Stasi

“Are you ever just tired? Not even tired but unexplainably exhausted and no amount of sleep or coffee can rejuvenate you? It’s as if you’ve lived so much life in such a short time your body is drained and can’t seem to catch up.. what do you do on those days? Where you want to sleep forever but somewhere in the back of your head you know you have so much to live for. Where you feel so alone, but you know you have so many people left to meet, so many more lives to impact? What’re you supposed to do when you’re not even all that sure you want to anymore?”

“My heart gets sad sometimes. I’m not really sure why. It just starts to ache and my body begins to feel hollow. My mind wanders. I hate feeling like this. I don’t want too. But I can’t help it. My heart just feels heavy.”