satellite heart

why is everything so hard but not actually that hard just i cant do it

“Visible Light” series by Alexander Harding

Developing healthy coping mechanisms

here i am, predictably on my couch at the same time every evening, like some sort of elder scrolls character

hardest thing to learn during recovery is….. some of your misery is your own fault. you have to actively choose to stop wallowing in your own pain & start to recover. that means stop being self deprecating, start taking care of yourself, start eating healthy, start taking your hygiene seriously, even if it’s hard. & it is hard! but you must.

im so scared the rest of my life is gonna feel like this

i feel like we all need to remind ourselves of this at some point…

sharing music as a form of intimacy

*heart pounding*