...Oh, to be bright eyed and ready for adventure.
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...Oh, to be bright eyed and ready for adventure.

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I know
it was really late last night
And it's not so active this morning
but the total silence is
notgreat
Oh I FUCKED UP fucked up didn't i
...
"Strong, emotionless shoulder to cry on"
Is
Is that what Ace wanted from me
No, no it can't be, I was "the crybaby" back then, he knew that... Right? Even if I hated it and wanted everyone to think I was tough and strong instead. I've never been stoic I've always been real excitable about things he couldn't have...
...Could he?
"it makes me feel like i'm a bad boyfriend" I wish. I had asked how or why
I wish I could ask what he meant. what he wanted
i wish i could tell him how much it hurt and what it made me do to myself
I'll never get to see what a beach in my own timeline looks like
I'll never see the sky in my own world
I don't know what's around our mountain
What part of the world are we in? Is it even named like other people's worlds? Is there snow? Is there sand? Is there an ocean close to our mountain? What kind of plants grow up there, what animals live on top of us?
It's right there. It's right on top of us. But I'll never see it.
I kind of. Wish I could ask Siege what he saw. Even if it's his fault that my timeline's even more broken. But I guess he broke his, too, didn't he.
...but i broke my timeline first

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I don't give up
Except. I did, didn't I?
I gave up when they had me. I gave up trying to get into the Guard. I almost gave up fighting. I half gave up?
More things to work on.
Maybe. Maybe I'm not actually okay with it
I've been trying to be. But
I was always The Fighter. Even when I stopped, people called me that. What was the word... Toreador?
Maybe that's why it hurts so much still
Maybe...
Maybe I'm not
Maybe I wasn't okay with the idea of
...
I said. No one ever said it would be okay if I was weak. "Even if" I was weak.
Maybe
I was one of them
Maybe I'm still sort of one of them?
Maybe... Maybe I'm the only one that thought it would be bad
Even if I was trying to be okay with it
..It still would. be nice if someone said it
if anyone else said it was okay. instead of just telling me i'm not
Maybe if I said "helpless" instead. Maybe if I said "I feel" instead of "I am." Even the most powerful people here feel helpless a lot. Maybe I could say it in a way finally where people's responses make sense to what I'm trying to get across. Maybe maybe maybe. Maybe I really am just Wrong about my own feelings and thoughts, just like I was wrong about so so so much. Maybe I really do need to just shut up and listen and stop acting like I know things.
Maybe it's not so fucking terrible if I actually am weak. Maybe it's fucking okay, actually, if I can't protect my friends and loved ones with fighting. It sucks, at the time it felt like the One Thing I was ever really good at, but it doesn't make me less of a person and it never did. I never thought it did. It just hurt. It just hurts.
Why does nobody say it would be okay "even if"
Maybe I should just go back to avoiding talking about it at all. Mention once that I don't get why one alt wants to fight me when another gives him a better fight (WHICH IS WHAT HE LIKES) and then it's all "I wish you were more confident" and your meaning of strength is too narrow. I'm trying to be specific. I'm trying to be specific. I'm trying to talk about one specific thing and it's not working
why is it not okay
if i never turn out like you think, who will you be disappointed in
...It won't stop me, though. I'm still going to keep trying. Even if I have to figure it out on my own. I can still do things. I helped Phthalo, I helped Stray. I figured out the puzzle. Me being who I am got the others to back down. And even if it feels like I'm just hitting my head against a wall over and over, I won't give up.
...Maybe I was just talking out my ass...

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Why should I ever be allowed to feel powerful
When the two times I felt it were the two worst things I've ever done
i deserve this helplessness
...Was I wearing the armor that time...?
I had my shield. But the armor...?
Maybe I wasn't. Maybe I should have been. maybe I would have survived the fire
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Now that I thought it I can't get it out of my head.
All the white scars, the only ones you can actually see, they're all... stuff I needed saving from. Everything I couldn't handle. Everything I failed the worst at
if i didn't hate this shit enough i am literally markd by failure all over my entire fucking body

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It
It's wild how normal it is for people to be hurt so badly
In my timeline. Outside my timeline. In general. Even in places with no monsters or aliens.
It's wild how normal it is for people to hurt others so badly. How normal it is to hurt or want to hurt yourself. How easy it is to ignore. To hurt is normal. To be hurt is normal. Kill or be killed is so normal. Sometimes it just hits me. Hearing things friends have to deal with. Thinking about things I've dealt with. Hearing things friends and friends of friends have done. Remembering things I've done.
We've all been through so much.
We all cause so much.
I understand why she stopped at maiming him. I don't understand why she didn't kill him. I don't understand why I did. I understand that I'd do it again.
...I wonder how many of the other mes get stuck in their heads like this
Cool I can't go home right now and now I can't stop thinking about my arm I bet it's going to start hurting soon yep there it goessss