(âKaito stop it at once or Iâll spat.) â she warned him in her mind, although she remained calm on the outside. They were still in public. Kaito was still a prince and she wasâŚwell, his fiancĂŠe. Although Nunnally wanted to think of him as of a friend. Kaito, Hideaki and she were almost like siblings, when they were children. And now, for whatever reasons, Kaito seemed toâŚhate her? That was so unfair!
âWhat is that something? How do I look at youâŚ? Kaito, I reallyâŚreally donât understand youâŚâ â donât recognize you; her voice was seemingly calm, but laced with sadness â âWhy are you pushing me away?â â is it because you donât want to marry me so much? Being an adult is such a burden.
And then she noticed his eyes on her breast. (âKaito!????) â she internally screamed, but did nothing letting his gaze travel on her now womanly shapes. The faint pink on her cheeks was the only sign that she noticed. But it was not for the reason Kaito might have thought. It wasnât the first time something like that had happened to her. Nunnally knew she was she was pretty or rather that men fancied her. It was not that she had not seen their lingering gaze on her before. But it was the first time sheâŚenjoyed it? She wanted to think Kaito still liked her. Thought she was beautiful and interesting. But instead he was offering herâŚwell, what exactly?
Fortunately, his next words brought some ease between them.
âI have. But not quite as tall as you are. You are still much taller. I guess Iâll never catch up with you.â â it was good to lighten the mood. It seemed that â her oldâ Kaito was back.
âWith what agreement?â â she repeated somewhat sheepishly; did he mean the marriage agreement? Was she all right with it? How could anyone be all right when had nothing to say about their future? When it was your parent making the decision you cannot refuse? Was it why Kaito was so irritated with her? Was his opinion as unimportant as hers? She only hoped there was no-one else he cared about. But even if she then became more concerned, uncertain and perhaps even frightened with their marriage prospect (than, indeed, she was before), she gently took his arm (even if not truly offered to her).
âHow could I be ever sad or disappointed withâŚyou? Why wouldnât I be happy about the arrangement?â â Kaito was a perfect choice; why couldnât he see himself in a way she did â âI have had nothing to say about it, but I am so happyâŚitâs youâŚKaitoâŚâ â she whispered into his arm â âThere couldnât be anyone better for meâŚthan you... You know me well and you know who I am notâŚâ
âHow about you? Am I a disappointed for you? You know I am no proper ladyâŚâ
âBut if there isâŚâ â no! She couldnât finish the sentence;
âBut Iâll understand ifâŚif youâŚâ â reject me â âAs you saidâŚweâre not in loveâŚor anythingâŚâ â well, definitely you.