fall in love again and again

non-writers will never understand the mental illness of writing an entire conversation in your head while doing dishes and then forgetting every word the second you open a blank doc

Just came home from a dinner party with the friendgroup at which several people kept saying "Ask Pedro" or "Pedro will know" and I was terrified that they were referring to an AI like Claude but no, thank fuck, they were referring to a cardboard cutout of Pedro Pascal that someone left upstairs and who has been designated a kind of patron saint status in the household.

this is as close to the feeling of finding our korrasami was real after we sounded like conspiracy theorists on tumblr. they thought we were NUTS and HERE WE ARE

yesterday i had a nice southern teenager call me "ma'am" and then look at me and go, in a well-meaning tone, "uhhhh, if you go by ma'am. sorry if not." and i had to be like yeah man ma'am is fine. appreciate you being inclusive though. i could almost see the little warning pop up in his UI-- hold up! people with blue hair often have pronouns. are you sure you want to address this individual with a gendered term?

i don’t say this in a mean way but i do think it’s so fucking funny when i’ll see someone newer be like oh my god these old youtube comments were so cringe omg can’t believe everyone was saying don’t cry craft everywhere. when these days it’s like. there is quite literally no pre-hl dnp video you can go to like none that does not have multiple people commenting “they were in love here.” you cannot make fun of dont cry craft. you ARE dont cry craft. this is dont cry craft. she lives on.

I love socially isolated wincest. I love that they don't know how other people work, they just know how each other work. I love them thinking the outside world is dangerous and scary and being reinforced in the idea that they only have and only want to have each other. I love dean being overly protective and keeping sam glued to his side whenever they're out in public. I love them discovering romance and sexuality together and feeling safe doing so. I love them not knowing how wrong it is to do those things with your own family. I love them being each other's brother, father, son, friend and boyfriend at the same time and not needing anything else.