Journal Of A Female DM Twin Flame

When he looks at me, it's more intense than how others have looked at me. There's this intense feeling like when we stare deep into each other's eyes, I don't just feel his love for me and mine for him but I feel like our souls are connecting and it feels like he can see right into my soul, everything, I feel completely vulnerable and completely exposed and I guess that's why I look away at times. It feels like he's jumping right into my skin and feeling and seeing everything that it's like to be me. His gaze is hypnotic and so magnetic that sometimes I find myself off guard, letting my walls down just so he can touch my soul with his eyes. I can't help it. It's the most beautiful thing I have ever experienced with a person. I have a plan. I have a plan so that he can know how I feel before we see each other next. I don't want the pain of his unknowing to continue. I want to brighten up our days by showing him I'm ready, I'm willing and I'm coming home to him! Union will be inevitable. Union is on the horizon for us. We've waited too long.

So now that I have established who my true twin flame is let me tell you a story of the time when my twin telepathically communicated with me. The very first time I heard his voice in fact. So here's a bit of background on the context of this. All my past relationships have been abusive but only verbally. Both long term relationships I had almost ended with them beating me but I got out of the relationship before they could. The last one would have beaten me if he had found me alone that day that he broke up with me. So I guess naturally I often didn't feel safe with other men and I very rarely felt comfortable around them, at least at this time. Also when I was at Sydney Uni, I knew a girl who's friend was murdered by her boyfriend. No-one knew he had violent tendencies. So my neighbours were telling me and my Grandmother that a girl across the road from where we live was murdered by her boyfriend. (yes this reminded me of the friend at uni) and my twin said "I would never hurt you." Or something similar to that. I felt an immediate calmness and so safe and loved at the same time. I don't doubt him at all. I've always felt safe around my twin since the day I met him. We were drawn together at first site. I remember when our eyes met. Whenever he has sat by my side I've felt safe with him. Like I was home. And whenever we sit across the table from each other he smiles at me in such an adoringly way. One time my twin and I were playing a game of cluedo with a friend and it was my first time playing the game, or organising it or something. I set up the game and our friend got close to winning it. He tried the guess the whole scenario but when he turned over the cards to find out the details there were two murderers and a room. I laughed so hard. I laughed my hyena laugh for ages and my twin just smiled at me across from me at the table in such an adoring way. I could see in his eyes how happy he was to see me so happy and smile. I can tell, he actually wants to see me happy. I guess thats why when I turned him down when he asked me out, he didn't come to our group the next week but said he would come the following week. I guess he was a bit upset but wanted to give me space so that it wouldn't be awkward. I guess he just wanted me to see that he respects my boundaries. He was really polite when I turned him down too. What he doesn't know is that I found him on Facebook this Thursday and added him, telling him that I didn't mean to turn him down and that I do want to go out with him, also that I am in fact interested in him, but he hasn't been on Facebook since I've done this. I miss him terribly and I hope he goes on Facebook before this coming Thursday because I want him to see how I feel and I want him to know that things won't be awkward between us if he goes to our group because I adore him and I miss him terribly. xx Sarah-Josie

I thought I should shut down this blog. I thought I knew. But I was foolish. Today I was thinking, can't have been. If a twin flame is so positive...this doesn't feel right. So I opened my mind a little more...to my surprise my gut instinct was onto something. The man I thought was my twin flame was actually my false twin flame. I was engaged to this man and it suited him just fine because promising forever could pull the wool over anyone's eyes. Then I made another discovery...The man I have been falling for slowly for over a month now IS in fact my True Twin Flame Soulmate. This makes sense because he has been one of my dearest friends this whole time and treats me with respect and kindness but also appreciates me and listens to what I have to say. The biggest reason why I kept silent about who I am is because many people didn't approve of my fake twin flame and rightly so. Many people knew what he was about and my family especially didn't like him in the end. So here it is...My name is not 7. (Of course. Duh!) My name is Sarah-Josie. The false twin's name was Evan. I say was because he is an ex and no longer a part of my life. I blocked him and deleted all evidence of his existence in my life earlier this week. My life now makes complete sense. No more fear. No more hiding. I've learnt all the lessons I needed to learn when it comes to the ex. I have now finally let him go. So now that I didn't let that experience destroy me and let it be a prep for my True Twin Flame, I can feel safe knowing that there will be no separation phase for me. I just have to continue on my healing journey (because it never really ends) and I have some things to heal with my transpersonal psychotherapist soon. Something I did have from my True Twin Flame though is that he did telepathically communicate with me once before I met him. I will tell you the story in my next post. xx Sarah-Josie

So today I was tying many loose ends, coming to another realisation in my Akashic Records that my Twin and I weren't always incarnated into a romantic relationship. One of the biggest reasons I decided to walk away was the fact that my Twin pushed me into a Motherly role and when I started falling for someone I tried to fight my feelings for that person as I felt guilt like I was abandoning my Twin. There was a lifetime when my twin was my disabled son and I abandoned him when he was in need. He held resentment towards me for that so that played out to some degree in this life. I'm not saying walk away from your Twin Flame. I am sure that maybe there will be a lifetime when my Twin and I may be able to make things work but I have decided indefinitely to break my soul contract with him in this life. I can chose to change the course of destiny If I choose. So I have been receiving guidance from the Twin Flame Light Team that the man I have been developing feelings for in the past few weeks is a Soulmate of mine and I could be with him long term if I choose to let go of my contract with my twin. I feel like they are telling me that I can still fulfil my mission of Unconditional Love and as a Light worker if I chose to be with this soulmate and break my contract with my twin. But if I choose to continue to hold a heart space for my twin then I may have to wait years until I can fulfil my mission on earth with him. I have chosen my soulmate. This is because he is everything I have ever desired in a man. He has a job and he is kind and gentle yet at the same time, masculine. He makes me feel special and desired but also like an equal, like someone he could walk side by side with. He is also an older man. I've never felt like I could be myself with another man and not have to do anything out of my way to impress him. This is what I want. I wish other Twins out there much luck and Bless them on their Journey but right now I am going to end this blog because even though I know I will always have a twin flame even in this lifetime, my mission doesn't include being a Twin Flame anymore but Being a Light worker showing example of Unconditional Love. I'm redefining myself and I am a new woman. I am grateful for all that I have learnt on this Journey and everything my twin has taught me. Thankyou to anyone that has ever followed this blog. Peace and Farewell. 7

