oh shit

in the way where im grounded from any life responsibilities by a doctor

it does win over a fuckton of shit i could have been doing though, like that time i was by a big lake while screaming and throwing this thick rope as far out as i could to prove that i was indeed strong and nearly fell in myself

now i got dinner for a few days and its not even nuggets

a big damn win

so

ice

ice on the ground

ice on the ground but so thin you can barely spot it and the ground just looks wet but is actually trying to assassinate you

fuck that

but thank the holy schmucks wrinkly ass i have been trained for the unexpected since i was cursed with the condition of existance and i stay on my feet like my life depends on it to any cost

i announced my presence and fucked off to city of middle aged expressions like "oh life happened" , but listen, it fucking did

in no ways that are interesting or special enough to share but just know existing ate ass in a bad way, not like a nice friday night with a handsome man kind of way but more like human centipede forced down your throat kind of way

right now i think I'm getting sick but like always its a slow process, always being edged , i got off my daily responsibilities and slept for 5 hours which really aint that smart when youve only been awake for about 8 hours so now the cicada rhytm or whatever the name is, is entirely thrown for a loop

hello? starting all from scratch here, might as well be talking to the void until the void responds, even though that wouldnt really make it a void anymore