Estranged

you need to be kind… listen closely… to yourself

shoutout to people who find mother’s day hard to deal with whether your mom left, your mom died, your mom is abusive, your mom is hard to connect with, you don’t get to see her, etc. get through today as best you can. love you.

i bet it feels good as fuck to feel good

Realizing the depression is not seasonal is like: Wow! What a beautiful flower! The birds are singing! I sure do love spring! I think I am fundamentally unlovable as a person.

self deprecation will always hurt you far far more than it could ever help you. don’t keep convincing yourself you’re the exception in all the worst ways. don’t keep letting yourself believe you are not savable.

wild having moral OCD while also believing in the inherent goodness of humanity/the necessity for restorative justice, because it’s like: yeah, people are a product of their circumstances. very rarely is anyone truly incapable of change and there’s no such thing as a person who is fundamentally evil. except for me of course.

you don’t need to push through pain to be worthy.

You will never 100% idiotproof your creative work & if you try to, you will only succeed in smothering the soul out of it. btw