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Today, tomorrow, forever. Lying here in bed trying to drift to sleep, but my dark sided soul is wandering. Meandering… Wanderlust for passion and friendship. All women want fierce love… But also Someone to confide in. I found the man, which I thought was my best friend, but time is not my friend.. and I —somehow — am stuck in the past. He is the same handsome caring man, but we are no longer just best friends. Opening up now leads to pain and hurt feelings, when before it all seemed to be lighthearted chatter. I miss my friend, but I want my lover. Balance. Easy is not the word for balance, it is the killer of my soul. I feel trapped but I am so in love. So for now... Today. Tomorrow. Forever. One step at a time.

Ladies and gentlemen, here is my mono blog.. Sometimes being a wife is hard on ones’ soul, so as a release I’ve decided to blog.. this photograph depicts every woman has a side she keeps in the dark.. I’m dying to open the shades on my dark sided soul…