Trash Television

My name is Trash_Television, or you can call me Trashy for short, and I'm just your average trash-heap that developed an affinity for writing yaoi... Which later turned into an affinity for writing really dirty/gross yaoi. You can find my work under the name Trash_Television on AO3 but be forewarned— my works are full of various amounts of gross, weird, or otherwise problematic kinks. You will find nothing but indulgent trash here.

So I feel like I’ve really hit my stride lately with my writing, I’m prepared to wrap up both Eons of Filth 3 and Accelerock in 2-3 chapters, and it’s been a lot of fun working on them.

Aside from those two things I have two ideas in the pipeline, I’ll be intentionally vague here but one is a one shot involving an older man who loves using corporal punishment and piss to tame a bratty omega, while the other one will potentially involve a best friend that turns into a huge, gross bully.

It’s funny how with my last post 7ish months ago I figured I was giving up on this for good and had lost my spark but now I’m kinda hitting a writing stride again. I’m mostly just trying not to over think things too much and post, it’s not published work I remind myself so it doesn’t need to be polished. It’s just for fun.

I turned off the comments on some of my stuff mostly because I realized a lot of it I don’t necessarily need feedback since it’s just for fun, but if I leave the comments on I’m more welcome to critique.

Over the last week I think I’ve hit this weird point where I want to keep working on my stuff, but I realize between the weird niche subject matter and my lengthy stories, they naturally don’t get many views. I keep telling myself that I’m okay with that, because I originally just wrote EoF with no plan but to appease my own filthy imagination, but as the length of the story goes on the views/kudos are going down and I find myself caring about the views even though I don’t want to.

Athough I enjoy writing this, I’m increasingly feeling more guilty for spending so much time on a story that I can’t even publish in my real life or anything. I started EoF in 2019 (or even earlier? I can’t remember) and rewrote it 2 or 3 times before it became the version it is on AO3 now, not to mention that I rewrote EoF2 like 2 times before finishing that one. Now, it’s almost 2026 and I’m left wondering if I stay on this path, will I still be another 5 years still working on this brain-rot series for myself? Which, there’s nothing wrong with brain-rot inherently, but I am left wondering if this is taking away from my “real” work or is it genuinely helping me improve my writing?

So I feel like I have a few options here:

1. I could just accept the time sunk into this project as a loss and just axe the rest of the series, leaving the story unfinished.

2. I could just write one more part and wrap up as much of the story as I can in this third and final part, then be done with it. Anything extra that I have written that wouldn’t fit into the story anywhere else can just be uploaded as bonus content.

3. I could just write all the parts that I have planned out and just accept that it would probably take me another 5 years to finish it all 😅

I’m not sure if my problem is that I’m getting sex repulsed or if my ADHD is getting bored of writing the story or something… I don’t want to lose my writing stride or anything and I genuinely enjoy writing about all of my boys. I was genuinely excited by the idea of writing a novel-length, high-quality, kink story.

I’m just worried that writing this for so long is taking away from me getting more ‘actual’ books written in my day-to-day life. But again I’m not trying to complain or anything, just venting about my sudden loss of motivation.

They aren’t particularly loud or anything but fuck do they stink, I know whenever I’m finally able to take a dump it’s going to be bad 🥴

So a few days ago I went back and cleaned up the chapters on Play Rough (some were too short and others were too long so I tried to adjust where it was more consistent.) I also just put the epilogue chapters I wrote in the main fic instead of it being separate, because I felt it was kind of unnecessary to split it all up narratively. So currently if you go to AO3, all the epilogue chapters are just in the original Play Rough story instead of it being its own separate story like it was. I hope that makes sense and didn’t cause any confusion.

My plan this month is to finish the last two things I want to post for Play Rough so I can be done by the end of March. Once that story is done, I want to post more chapters of the MHA Omo and post some of the stuff I have for Eons of Filth— It’s not all technically done but I have a lot written I want to get out of my drive and show to you guys lol.

As of Monday, I’ve had this blog for two years! 🎉

I’ll be honest, it kind of snuck up on me? Or I would have done something special for it lol.

I created this blog two years ago for the purpose of basically posting updates and extra content for AO3 fics I’m working on. I’ll be honest it’s not much at the moment, but I am slowly working on writing more bit by bit. It’s a labor of love, but unfortunately IRL stuff has taken priority in my life over the last few years, so it does slow things down sometimes.

I think I started Trash_Television in 2021 with my “Eons of Filth” fic and here we are, now working on wrapping up “Play Rough”…

Once Play Rough is done my goal is to wrap up the MHA Omo, then go back to Eons of Filth, which I have like five fucking sequels I want to write for it 😆 I wish I was kidding. But I feel like I need to try and do more tiny fics in between all these 60K novels I write 🤣 That would probably help.

My other goal which is kind of more of a “push goal” is to draw a cover for Play Rough, but we’ll see— I sketched my boys out but I don’t want y’all to judge my guy drawing abilities.

Thanks again for reading anon, if you really like the weight gain then I think you will appreciate the next chapter I’m working on 👀

So I have like at least 50% of the next chapter for the Play Rough epilogue done which is good.

Plus I have four more chapters written for the MHA Omo thing I’m doing that I probably shouldn’t have started while I was already working on so much stuff 😂 I’ve come to the conclusion that a full omo story is fun but I do like more of a full range to my filth I suppose, so I’ll probably do something else when that’s done.

Also, as much as I probably shouldn’t do this… I’m considering rewriting a huge chunk of Eons of Filth actually because I feel like a lot could have been done better, but at this point I’m not sure if it’s better to revise that story or just move on and write a whole new story? I would love to revise it, it would just be a bit time consuming.

Lastly, not that it matters much, but I’ve considered whether I should theme this blog around P//okemon fics only or whether it should be a mixture of fandoms and maybe some eventual OC. I myself am mostly into P//okemon but I was considering that if I only write eprocto and stuff for that fandom maybe I’d be alienating other readers, idk. Plus I am into other anime as well so I’m not sure if there’s a desire for stuff like that.