hard to fuck, easy to kill

there’s something so scrumptious about kevin realizing years down the line that maybe he was kind of in love with jean or jeremy or andrew or neil or all of the above. there’s enough distance between him and riko’s ghost that he can finally consider that he might be attracted to men, that maybe he doesn’t have to “remain heterosexual” anymore. but he thinks it’s too little too late. he and thea are married and have a daughter now. andrew and neil already have each other. jean and jeremy have each other, too. all kevin has is regret and guilt and shame. what else is new

>>> the perfect court the foxhole court the raven king the king's men the sunshine court the golden raven the broken cage >>> the queen's game

kevin who said “you were always going to lose him” to andrew when neil got kidnapped. i know he was telling himself that every day since he found out about neil