe too, Jay. Me too."
fin.
taglist: @wonnienyang @firstclassjaylee @belle643 @ijustwannareadstuff20 @heelovesmeknot @heeseunggotrizz @jaeyunsbimbo @immelissaaa @somuchdard @jkslvsnella @vernorica123 @lillotus17







