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it's okay. welcome back!

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hope you’ve been doing well :)

my memories were repressed and some still are but a conversation or reading something will trigger a flashback but because I never told anyone this stuff before I tell them and their like "That cant be true, you're a princess!" they have trouble believing this stuff because I don't act like how they think an abused person would act I guess. so I don't tell them anything anymore, I just write this stuff in my journal whenever I have one

you know, life can be so isolating at times that the only person you can turn to is yourself. that journal represents all those emotions and memories that have been denied, it is your proof that you have gone through the things that you have gone through.

just because you dont fit into the stereotype of an abused person doesnt mean that you didnt go through it. your feelings are important, and im sorry that people refuse to/cannot believe you. You deserve to have your feelings heard and understood.

#abuse

ilove2loveme

#from one sarah to another

its been a while since ive logged on here. and im sorry that i left the way i did. to be honest, rereading some of my old posts has been incredibly triggering. and i just remember why i blocked off a large portion of my memories from existence. even now, i cant quite remember well some of the incidents. i know my brain did it to protect to me, but its still infuriating that i can barely remember the mountains of abuse that ive endured.

maybe some of you will read this. maybe none of you will.

i just want you to know, that even if you’re just surviving enough to get your head over the water, that that’s okay too. that sometimes living is just surviving and that its better than the alternative of not being at all.

i hope you are all well.

#personal

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why do you have to invalidate my feelings and experiences in order to feel like you’ve proved a point? to feel like the pain you felt is worse than i could ever imagine in my life?

fuck you.

halfdrunkdisaster

abused-daughter

my dad was about to strangle my mom right in front of my eyes and he only stopped because i started screaming.

#spousal abuse

i’m sorry that i havent been as active as i should have been. Pre-exam season has been hitting me harder than anything and I’m trying to not drown under all the stress and procrastination. Send me in asks, if y’all want, I’ll try and answer as many as I can this weekend :)

#i have a lot in my ask that I'm hoping to go through as well #i hope everyone is well

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My sister makes me wanna kill myself. She's abusive in so many ways and she said herself she won't change. I bought toys today and I get called 3 year old. I always loved toys they make me happy. JUST LET ME LIVE MY LIFE WITHOUT YOU JUDGING!! Please i just want to enjoy myself for once. Maybe I am selfish and spoiled after all. I called her a whore because I won't let her destroy me again. God I cant wait for her to go to America. ( sorry to bother I wanted to vent to someone I hope it's ok)

It’s totally fine to mail me !! Your situation sounds absolutely aggravating to me, it sounds like she’s just trying to put you down for not fitting into what she thinks you should behave like which is totally outrageous because you’re not hurting anyone by buying the things that you love. You should never have to feel bad for healthy coping mechanisms and fuck anyone if they tell you anything different x

melodioussuggestions

you won’t turn out like them. you’ll grow bigger and better and stronger. i believe in you and i know you can do it. keep going, sunshine.

one of my abusers frequently makes me relapse on all of my progress and it hurts so much each and every time. She never apologises. I don’t even think that it’s in her vocabulary. She always pretends like things are okay and like she hasn’t made my suicidal thoughts shoot through the roof by a thosand.

#suicide tw #abusers #present abuse #gaslighting #my panic attacks are nearly every hour and im just :)

youngchronicpain

quick question: how the fuck do I get through the rest of my life like this

im always scared to tell someone that my mom hurts my pets, she does things to me as well like screaming and hollering things but,, i love my birds andnmy lizard and i hate it wjen she hits thrm. she doesn't let me take them to the vet and it hurts to see them suffering. idk what to do.

She sounds absolutely awful, it must be so terrifying having to deal with that on a daily basis, i hope you and your pets are safe :(

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back in elementary school my best friend introduced me to one of her friends on a whim, who was older, and as a result he began following me around and stuff and for the rest of that whole school year after that day he molested me and verbally abused me (sexually) every single day until i moved away. it’s been awhile but it’s too hard for me to tell my therapist and i want to receive help as it’s really scarred me..

It must have been difficult to tell me a little about what you’ve been through and I can’t even begin to imagine the journey that you’re on right now. I’m so proud of you for speaking and getting the help that you deserve, you deserve to heal

i remember when i was 8 or younger a classmate of mine of the same age was touching my thighs for a while and at first i ler him cause i didnt understand but then repeteadly told him to stop. can that make me hypersexual? i forgot abt it until i was like 10 bc a classmate(a friend of that guy) asked me if i let that guy do that to me. and i got more interested into sex since i remembered and even now i get turned on by the thought of being raped. its disturbing to me. im sorry for bothering

You’re definitely not bothering me at all, I can tell that there are probably things that you’re dealing with that have hurt you a lot, it doesn’t make you a bad person, you’re trying to cope and although it’s definitely not healthy to fixate on wanting to be assaulted, I completely understand how you felt from being hypersexualised at such an early age.

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