an admired aquarian

“One day, I’m going to step into the shower and not slide down to the floor to cry, the water raining down on me, muffling my sobs so no one hears.”

“One day, I’m going to crawl under the covers, roll over and drift off to sleep without feeling the slight hitch in my chest as a memory of us in this bed blindsides me for the hundredth time.”

“One day, I’m gonna hear the ping of a message notification and I won’t have the split second thought of you, quickly followed by the empty feeling knowing it won’t ever be you again.”

“One day, I will finish piecing back together my heart, just as I’ve done a dozen times before.”

“One day, I won’t even remember your face, the sound of your voice, or the feel of your touch.”

“One day, I’ll know I made the right decision letting go.”

“Today is not that day.”

‘Things I tell myself to get over you’

The light bulb symbolizes our thoughts and how over-thinking can kill us.

This is actually genius.

One of my favorite pictures on tumblr

My thoughts are slowing killing me.