Lydia was startled by the noise until she heard his voice. It was only Scott.
Lydia closed her eyes on the other side of the door. He was here. All she needed to do was take a deep breath and let him in. She loathed the feeling of uneasiness that had spread under her skin. She absolutely despised the feelings of dread that seemed to seem out of her brain, down into her spinal chord, and across every vein. She needed to breathe.Â
With a quiet exhale, she composed herself before opening the door. She hated feeling like thisâ this paranoia. Usually sheâd be fine being alone, but today having Scott over was something to be thankful for. It was difficult for her to determine what was a dream and what was real. She had been having reoccurring nightmares, lately. Was it just due to stress? Or was it something she should be paying more attention to. She needed to put on a brave face.
âHey,â she said with a thin-lipped smile. âPlease, come in.â
Every time she had her nightmare, she reminded herself of the other times she had encountered repetition. Writing âSomeone Help Meâ on the chalkboard over and over again. Doodling the same tree. Reoccurring nightmares happened to most people, but Lydia wasnât like other people. She couldnât just wake up, smell the roses in her motherâs garden, and go shopping. She also had to be prepared for the worst; for signs of death. She had to scream.
Opening the door wider, she moved from the doorway so Scott had enough room to enter.
âSorry to message you out of the blue,â she sighed, closing the door behind him.
âI just need to talk through this with someone.â
The cause for concern was rising, her expression, the fear and confusion that irraded off her invaded Scotts nostrils and made his stomach pang. Whatever this was about, it couldnât of been good. He slipped his body through the gap in the door and firmly pressed his back against the wooden door, pushing it closed once more with a satisfied click to ensure it was definitely closed and they were safe - more for Lydiaâs saintity than his own.
âHey, donât apologise - itâs what Iâm here for. Are you okay?â Scott knew it wasnât the case, he could smell it on her - but he was simply concerned and the thought of anyone in his pack were suffering in any sort of way always made him feel guilty for not preventing it sooner. But he was here now and they could try and work it out together whatever the case may be.Â
He couldnât help but notice that the house was illuminated - every possible light on that he could see with the eye. Something people tended to do when they were spooked.Â
âWhatâs happened?â The concern was caked in his voice, he ensured to keep his tones low and quiet to try and not unsettle Lydia further.Â