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I want to scream and cry and die, all at the same time. It feels like my heart is being squeezed and it hurts so fucking much but it’s also so empty at the same time. I just want everything to fucking stop.

I don't know how to live like this anymore

Holding on gets harder and harder everyday and I don’t really see myself having a future.

i can’t do it anymore. i just want to give up on everything. i have nothing left to give.

I don't want to kill myself like I romanticized when I was younger. I now wish that I could simply just stop existing.

You know it’s getting bad when all the days start blending together and nothing brings you any joy anymore

I have ruined everything. Even myself.

I am such a burden to everyone around me.