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I'm gonna be out for most of the afternoon but since I finally pulled the trigger on an idea I've been tossing around in my head for a while now: it's still very wip and I'll make an more formal post about it at some point later down the line, but I'm also at @kyoukaiyori (Shiki Tohno) now. If anyone sees it pop up, that's me!

#mobile.#i think Azrael coming out was the final push tbh #also this is not related to activity here i've been (slowly) plugging away at that the past #several weeks #i don't plan on jumping into activity over on my new blog yet I want to finish some of the stuff I've #been working on here first

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World of Horror (2019)

#musings — i swore to live‚ holding on to all the wounds i received.#the bearer of the curse....

Even though this meme is 100% not what happened the framing of this and how it hardcuts from a dream about the perspective of the planet itself to chatting with Hakuno just makes me think of like

#out of character.#alex plays fgo //

When it comes to summer fun, I think that Makoto would really like to try out surfing (since in some collab summer art, he's shown to be surfing). Would he be any good at it? I dunno, but he'd have fun learning. I also think that he'd enjoy diving, especially if it gives him the opportunity to observe marine life. Knowing him he'd probably end up with some pretty wild stories to tell.

#out of character.#yesterday I hung out on a beach for a little bit while out and it got me thinking abt summer stuff and summer interactions #though it was later in the afternoon/evening so it wasn't as scenic as it would've been at like. noon or something but #perhaps....i will see if i can find a themed meme or a few...#But not before I actually finish some stuff lol

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#gallery — despite everything‚ it’s still you.

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This is exciting but it also feels ominous to read

#out of character.#i'm saying this half as a joke bc 'dr fan hates dr' is a common meme even though i do think dr is legitimately good #just like #the idea of more DR past 2x2 in the 2020s and possibly 2030s...intimidating.....#shuichi-kun. danganronpa is NOT over #me in the bg like *god i hope they make a fully realized Distrust at some point*

That's certainly one way to say it...

#in character.#I like to think that whenever someone tries to divine Makoto's future it'll either be ominous as fuck or something will happen to the #ritual or divination that makes it completely inconclusive and it is most usually inconclusive #eg him getting a smudged omikuji instead of one that says strictly good or bad fortune #who knows man.....the gods of fortune sure don't!!!!

On the topic from last night about handholding, it has pretty strong significance for Makoto in his verse as G.uda in F.GO: after the bomb went off in the Prologue, when it seemed like he and M.ash were going to die, when M.ash was actively dying because of her wounds at that, he stayed with her and held her hand even though there wasn't anything he could do to save her life or turn things around. One of the very first actions that eventually led to the world being saved was one person just staying with someone who was dying and doing what they could to comfort and support them

#out of character.#and also in general handholding is great but this is like the example of it that I'm thinking of rn #you know for damn sure he tried to lift that rock on top of her though. and failed since he has normal person strength #but he did try #I've always liked how down to earth that moment is and how human it feels and I think that's one of the things that F.GO nails consistently

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holding hands is such an underrated form of intimacy

#musings.#wishlist.#? unsure how to tag this tbh but like #ABSOLUTE TRUTH

Hoyo is BEGGING players to read the FSN visual novel lol

#tbd.#did you guys know that you can buy Fate/Stay Night on Steam and also its sequel Fate/Hollow Ataraxia and also #the visual novel Witch on the Holy Night which is set in the same world #and also you can buy another one called Tsukihime A Piece of Blue Glass Moon on the Switch or PSN store?#and it also has my wife arcueid brunestud in it?#and you can also read the original Tsukihime which is downloadable at readtsukihi.me and also readable online IN YOUR BROWSER via #tsukiweb holofield? and did you know that tsukihime is also peak of the peak?#just saying desu #they're fun #and heartbreaking #you too can understand why Nasu is known as a sadist of cosmic proportions when you get to the end of Arcueid's route............#doesn't it sound fun........#?#tsukihime's a gothic story about vampires btw. like gothic in the classic sense #check it out

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Lowkey it's pretty good that the things going on in the H.SR collabs are happening in the H.SR world and not the T.ype-Moon world is because if it was, the entire concept of magecraft might vanish. The H.GW over in P.enacony was VERY publicized, after all

