āCan Iā¦?ā
Jason closed his eyes but nodded. āGo ahead.ā
Warm, rough hands pressed against the bottom of Jasonās ribs, feeling across the artificial implants that had replaced his real bones after - after. Dickās breath stuttered as his hands continued up, mapping the extent of the damage, and Jason barely avoided trembling.
āJesus,ā Dick murmured as his hands worked over Jasonās collarbone, shoulder, and down his bicep. āYour arm.ā
āYeah,ā Jason said, breathless despite standing still. āTheyād never tried a reconstruction this extensive, but you know me. Iāve always been lucky.ā
Dickās hand stopped when it reached Jasonās. He closed his fingers around it and squeezed. āI knew you were hurt,ā he said. āI didnāt know you were - this. Bruce never, he never said anything.ā
Dom/Sub AU
Jason snorted at that and closed the book heād been reading. āWe both know outside of Bruce, youāre the last person in that room who needs protection.ā Jason turned his head, caught the kiss aimed at his cheek against his lips. āYouāre just upset you have to play nice.ā
āYouāre not entirely wrong,ā Dick said, nipping at Jasonās bottom lip hard enough to sting. āBut with so many strangers around, you know I donāt like it when I canāt see you. What if someone tried to spirit you off and take advantage of you?ā
āYou mean like you?ā
Dickās hand clenched down hard on Jasonās throat, the other brushing up his cheek to sweep away the fringe of his bangs as his blue eyes darkened with a possessive anger. āThatās different,ā he said. āYou belong to me, Little Wing. No one else gets to touch you.ā
Ion JayKyle
Jason stared, gun still raised, but he reached over to flip the light switch. āRayner?ā
Kyle winced as the stairwell lit up, lifting a hand to shield against the sudden glow. His black hair dripped rivulets down his too pale face, and a dark bruise shadowed his left cheekbone. Jason lowered the gun.
āFuckās sake, Kyle,ā he said. āWe have a front door.ā
āSorry,ā Kyle said, shaking his head and pressing a hand to his temple. āI donātāI donāt remember how I got here.ā
Jason cursed and placed the gun on the hallway sideboard, before jogging up the stairs. Kyle swayed where he stood, and Jason gripped his shoulders to steady him. āEasy, Nightlight,ā he said. āDid you hit your head?ā
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āThe kitchen,ā Dick said, angling his head back to the right. āAlfred.ā
Jason clenched his jaw and bounced on the balls of his feet before he shook his head. Dick was his priority. He couldnāt risk it. āAlfredās not the target,ā Jason said. āEither Bruce has already evacuated him, or heās got a shotgun. Either way, heāll be fine.ā
Dick coughed out a laugh, but his gaze lingered toward the kitchen. Jason sighed. āDick, we have to go.ā
āI know. Youāre right, I justāā
A figure rushed into view at the end of the hallway, gun lifted. Jason grabbed Dickās arm and shoved him forward. The blast rattled down the hall, and Jason staggered as the impact caught him high in the right shoulder.
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I was truly worried I rambled way too much in my last ask oof! Once again reminding you that if my asks get too uhhh intense or annoying just kindly let me know! I shall cool it! Otherwise your writing makes me feral and I will end up screaming into a glass bottle and throwing it in your inbox! Truly your fault for being a spectacular and phenomenal writer! Came for the heart wrenching jaydick and stayed for the Roy Bestie-ism! I am hooked!
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I definitely meant to respond to this much earlier, but what even is time anymore? Anyway, I assure you that your messages in my inbox screaming about my chapters is always the highlight of my day / week, and I will never get tired of them. Theyāre delightful.
Roy has been the unexpected standout in this fic, not going to lie. He kind of just showed up in the first scene with Bruce at Jasonās office, and I was like āsure, thatās a fun little cameo.ā And now here we are.
Bright side of my terrible time management, itās Wednesday again, so have another WIP snippet.
āAll right, Goldie. You remember how this works?ā
āFollow your lead, move where you move, run when you say run,ā Dick said. āThat about cover it?ā
āPerfect,ā Jason said, shoving his shoulder against the door and forcing it a fraction wider. āYou remember the rules, and I remember you donāt fucking listen to them. Now, letās go.ā
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Jason making jokes that heās ārusted to the floorā and Roy hating it followed by Dick telling Roy āoh heās still human he needs sleepā and ROY TRIPPING LIKE HELLO DICK MY BBY BOY YOU DONT KNOWWWWWW. All these small ways you write dick as just so innocently unaware of this big massive thing but thatās because heās being kept from it!!!! BRUCE I SWEAR I WANT TO KNOW WHAT THE LOGIC EVEN WAS. WHY LIE TO THEM BOTH. BRUCE MY GUY.
Also Iām SO WITH ROY BECAUSE BRUCE HAS DONE A NUMBER ON JAY and I LOVE how you wrote the subtle intricacies of Bruce being protective over Jay whether it was when he got made at Vicki or his Rage and Shock at the auditor, but also show how he HAS messed up in this universe too with Jason!!!! Itās so wonderful how you can write a complicated relationship that feels true to their canon even in an AU!!!!!!
also dick being haunted by what he said to Jason????? Dick admitting to himself he was lying???? Heās still in love???? Both of them SIMULTANEOUSLY thinking about their last time together while dick showers and Jay updates Roy? Youāre killing me dudeā¦.. like you write emotion SO WELL!!!!
