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as i’ve said, I really want to speed run the next 100 pounds, but I’m not kidding when I say that. I want to have a really unhealthy and rapid weight gain. I want those next 100 pounds to be soft, pure visceral fat. I want the weight to come on so fast, my body has trouble keeping up during the gain. I want premature stretch marks because my feeder kept me overly stuffed, passed my limit for days at a time with no break and my belly never got a chance to settle back down. I want to be kept in the dark about whats in my shakes but I at least know there’s more than mass gainer in them, how else would I blow up so quickly? I want my mobility to decline, not because of my weight, but how fast the lard is weighing on my joints. and because of that I know i’ll become lazier and heavier and just become such a lost cause at such an early weight already 🙂‍↔️ maybe after that first 100, i’ll try to put on some “healthy” fat. But who are we kidding, we’ll have conditioned me to be a mindless pig addicted to sugar and carbs, and anything fried. I’ll be allergic to exercise, and i’ll just rapidly expand from there. Embarrassing and pathetically overweight for my young age. “Throwing away” my life for gluttony. 😋