Dear No One

I did the thing

If you can find someone like that, someone who you can hold and close your eyes to the world with, then you’re lucky. Even if it only lasts for a minute or a day.

I won’t kiss you. It might get to be a habit and I can’t get rid of habits.

“Seeing you heals me.”

“Look, let me put it this way: with me, you’re number one and there isn’t even a number two.”

“I have too many romantic fantasies and they make me sad.”

I want to sleep with you. I don’t mean have sex. I mean sleep. Together. Under my blankets. In my bed. With my hand on your chest and your arm around me. With the window cracked so it’s chilly and we have to cuddle closer. No talking, just sleepy, blissfully, happy silence.

“But, baby, it’s okay if you have a black hole instead of a heart. It means you hold galaxies within.”

“There are two reasons why people don’t talk about things; either it doesn’t mean anything to them, or it means everything.”

“Stop ruining love by wanting it so bad.”