overlyobsessedwhovian-world:
overlyobsessedwhovian-world:
āI.. donāt know..ā She stated at first, glancing in the direction she had been running to then back towards White Diamond, green eyes wide.Ā āEverythingās.. too confusion right now. Iāve never been like this.ā She stated at first, shivering faintly at the reminder that she had just gotten angry- which had never happened before.Ā āI.. understand. I think. No, I know. I shouldnāt doubt you.. sorry.ā
Still crying, she just frowned for a moment, staring up at her leader with wide green eyes. She knew of no words to say, no meaningful things to do. The countless thoughts and echoes of six thousand years past haunted her, and at this very moment, reminded her of how simply lonely she was.
Standing up with her head pointed towards the ground to hide her face, she sniffled and finally spoke up again, her tone barely stable. āI.. I will..ā She stated at first, adjusting her hair before looking up at her leader. āIād really like t-that, to go home.ā She simply stated, not finding the willpower to comment on the fact she couldnāt summon her weapon.
Still crying, she just frowned for a moment, staring up at her leader with wide green eyes. She knew of no words to say, no meaningful things to do. The countless thoughts and echoes of six thousand years past haunted her, and at this very moment, reminded her of how simply lonely she was.
Standing up with her head pointed towards the ground to hide her face, she sniffled and finally spoke up again, her tone barely stable. āI.. I will..ā She stated at first, adjusting her hair before looking up at her leader. āIād really like t-that, to go home.ā She simply stated, not finding the willpower to comment on the fact she couldnāt summon her weapon.
Still crying, she just frowned for a moment, staring up at her leader with wide green eyes. She knew of no words to say, no meaningful things to do. The countless thoughts and echoes of six thousand years past haunted her, and at this very moment, reminded her of how simply lonely she was.
Standing up with her head pointed towards the ground to hide her face, she sniffled and finally spoke up again, her tone barely stable. āI.. I will..ā She stated at first, adjusting her hair before looking up at her leader. āIād really like t-that, to go home.ā She simply stated, not finding the willpower to comment on the fact she couldnāt summon her weapon.
āThen why run away? There are no answers that way.ā She gestured to the direction Agate was running to.Ā āI cannot promise you will like it on Homeworld, six thousand years have changed us and maybe not for the better.ā She walked towards Agate and extended a pale, white hand.Ā āAgate, I may act like a pompous, careless leader but the truth is I donāt want to admit Iāve been wrong.ā
āI.. donāt know..ā She stated at first, glancing in the direction she had been running to then back towards White Diamond, green eyes wide.Ā āEverythingās.. too confusion right now. Iāve never been like this.ā She stated at first, shivering faintly at the reminder that she had just gotten angry- which had never happened before.Ā āI.. understand. I think. No, I know. I shouldnāt doubt you.. sorry.ā
āI.. donāt know..ā She stated at first, glancing in the direction she had been running to then back towards White Diamond, green eyes wide.Ā āEverythingās.. too confusion right now. Iāve never been like this.ā She stated at first, shivering faintly at the reminder that she had just gotten angry- which had never happened before.Ā āI.. understand. I think. No, I know. I shouldnāt doubt you.. sorry.ā
White continued to hold out her hand.Ā āDo doubt me. I admit I have wronged you. You have been victim of my own laziness and forgetfulness.ā She lowered her hand.Ā āI wouldnāt dream of telling anyone else this. But you clearly wanted answers, nothing was going to top you till you found out. I respect that in a Gem, it means your not one of the mindless hordes of soldiers. Your an individual, someone to be looked up to by the lower ranks, someone who should have more.ā
She didnāt move at first- she was thinking, thinking of what to say, cherry picking her words as only the best words, wanting to remain respectful of her leader but some part of her just wanting to scream and to agree with her. She was never like this- she was never like this, why was she like this now?Ā ā..T-thank you, maāam..ā She simply stated, standing up, trying her best to ignore the sudden backlash the kick and the scratch that White Diamond had caused. Without the emotion running through her, she was no longer so ignorant of the pain it caused.
āIām sorry I hurt youā¦Iām an impatient sadist.ā She walked slowly towards Agate.Ā āLookā¦I know all this must be confusing for you. But Iāll explain everything to you on the way back to Homeworld. If thatās what you want?ā