But the absolute masterclass of this chapter really was when dick is showing his tech and Jasonās brain goes Speci āmenā because not only did you veer into a memory, but that specific cut off at MEN was like OH JAYS THE SPECIMEN and it just fits so well with his struggle with accepting his own humanity that Roy clocked, versus being literally talked about like an inanimate thingā¦.his monologue about requiring the tech coming at the cost of losing a tangible part of yourself, like the damage that would to to someone psycheā¦ā¦ but also, Dick literally saying about his YPDATED tech mind you that āmy tech is good but itās not THAT good, youād need Divine Interventionā meanwhile HE DOESNT KNOW HES JUST VIVISECTED JAY ON SCREEN AS AN EXAMPLE? And that Jays running on Dicks OLD tech, like it really was Divine Intervention!!!!! AND ROY. Like seriously I love Roy so much!!!! Heās one of my favorite characters and the way you write him and Jay is Chefs kiss! Roy being so hellbent on reminding Jay heās important and still human and irreplaceable, heās Royās best friend! THEYRE A SET YOUR HONOR! Roy saving Jay in this story is literally analogous to RHATO 25 and him coming in to save Jay!!!!!!!!!!!!
Dickie is going to lose it. When he realizes when Jay almost died heās gonna lose it that he told him he wished he was dead.
I CANT WAIT TO SEE WHAT HAPPENS NEXT! Does Roy tackle the Doctor? Does Jay burst In? Does Rick finally find out? DO WE FINALLY FIND OUT WHY BRUCE DID ALL THIS?
I love your writing so dang much, and I hope you have a great day ahead!!!!!!!!!!!! I AN STILL THROWING THINGS AT YOU THOUGH!
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Okay, so I hoarded this to myself for a week, because it was just SO NICE!!! And I am having a WEEK. (Letās be real, every week is a WEEK these days.) But I digress. I have read this comment like ten thousand times by this point, and Iām really no closer to forming a coherent response. Just know while I accept your throwing of things at me, I am responding in kind with throwing hugs and hearts back at you.
Roy is so done. I love him so much, and he is so over all of it. Jasonās insecurities and self-loathing for things that are absolutely not his fault. Dick being a passive aggressive shit (understandably). Their absolute refusal to have a basic conversation. Bruce. Just everything to do with Bruce. My man is tired.
Also, between Divine Intervention or Roy Harper, Iād take Roy Harper, every time.
I enjoyed writing that lab scene so much. Just the slow dawning realization of what they were seeing, and how it kept twisting up with Jasonās instincts. But our boy was drugged to the gills and being cut to pieces, so memory is rightfully fuzzy until itās shoved directly into his face again.
Trying to balance the absolute cluster that is Bruce and Jasonās relationship sure is something, so Iām glad itās coming across as intended. Bruce genuinely cares about Jason. But heās also Bruce, and a manipulative control freak who canāt manage emotions. Jason also has his own baggage and tends to interpret things quickly and for the worst. Again. Talking, not a strong suit for this group.
Anyway! I cannot overstate how lovely, wonderful, delightful *insert all the best words here* this message was to get, and I appreciate you coming into my inbox to scream at me about my story. It brings me great joy. And also, because we stan Roy in this house, hereās the answer to at least one of your questions for what happens next.
Despite the fury radiating from Roy, his voice was calm and cold when he finally spoke. āI donāt know why you think youāll be taking anyone anywhere,ā he said. āWhen youāre not going to make it out of this room.ā
Doctor Li laughed. āWonāt I?ā she said. āThereās a small battalion storming this house, as we speak, and theyāve got what? Wayne security and one and a half bodyguards to contend with?ā
āMaybe,ā Roy said. āBut you misunderstand me. I donāt care whatās happening outside this door. I donāt care if your friends storm in here and drag me out or shoot me. Whatever else happens, you are not leaving this room.ā
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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Chapters: 4/?
Fandom: Batman - All Media Types
Rating: Mature
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Dick Grayson/Jason Todd, Roy Harper & Jason Todd, Jason Todd & Bruce Wayne, Dick Grayson & Bruce Wayne
Characters: Jason Todd, Dick Grayson, Roy Harper, Bruce Wayne, Roman Sionis
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Bodyguard, Alternate Universe - Science Fiction, Hurt Jason Todd, Hurt Dick Grayson, Past Relationship(s), Canon-Typical Violence, Angst, Protective Jason Todd
Summary:
Years after a disastrous mission shattered their bodies and their bond, bodyguard Jason Todd is forced to protect the one man he can't forget: Dick Grayson. As old threats resurface, they must confront the lies and hurt that drove them apart. But the truth of what happened three years ago might be more dangerous than the enemies hunting them, and healing old wounds could cost them everything they have left.
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