So? I Said It Anyway...

It’s complex, so complex that some can’t describe it; and those who try to describe admit that its a true & heavy feeling...

More than an emotion, a heavy sense.

Love can even be a physical drive... it often pushes people to do things they would never have seen themselves doing if not for this sense of love..

This deep sense that drives each and every person, to enjoy themselves and those around them.

It’s almost why we get depressed if we are split from or lose a loved one.

So when a person mentions a soulmate, or is looking for love, its not actually a person they’re looking for, its that sense that every person naturally inclines to. To love, and be loved. A sense of acceptance and security.

But,

Its a sense of coming here and sensing or remembering the vibe of the person i used to enjoy this place with. Then shivering at the thoughts & feelings i still have; & leaving it again.

And it sucks even more because i know i love this place, but i can’t handle it for now. Hopefully it will get better soon.