Honeybee

I'm so ugly and alone I feel so ugly and so alone.

I'm so sad I'm so alone I don't know what to do anymore I never use this thing but it's the only place I can say whatever I want without anyone talking to me about it I just feel so alone I'm so sad I hate Christmas time I don't know why I give into it I just do things on my own and get upset that I am so lonely. I picked a tree out by myself I decorated it by myself and made myself dinner and cried. I hate feeling so alone. I stayed at my job at the bar and laughed with people I don't even know just to feel like I belonged somewhere and I was invited somewhere. I will continue being so alone and so unloved. I will continue feeling like I don't belong anywhere. I don't know how much more I can take. I hate myself as a being. I'll be ok I'm sure though.