The Phamiliar

The Phamiliar

Does it feel the same for you June? So real yet astonishingly surreal How the blue moon assumes That midnight glow as it peels Behind the wispy lavender clouds Above our bed where we lay Intertwining together, loving aloud Feeling more than lips can say We wear our souls on our sleeves Two strangers become lovers It seems almost too hard to believe You came along and the pain was over.

May I call you my true love?

Your language of Love slips From your tongue to my lips I can trace your inner workings From the end of my fingertips Together our time seems unseen Our days are spent in between the Sweet crease of restaurant dates And the covers of my bed sheets Beneath the ceiling we are revealed Behind curtains no more concealed Above the heavens and back to you The gardens between sky and sea

Flowers strung together, colorfully Tethered tightly in a bright bouquet, Cherubic cherry blossoms bloom In the garden atop your crown The midnight sky is draped on your Shoulders like an sleeping gown We stay awake till dawn on top Restless in the glorious morning The way you kiss me and how You hold me baby don’t let me go The beginning and the end of Our flesh become indistinguishable

Days pass in cerulean phases Periwinkle skies gliding along the Languid glowing orange twilight I sleeplessly await the sunrise You know, you could’ve been mine Not that you belonged to anyone You’re just the love I’ve never had You’re just the love I’ve just met Out there along the glow of The shimmering sapphire horizon Your eyes profoundly blue like An ever-widening ocean. Daybreak is like your arrival My love how long have you waited I too have also waited awhile but It doesn’t seem that long anymore

Cold drives home alone Without the slightest sadness No shoulder to lean on No heartbreak no tears I love her and I leave her Alone again and alone I’ll be What I desire is freedom My tether is to be free I love her and she leaves me Alone she’ll be alone I’ll be This concept of love and she She’s surely an idea to me Her form is amorphous but She’s always gorgeous Always looking different to me The lovers of dreary January.

The Phamiliar

On the cold winter day Gray was the day of my birth Aye today marks twenty four However long or Much older, wiser, or More experienced I am now Within the inescapable Catacombs of intricate life Here I start to finally live Again I am alive What I’ve accomplished My own roof and home And food to survive on And my best physical shape I can offer for you oh December love I’ve met you at my prime And I have for you the drive To make you mine.

As the dying sun sets She lies by my side My vanishing angel A crown of gold thread And eyes made of emeralds She wears the robe of silk - Feathered white wings of An angel from above who Spends her time on earth with me Our time together redolent Of her perfume lingering On my arm, no harm in that As the seasons end and Begin again, and even After countless other love November Love is... who knows? Who remembers love? Who you are, who are you love? It doesn’t matter love. I won’t need to look for love I don’t need nor ponder for When the right season turns I will know her and She’ll remember my name.

Tell you that I love you But you don't believe me. Talking to your soul but You can't perceive me. Tearing down all the walls The crimson heart’s in ruins. And even at your worst Remind you we're only human. Even in the past you exist Only serving as reminder It was meant to be that It was not meant to be. What was called “you and me” Is merely imaginary.

Love fluttering like moths In the evening glow before The rise of the twilight - Beautiful in thought and heart But in reality just another Seam in a more grand tapestry Love like the beginning and Love like the beginning of the end Love like an ending, like twilight Before the black luster of night. Final whispers from the zephyr She falls far out of reach Where daylight lessens And the twilight thrives A love ends. I will never hold her again, Lost forever to the night. I will never hold her again.