#out of character.#the explanation of magecraft being kind of like paths is a great one. magecraft is connected to conceptual foundations carved into the #planet/world which are the systems that make magecraft possible in the first place #ironically these things work the more widespread they are (like the Catholic Church has one of the most stable Foundations)#so people reinforce the concept #but it's also true that if magecraft were public it would stop working entirely which is why magi are so hush hush. magecraft runs on #Mystery and it has power exactly bc it's not fully understood or isn't understood at all #once something is understood it loses the Mystery it has #Paths aren't exactly like the Root though #literally everything comes from the Root. like if the Root existed in H.onkai it'd encompass all paths and probably the Imaginary Tree too #and even having a name for the Root isn't exactly correct bc of its ineffability but you can't really call it 「　」 in language lol #but maybe the implication the text was making was that the Imaginary Tree is the Root equivalent? Either way #Paths are very much like the Thaumaturgical Foundations since Paths are a thing actively established #and Pathstriders draw power from that Path like how Magi do something similar with the Foundations #t.ype-moon is very much a world where magecraft and magic is slowly fading away kind of like L.ord of the Rings #and by the time of Extra's worldline traditional magecraft fell out of use and was replaced by cyber hackers and by the Land of Steel #in Notes it's essentially entirely gone even though there are some exceptions #magecraft is the replication and creation of a phenomenon and Magic/Sorcery is doing something that defies the laws of reality #as they currently are.#and eventually even Magic can become just regular magecraft once humans figure out how to accomplish what the Magic does scientifically #so that the phenomenon and the thing that defies reality are now explainable and able to be reliably replicated. generally magecraft looks #towards the past and science looks towards the future #I thought the comparison between the two with saying for comparison that magi want to go back to the beginning of their #metaphorical paths while for H.SR the paths themselves keep going forward was a very elegant and intuitive comparison #since magi generally are trying to find ways back to the Root #Magi who establish Thaumaturgical Foundations are kind of like Aeons in that they create systems that others use for power lol #is also another thing I'm saying here and that Foundations and Paths have overlap even if they're def not the same thing #I have two hyperfixations and they are M.akoto and T.ype-Moon lol

Makoto was doomed from the second he decided to take a different way home on that random day dude. It was just over for him forever

#out of character.#in the words of zero snails and all that

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makoto eternal

#gallery — despite everything‚ it’s still you.#makoto IS eternal. so true op

It's getting more and more obvious that Hoyo wants to collab with more than just FSN UBW, I won't be surprised if the third part is Extra CCC-y to some degree, since Sakura

#out of character.#makes sense to me since David Jiang (HSR producer) is such a Nasuhead that he read DDD #methinks I'm going to play through this part of the collab and then give my general thoughts on it #there's one thing I learned that's /extremely/ disgusting though. like jfc Hoyo really did erase Gil's bi/pansexuality in the #EN and CN scripts. JP (the one Nasu presumably read over and signed off on) doesn't have a hint of that in the corresponding line #in the JP script. revolting shit from hoyo

Hello everynyan I'm back in Massachusetts for a couple of weeks, so vacation might stall my plans for activity here for a bit! I'm just vibing right now though so I won't be gone gone

#mobile.#pic on the left is from yesterday right is from today!#planning on using a bunch of my free time here to read more. i brought The Idiot (Dostoevsky) and Don Quixote with me #also i'm starting to realize i don't do well with the deep sea. i got somewhat seasick on the boat going there 😔

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#in character.#also this happened last night on a pull I did because I was bored LMFAO #I think it's very funny that the one person closest to being Makoto's natural enemy came home TWICE IN A ROW #very grateful for this luck though I hope that I can get BB Dubai too

Extroverted and active. Empathetic, perceptive, and deeply compassionate. He isn't above silliness or the occasional snark, but he always tries to approach others as equals. A kind, easily flustered, and usually mild-mannered young man that lives with inscrutable vicissitudes, who comes off as so normal it’s strange. He’s a good listener that can speak up and take action just as well, who attempts to understand and see everyone, and never looks away from their troubles if there’s anything he can do. Makoto is an ordinary person who stumbles into the extraordinary like Dorothy or Alice, and a modern Horatio, whose heart has, along with his despairs, worries, and insecurities, the essence of the courage and determination that Alonso Quijano sang about in Man of La Mancha’s song The Impossible Dream. He isn’t a shining star, just an unremarkable one that refused to go out.

#about.#(this isn't what I meant by 'soon' this summary is just the start of a larger Soon and I don't mean a longer description by Larger Soon #even though I do want to go beyond a short summary since this is like level 2 Makoto understanding that only hints towards the reasons #he's honestly a very unsettling person in some ways)#i spent a WHILE trying to figure out how to exactly word the last paragraph and the comparison to the lyrics in The Impossible Dream #but all of the different lyrics in it that apply to Makoto are all expressions of a main idea also expressed in the song:#'no matter how hopeless no matter how far' and 'that one man scorned and covered with scars still strove with his last ounce of courage'#the mention of striving makes me think abt this other time I used a quote from Faust Part 2 for Makoto #'he who strives on and lives to strive can earn redemption still'. iirc it was for a crossover rp and it was part of Makoto's chuuni speech #striving is really relevant to him huh! but that makes sense. part of Makoto's philosophy is that trying is more important than succeeding #he'd keep struggling even if winning was literally impossible and I don't mean in the things just seem impossible but actually aren't way #now: to update Makoto's About page with this!!!

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