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i wanna fucking kill myself

I hate my irl so much so much so much I cant stand it anymore

"oh we found this odd thing in your checkup but its not a big deal actually !! even though it is related to the thing you've explicityl said youre worried about and no I will not explain when you ask what any of that means" fuck you fuck you fuck you fucjk you

I hate doctors so so so so so so so so so s os os so so so so so so sos o so. so so so so so so so so so so s o so so so so so so so much its a humiliation ritual that they perform and they never actually listen to me and then if I tell them to much ill get in trouble and they wont actually help me they'll just give me more problems and make my parents spend more money I hate doctors

maybe if I clarify"I was not anxious" over and over in my logs I will not get dismissed during my appointment

im tired im tired im tired im tired everything hurts and im tired

I want my giraffe plushie so I can wrap my hands around its neck and squeeze.

I feel like my brain has been split in half and on both sides there is the worst person you've ever met

im just gonna spend the rest of my life waiting for the other shoe to drop