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i miss the versions of me that believed in things. in love, in people, in tomorrow. i don’t know when i stopped hoping… i just know i can’t get back to her.

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Here we go again folks 🤣😅☠️

Due to unfortunate life events and health issues I will be taking time away again. Honestly I’m probably not going to post or text much anymore for a while either. Especially since shit really hit the fan this time and it’s left me feeling incredibly raw.

stay safe and stay alive everyone. I’ll be back when I’m back until then 🤘🏻🫶🏻

It needs to be talked about.

#alex pretti #fuck ice #eat the rich #fuck the government #renee nicole good #liam ramos #American gestapo

Because it’s happening more and more. We need to get political. We have voices for a damn reason. Because if you’re okay with any of the shit going on in Minneapolis what the actual fuck. This isn’t about protecting people or the country. This is straight up brutality. Human cruelty. A gross disregard and violation of the Constitution and so many Laws. Federally and state.

they ‘detained’.. kidnapped a 5 year old.. shot Alex pretti and so much more

The fact my best friend is afraid to go for a FUCKING WALK!!! My Friend. People can’t fucking go for walks anymore in fear that ICE will attack or kill them. People are living in fear!!! Wake the fuck up America. Just because it doesn’t affect you now, doesn’t mean it won’t. And just because it doesn’t affect you now..doesn’t mean it doesn’t affect someone you love.

#fuck donald trump #fuck ice #fuck the patriarchy #Fuck the system #no kings #eat the rich #Political #alex pretti

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"Fuck ICE"

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Fuck the government and fuck ICE

This random Chinese girl I met today actually. She didn’t understand the transportation system and I helped her and we got to talking about the differences in our cultures which she’d translate in mandarin to her sister and mom as we spoke and talked about mental health and various other things…we eventually boarded the same bus and when we both got off the bus stop she gave me this small keychain stuffed animal that looked like it was something she had for a moment but it was well loved. Idk It was small and a rare moment and it made me smile and feel warm and whole inside because I could tell it ment something to her

#Human moments #Rare connections #moments in time #heartfelt #Emotional warmth

God forbid a dude get his solitary Jam in public on.

Better to burnout

I wonder if he was right. Is it really better to burnout than to fadeaway. Oftentimes I feel great. Whole. But sometimes I feel like I’m lacking. Maybe it’s how I was raised. what my mother ingrained into my head in the most negative hurtful ways. My father and many others also but in a much kinder uplifting manner. A manner in which wasn’t toxic. It makes hard tho..leaves wounds.

I often wonder what it would be like to be..not me. Normal. Not autistic or half of the mental illness that I have. I want so much more for myself than what i have now and i feel..like I’ll never get there and or that there’s not enough time.

sometimes I also literally just feel burnt out. I don’t want to anymore. I’m so tired of being a warrior a fighter. I don’t want to fight anymore. For anything. I don’t think I have any fight left in me. I want to find a nice comfy cabin in the middle of nowhere and just lay there on the floor and cry until I can’t. I want to lay until the ache in my soul fades

My entire life I’ve been fighting for something. I’ve also always put everyone else first while still trying yet failing to take care of me. I don’t want to anymore. I don’t want to fight. I don’t want to take care of others or put them first. And most of all I’m tired of being the only person to take care of me. Yet I know that the world doesn’t stop and I still have to keep going unfortunately. I can’t just not get up and do all the things that need to be done. So I go on and do them and continue through the burnout.

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This!!!!

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if you think i’m cold now, imagine how warm i had to be to burn out like this

Autumnal Melancholy

Lately..all I want is to find an open field full of leaves and ..a field with a treehouse. And to just lay there with all my sadness and melancholic woe. To curl into a ball and ..

I want to lay there in the emptyness. The silence. Until the ache in my chest stops.

Maybe cry and scream until the pain stops.

I want the autumnal air and warmth to wipe away my tears. I want mother earth to hold me as I sob. And even then i feel as if I’d just lay there. This broken thing full of a feeling that i can’t express or remove.

For nature and isolation to just hold me when I can’t express the things that burden me.

I don’t think I’d tell anyone if I did find that field.

I feel like we should tell our people that we love them more. No particular reason. Just randomly from the heart telling your/our family friends and kin that they are loved. That they mean something. That we appreciate them. It doesn’t have to be in a deep conversation. It could be random and out of the blue. So long as it’s from the heart. Doesn’t have to be romantic.

Do it. Tell your people that you love them. Let them know that they are thought of often. There’s to much negativity and so little time in the world. Cherish it and your loved ones,

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In light of recent events, fuck.

Wednesday morning at 3am I was woken from a dead sleep with severe chest pain and had to go to the hospital and found out that apparently I have a cyst in my chest. Apparently there’s this thing called a thymus. It’s what proucuces or helps us make antibodies when we’re younger and then it becomes useless i guess when we get older. That’s where the cyst is. The doc said that I need to see a cardiothoroasic surgeon for a follow up apparently for more info. Yayyy me. I get to find out if I’m dying or not. 😅. But at least I finally got a psych evaluation for my adhd coming up next month right? 🤣. Honestly at this point I’m not even sure my ducks are ducks anymore or if there even in a line. I respectfully also want off the carousel ride..if you can even call it that anymore. It seems more..haunted or cursed.

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