twisted heart

you ruined me. 

i don’t know why i still think that we could be together and that we’re gonna be okay when in reality, you don’t give a shit about me. your love does nothing but hurt me.

because of you, i lost myself. i became someone who i can’t recognize.

Much too fast, my love

I'm waiting

For it to pass, my love

Could I feel your skin on mine

Before I have to say goodbye

Could I breathe, please, one last time

You in my lungs before I curl up

And die

All my world is losin' light

I'm leaving

This cold world of mine

No pleading

Is gonna turn back time

Could I feel your skin on mine

Before I have to say goodbye

Could I breathe, please, one last time

You in my lungs before I curl up

And die

All my world is losin' light

it hurts so much to see your face in my camera roll but i just can’t bring myself to delete those photos. i love them too much.

i love you too much.

i miss how you called me your wife, how you always said you wanted to marry me one day.

i miss your compliments and the way you freaked out about receiving pictures of me.

you used to stay up late with me. i used to be the first person you texted in the morning when you woke up. who are you texting now?

do you miss me at all?

do you even think about me?

my head is telling me that you’ve already forgotten about me and that all that love you once felt is completely gone. god, i miss you so much.