Tophattted

I've been spending the last few months prepping to go to college for the summer, on campus so I could get away from where I am. I kept tabs on everything every day, reached out any time something changed, and used every resource available to me

Today, THREE days before the move, I'm presented with a $4,000 extra out of pocket cost. $1,300 is due in SIX days. The rest is due next month. I couldn't see it or the full estimate until now (and even then, only part of it, I had to call to learn about the rest). I still don't fully understand why.

If I do not get $4,000 BEFORE it's time to move, I do not go. I am still stuck here, and every bit of time and effort I spent on these last few months completely falls through last second. I can't even reliably open commissions to earn it, because if I DO go then I'll be jumping straight into getting reestablished in a new state while taking two summer classes and looking for a job.

At this point everyone who knows me knows I don't actually like to ask for things, I don't like to ask for big things even more, and I HATE asking for things I can't provide something in return for.

But, I am asking. It's a lot in a short amount of time, but yknow, never know until you ask and my pride isn't more important than getting out of here. I am providing an option here, but if you want or are able help some other way feel free to DM.