The slowness of Harvey’s steps does not escape him. Neither does the restraint.
Not the touch itself--he has endured far worse hands, far less merciful ones--but the care behind it. The cautious pressure of fingers against his shoulder, the almost fearful way Harvey tests the contact as though Edward might splinter under the weight of it.
For a fleeting moment, his mind supplies a different pair of hands. Clinical. Precise. Probing at pulse points and pressure spots with detached curiosity.
Crane’s touch had been methodical.
This one is… gentle. Almost unbearably so. Strange that, now when he receives what he has been begging for, it feels far worse than pain ever had.
Edward’s breath leaves him in a thin, humorless laugh.
“…Hah… ha… I will not be thanking that woman.”
The words slip out quickly—too quickly—like something reflexive. Harvey’s thumb moves against his collarbone at the same moment, that soft circling motion sending an odd, unwelcome tension crawling up Edward’s spine.
Once again, the problem lies not in the touch. Rather, the meaning behind it.
This Harvey is looking at him the way someone looks at a miracle that returned from the grave.
And Edward knows—with sharp, irritating clarity—that miracle is not meant for him.
It belongs to that corpse.
That thought flickers behind his eyes for only a moment before he reaches up and intercepts Harvey’s hand, guiding it gently away from his collarbone. Not rough. Not rejecting.
Too easy, his mind insists.
Expectations live inside gestures like that. Unspoken assumptions waiting patiently to be fulfilled, and Edward Nygma has never enjoyed stepping into roles written by other people.
Especially when the man they were written for is dead.
The conflict that flashes across his expression vanishes almost instantly, sealed behind his usual mask of dry composure.
“And,” he continues, voice smoothing itself out into something far closer to his usual cadence, “I would quite like to change out of these… rags, if you have anything suitable.”
His lip curls faintly in disguise as he glances down at the clothes hanging off his frame.
“God knows how long it has been since I’ve had a proper change of clothing.”
Throughout the exchange, he never quite releases Harvey’s hand.
But he doesn’t entwine their fingers either.
Edward simply holds it—lightly, loosely—as if he hasn’t noticed he’s doing it at all.