NOT PRO ANA

I remember how in the beginning I could not phantom the idea of binging. Like I never had the urge to do so, I didn’t understand what people were talking about. Oh to be young and stupid again (and skinny)

Post-breakup confidence is dangerous, I feel like the baddest bitch in the room and my delulu isn’t helping

My ex classmate suddenly texted me after 3 years and asked me how I lost weight in high school, I started laughing and asked my mom what to anwswer because I can’t just say “oh I had anorexia”, my mom looks at me and says “well you didn’t have anorexia, just bad eating habits”. Thanks mom, this is exactly why I never seek help :)

IM BACK BITCHEESSS

It seems to me that ana is a university student because every time uni starts, she comes back and sits next to me in every class. Annoying bitch.

Started going to the gym, seeing all the strong women, thinspo irl hits different

Back on my bullshit (and by that I mean I never stopped)

Some people say that restricting is all about control but I can honestly say that I have never been more out of control

Can we not tell my mom that the only reason I got a job was so I could restrict and walk more?