i guess we're going through a bit of a system discovery period bc this has been two new parts in 1 week. one who came out of dormancy (melli) and 1 who split from someone else (me, clover)

we are so far removed from the name nick its actually insane. like who is that. thats not me, im clover! nick is our singletsona. when our friends call us nick we cringe a little. its just not us anymore. its "me" but its not us. hell we feel more connected to the name cal (our twitch alias) than nick. the only problem is that we dont know what we'd change our name to if we were to. everyone already calls us nick. itd be impossible having everyone in the system decide on one new collective name. we all just want to go by our individual names. i am clover, i am not nick. pan is pan stoat is stoat rumi is rumi so on and so forth et cetera.