AuDHD studying EE

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Perhaps a nice day is fitting, rather. The specific feeling is hard to describe, but it feels like the child me looked upon what i have enjoyed and put his little thumb up.

Little by little, i am becoming what should have been in my childhood. Little by little, i am teaching myself to become me. And that process...... Its strange. It isnt a snappy one. Its a cozy one.

It will be alright. Not a hollow statement. A simple factual one, as true as the sun being in the sky each day. Because the child in me cheers. He cheers for me. He is happy. I live as i wanted to. The things I yearn for become simple.

And they have a good reason to. And there have been moments where i have been happier. And those moments arent on the horizon. But so what? What is in the past is organized, and what is in the future is prepared for in the backpack.

As i have grown older, i have acquired more power. Not just purely physical power, though certainly, my body can exert more force, but also gentler demeanor, greater friendships, and more skills. More knowledge. More endurance. And lwss giving a fuck. Whereever would i be without that one eh?

Is EE beating my ass? Eh, i guess. But so what. Life is fun anyways, inbetween there and that. Its not about some eventually. Its about now. Tomorrow. Next week. The little jiffy of forever.

And the future will be good. Because as humans, we want to do better. And we will be alright down the line, because we are alright now, even when times are dark. We always hold the spyglass to radiant horizons, as we march with the waking sun.

"Be kind, walk good, Be" - Exurb1a.

Where the fuck are the ND infodump entities at? Where are the affectionately passionate discussions of the geometry of padlocks and PCB traces? Where may i find them?

Lest they come to me one day.....

Emotions are alright. To everyone who is reading this, you are alright, and you are doing a awesome job at this whole life thing, even if it doesnt feel like it. You dont have to understand everything about yourself just this moment. Progress takes time.

This is just a moment in life, another one coming, and another after. And yet, its peaceful. Standing at the precipice of the unknown, but you got your nice clothes, some food, and the view is nice.

It has been eliminated by the decrease of its elevation with a writing implement, and a non-elastic interaction with a stainless milk jug.

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