With the 8 episode format Ncuti should've been the first modern Doctor to have the seasons main character developing arc be about HIM. We've just had a doctor forced to regenerate into the master and then a previous face, we've had years of explorations of the doctors inner darkness and past demons. Ncuti could've been a triumphant story of somebody who's been drowning in their own dark and dower history realise the future really is something new for them and they can be somebody who coexists with their trauma but embraces the new. He starts with fake smiles, forced joy, but over his tenure learns to love himself again. Conrads story could've played into this. Once again the doctor is forced to believe they're a boring human, but instead of mourning the possibility of an easy life with normal friends he's like NO!! I love being weird!! I love being different and alien and exploring and being kind wherever I can because no day is the same and I can make each the best one ever!! We could've had a doctor with a true inspiring arc and I miss him every day.

















