Ax

I'm sorry my but boyfriend's parents are such cunts?? Like their so overly controlling and ABUSIVE but he doesn't wanna admit it cause he obviously isn't safe to but UGH I hate being so powerless to where all I can do is wait til he can get away from them?? What do you mean he has barely ZERO screentime and their restricting his phone??? What do you mean their snapping at him "what did you do??" When he did NOTHING??? CONSTANTLY. And all I can do is sit here and hope I'm good to him when he needs someone to lean on but fuck my life man I just wanna make it all better for him... Whatever he's gonna visit in the spring (if they let him) and that'll be nice I guess idk I'm pissed but I can't do shit anyways so whatever I guess. Hearing their voice makes me sick his father always sounds violent and angry and his mom is so condescending and my anxious attachment is killing me I don't want them to take him away I'm loosing it lol

Why the FUCK at my grown ass age am I crying because I can't finish one of the stupid poppy playtime chapter two mini games? It's not that hard I shouldn't even be upset it's just a fucking skill issue. And my boyfriend bought it for me so I just ended up wasting his fucking money I hate how I can't be better it's a stupid time reaction test why can't I just be smart