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I'm such a fucking pig, I ate whole fucking bag of chips. I'm not eating anything else today or tomorrow and I'm going to workout some more. I was doing so good too.

It genuinely feels like my family is sabotaging me. They keep buying fast foods, sweets etc and constantly trying to make me eat it. My mom knows damn well that I struggle with stress eating and binging, I always had. She keeps making arguments with me and then buys even more junk food, girl be fr. It's so hard but then I remember that being fat is harder, wish me luck guys 🤞🪽

My sw was 81kg and I felt like a cow, now I'm at 72kg and it's still so bad. I'm a fucking pig, I hate the way I look, my stomach, thighs, chin, arms, I hate that I can't just go to store and get anything I like because my body makes all the cute clothes look like they are about to tear apart, and honestly? That's one of the things that keeps me going. I won't stop until I'm tiny and perfect because pretty girls don't eat. My gw is 55.5 kg and I will get there with help of Ana.

I'm trying to lose weight and stay under 800 kcal for now but I am planning to eventually get even less kcal, I want my body to kinda get used to less calories first. My biggest problem is that I have quite few meds that I have to take, specifically in the morning and I can't do it on empty stomach so skipping breakfast is impossible. Anyone has any tips? I want to be skinny and empty but I'm too scared to mess with my meds like that