linhtalinhthink

lại

deo

ngủ

its today

"hi :>

i think i owe you some communication, i have been through a rough path lately"

ez rite?

rite?

93% turbulent.

🤦🏻‍♀️

damn grl aren’t u full of surprises ?

how it feels being top of the class again?

grades never been this high im impressed how about a self-five?

almost had a bf.

handsome i think.

cant seem to remember his face.

tall.

extrovert kinda outgoing.

had a fried chicken project with his friends or fam cuz he had an ig account promoting that shit.

he had a younger bro.

whose ig accounts he used to stalk me.

that bro kinda cute, he was also the one who came clean to me about the whole stalking incident.

then he said he had feelings for me.

or he luved me idk.

then i rejected him even tho i did catch feels as well.

since he was leaving (probably studying abroad or something) anw so whats the point.

or at some point i think i might have said it was because of his smoll pp 🤷🏻‍♀️.

he complimented me sayin how brave independent far-sighted i was.

đến trường mẫu giáo.

thấy Lâm.

hay đúng hơn là mũ Lâm.

Lâm mặc áo của Hưng.

cái áo mình ghét.

vì Hưng mặc nhiều quá.

trường mẫu giáo thi tuyển tiếng anh.

nonsense.

không dám gặp Lâm nên trốn.

hahaaa nhưng lại để dép ở đấy rồi nên phải rình Lâm ra rồi mới lấy được dép.

dép mình là crocs.

thật sự.

dhs?

🙂

như kiểu sau đấy tôi bị sexually assaulted by two men trên một cái xe máy là chưa đủ tệ.

mà tôi lại còn đi crocs?

lâu rồi không viết.

nghe bảo viết rất tốt.

giúp tâm trạng tĩnh tại hơn.

cảm xúc được trải ra flat out on the table but still im not that good of a reader.

dạo này có làm mấy cái test ADHD vớ vẩn trên mạng

mình làm khoảng 3 cái cho chắc vì dm đến mình còn không hiểu rõ mình cơ mà thì làm sao mấy cái random quiz on the internet can give me a thorough report of my crippling depression

so anw tính trung bình lại thì tầm 70-75% LIKELY to get ADHD

like

wtf does that mean

LIKELY

So its a yes?

or a no?

a yo?

am i also likely to be diagnosed with seasonal moodswings and having brain tumor for breakfast?

lol the thing with ADHD is

its not considered to be *serious* enuf so someone could have a professional checkout

but at the same time its the root of such irrelevant horrendous tendencies which altogether leads to failing at normal

of course they do come with treatment

mainly willpower

which i poorly possess

and meds duh

which i also can’t afford

so tnx bombay for sticking with me

when i can barely stretch to therapist

speaking of drinking

Bombay = weed

i smile a lot more

and food r just ✨ 𝚍 𝚎 𝚕 𝚒 𝚌 𝚒 𝚘 𝚞 𝚜 ✨

which is better

right

right?

anw i read some ridiculously helpful articles about procrastination

took me a whole fcking morning

but totally worth it

reading -> planing -> doing

step 1 seems ez

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“𝘂 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲 𝗽𝗼𝘁𝗲𝗻𝘁𝗶𝗮𝗹, 𝘂 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄?“

𝘆𝗮𝗵 𝗽𝗿𝗲𝘁𝘁𝘆 𝗺𝘂𝗰𝗵 𝗮𝘄𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝗼𝗳 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗶𝘁𝘀 𝗯𝗮𝘀𝗶𝗰𝗮𝗹𝗹𝘆 𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗶𝘃𝗲 𝗯𝗲𝗲𝗻 𝘁𝗼𝗹𝗱 𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗳𝗰𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗱𝗮𝗺𝗻 𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲

𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗼𝗻𝗹𝘆 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗶𝘀 𝗺𝗶𝘀𝘀𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗶𝘀 𝗽𝗲𝗿𝘀𝗶𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗻𝗰𝗲.

𝗹𝗼𝗹 𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗶𝗳 𝗶 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝗯𝗼𝘁𝗵 𝘁𝗮𝘁𝘁𝗼𝗼𝗲𝗱 𝗼𝗻 𝗺𝗮𝗵 𝘀𝗸𝗶𝗻

now that i find how miraculously amazing effects alcohol can have on your body

i wanna make it a habit

Hum this as a song

Ok one two three go

Insecurities r takin over meh

Again again again

Does he like me as in the way i think he does

He does he does