Ratte.

29.07.2022

12.07.2022

Why do I get so sick with jealousy when he was never even mine to begin with.

17.06.2022

Feeling like a clown 🤡 every. Single. Time. After an episode passes and I realise I don't care and can't for the life of me remember why I got upset or what bothered me. It's literally like, new brain who dis.

ive never been here before. but i know youve done this. and i know thats normal. but it still makes me jealous. and scared. i get nervous. thinking that youve had this conversation before with someone else. and thinking maybe im just the next one for you. i know its irrational. its not how i feel most of the time. but its this horrible creeping feeling. we talk about our future. but then i think. werent you planning this way with them?

I’ve been awake for 20 minutes and I already regret waking up. 

i feel like i died a very long time ago and now nothing thats happening is real

Do you ever get in that no empathy state where it’s more than just no empathy and it’s almost like a disgust and anger for people who try to vent to you or involve you in their problems