So I've decided to surrender and let go of my Twin Flame Journey. I've done all I can. I've done all the healing, the vibrational alignment program and the like. So because I raised my Vibration and stood up for the kind of man I want (thinking my twin will turn into that man) another man who had already become that man came into my midst. I turned him down at first because clearly in that moment I wasn't ready but I needed him to do that to help me release all the emotions I needed to, the anger, the unfairness, the sadness. My twin didn't really appreciate me in the end, he abandoned himself and he abandoned me. (Well that's how I feel when I am purging) It wasn't fair, I put in all this work for him to get better for us to work and for me to love myself and now I am standing in my true power. Standing up for myself and what I really want. My twin and I are just not in vibrational alignment right now. My Vibration is higher and I am attracting what I want in my life and I have to accept these things because I owe it to myself. I always knew that if my twin and I didn't reach reunion in the physical at least this journey got me to love myself unconditionally and got me to see my true self worth. So I am going to go out with this guy that asked me out the other day. I'm going to flirt with him and ask him to come have tea with me outside of our social group. Because he's my kind of guy and treats me well. He has beautiful brown eyes and I like him a lot. Peace 7

LION'S GATE MESSAGE FOR TWIN FLAMES Dear divine twin flame collective, this is your team of guides talking to you from our heavenly abode here. We would like you to receive this message with your hearts, and see how it resonates. There is a lot being written about twin flames and divine counterparts or soul connections, but we would like you to connect energetically with us and see if you can feel this message and then continue reading. Otherwise, it won't get through to you as there is a lot out there and we know you are too tired and confused with opposing messages and false teachings. Now, the truth, as our channel receives it, with our energetic imprint. If you can feel it, please continue reading. This is our Lion's Gate message for the collective of the divine twin flames - but only true ones, not soul mates. 1. YOU ARE BEING TAKEN CARE OF Do not disgrace yourselves with fears about your future, you are being very well taken care of. we watch over each and every pair of true twin flames and provide for them, and catch them when they fall. Have you noticed the divine has your back when the going gets tough? Through people and circumstances, strangers and random signs you get ... we are here, with you, we've got your back. 2. THIS IS REAL Do not fear - this is real, it is real, twin flames exist, the two halves are to be made one again, for the purposes of the divine. You might not know the details, and it is better you don't, but it is real, and you are not crazy. How many more signs do we need to send? 3. HE / SHE IS THE ONE Do not fear - he is the one, or she is the one, if you feel it deep in your heart and if it comes back over and over again. False twins - something will always be off, and the pain will be sharp in your heart ... your twin will always make up for any pain you feel in your heart by connecting in higher dimensions and there will be energetic apologies, at least that. 4. CLARITY AROUND THE PATH IS COMING False beliefs around the twin flame path will soon become obvious, you are all too experienced by now that confusion has no place in our realm anymore. Truth and clarity is coming, you have not been toiling away at it forever for nothing, the divine feminine especially. Truth and clarity, the KNOWING. It is coming. 5. YOU CAN REPEL PSYCHIC ATTACKS WITH COLLECITVE LIGHT False energies that have been using you for energy and light will be revealed for what they are and purged from your field, you will have to help each other clear your fields and patch up auras and not allow any more attacks from entities to drain you. We know you have all experienced psychic attacks, they are real as we are real, and you have done well, they are intense right now since your light quota is increasing and you are best advised to stick together and repel them with your high vibe as a collective. It is time, you can do it, there are enough strong ones now to do it. Just connect to the collecitve field of love light and strenght and REPEL the demonic energies. Call on us anytime. 6. YOU ARE DOING GREAT Be pleased with your own progress, you have done GREAT! GREAT! ...AMAZING! Just think how it was a few years back ... suffering, confusion, pain, overwhelm ... and look at you now, especially the DF - you are strong, you are wise, you are risen, you are brave, you are free, you are powerful ... you don't crash emotionally anymore, you're not waiting for your prince charming to come and save you. You are taking the bull by the horns and fighting the battle all alone, saving the world. Yes, you are saving the world. You, the divine feminine, is all we have ... it is all we have dear ones. We applaud you! 7. THE DM IS READY TO RISE The divine masculine is ready to rise. Still struggling, still doubting, still unceratain, but they are at the moment we can best describe as - ready to go, taking a big breath before they are out that door of 3d - taking a good long look back and making sure that's not it and there's nothing there anymore ... then looking ahead and not seeing clearly, but knowing that's where the heart is at already, and trusting and knowing this is what they need to do. The divine has been sending many messages to them too, and they know and they are ready for the big leap. Bless them as they take that big breath ... the first step they make is the first step towards you and union, their true destiny basically. 8. YOU WILL NOT GIVE UP NOW You are called to union, by God, that's why you have been hanging on for so long and through thick and thin. You will not give up now, for you have made it now. You are who you were always supposed to be, the awakened twin flame. We love you, we wish you a good smooth transition into more oneness or union with us and with your soul, it is a piece of us, you are from heaven. Welcome home dear ones. We will not let you out of our sight. The collective of TF guides from Andromeda. Copyright @ Lilliana Letic

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