Suffocating

I want you to know that within you, there's a force that's waiting to be unleashed. Even in your darkest moments, there's a flicker of hope that refuses to be extinguished. Hold on to that spark, because it has the power to illuminate your path forward.

As you journey through these challenges, remember...

Your brighter days are ahead.

So please hang in there.

about ending all of this.

Still, morning comes back.

THE ANGRY DAUGHTER hides the pain she can’t let show.

THE ANGRY DAUGHTER learned that love can bruise and sting,

THE ANGRY DAUGHTER learned why fear makes the heart ring.

THE ANGRY DAUGHTER feels the weight she cannot shake,

THE ANGRY DAUGHTER learned this pain was not her mistake.

THE ANGRY DAUGHTER sees the pattern passing through,

THE ANGRY DAUGHTER acts the way she was taught to do.

THE ANGRY DAUGHTER never asked to wear this skin,

THE ANGRY DAUGHTER fights the demon she carries within.

THE ANGRY DAUGHTER runs when closeness turns to threat,

THE ANGRY DAUGHTER leaves first - it’s all she knows yet.

THE ANGRY DAUGHTER snaps before the breaking starts,

THE ANGRY DAUGHTER shields her fragile, aching heart.

THE ANGRY DAUGHTER isn’t what they claim to see,

THE ANGRY DAUGHTER stops it.

Happiness in others' smiles,

Longing for a connection,

Lost in isolation.

When life's like a big ol' mess inside, just remember this: deep down, you've got a superhero itching to burst out. Sure, right now it might feel more like a clumsy sidekick, but trust me, it's there! Embrace that quirky hero within, dust off your invisible cape, and get ready to tackle the day, one goofy step at a time. Better days are just around the corner, so hang in there, and remember, even superheroes trip over their own capes sometimes!

Love's touch I cannot regain,

Alone, in pain.

Nearby, drama's the star.

Sometimes I laugh, sometimes I cry.

We all need love, some people coke,

But hey, that's life, just one big joke.

From Monday blues to Friday fights,

It's like I'm stuck in a sitcom's lights.

Ups and downs, twists and bends,

But hey, laughter's what life recommends!

Bad news come my way,

No surprise, just another day,

Left me scarred and hurting deep.

Now it's time for me to come first,

The promises were empty all along.

You realize what you have to do, but it's so damn hard,

Looking in the mirror, embracing yourself, feels like lifting a shard.

By a manic constantly played,

In his chaos, I tried,

To be his calm, by his side.

Abuse no more, I'm tryin' to be free,

Strenght found, I'm finally me.

I hope he let's me be.