i do not ghost purposely i just have no idea what to say ever

and i have no concept of passage of time

how can i accept womanhood when i never got over girlhood

ur twenties are for seeing how many mistakes u can make in the shortest amount of time possible and getting a cool haircut

i’ll get over it but first i need to be so un normal about it and go crazy

i want to be a sweet and friendly girl but there’s all this anxiety. and the horrors

and rage

yeah and also the rage

how long do i need to go outside for to fix my mental health. will 5 minutes do it. please say yes

do i believe in love? i believe in suffocating obsession and sudden disinterest

all i do is listen to music and pretend i am not real

babe i really can't talk right now i'm in the middle of pacing around the house while listening to music

I envy those who can talk poetically, those who drops deep lines casually, those who knows how to reply in every situation, those who have wide range of knowledge about beautiful words, those who have ability to make the conversation as simple as the day but meaning of that conversation can be as mysterious as the dark night, those who can calm down your doubts with just few simple words but meaning can be compared to whole book, those who reply calmly, those who speaks elegantly. I want to be like that.

Tumblr is so nice. I can be boring and useless here in peace

Thanks for hanging out with me! Was I cool? did you like me? What do you think of me in detail? Do you hate me?

“don’t let it bother u” baby i’m gonna be bothered by this for the next 10 years

I came, I saw, I got anxious, I left

imagine someone actually wanting you as much as you want them.