✞ransformed by His love.

loves, redeems, heals, restores • #jesus #la #dtla #vsco #vscocam (at Los Angeles, California)

My name is Anastasia.  I’m awkward and uncomfortable with being around a lot of people at one time. Although, I’ve learned to be quite good at seeming the complete opposite.  I have never and 98% of the time I believe will never be in a functional, loving relationship with a (sexy) man far more in love with Jesus than I am. I’ve done more things I’m ashamed of than proud of.  I look pretty frightening in the mornings because I’m often too lazy to take off my makeup before bed.  I have massive trust issues both in not trusting at all and trusting far too much.  Despite what I think, I’m a complete mess of a hopeless romantic.  Really, I’m just a complete mess.  And i have a hell of a lot more issues than I’m willing to admit.  But, I’ve also lived in 3 different places over the last year of my life.  I’ve made brave moves, accepted unexpected changes, and jumped into new relationships.  I’ve fallen hard and picked myself up again.  I’ve kept my faith stronger than my desire.  I’ve learned to be broken but to have faith to be healed.  I’ve chased after dreams and have seen more than one come to pass.  I’ve been faithful despite others showing me unfaithfulness.  I’ve made a choice to keep living each day. Even if that looks like me depressed and in bed with a whole lot of Netflix and 0 chill.  I took some bomb selfies.  I’m so proud of Anastasia. She is someone I’d want to do life with.  Learning how to love yourself is so freeing. 

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