I don’t know where to start. #TLDR I’m not happy with life right now, I miss the past, I miss who I used to be and the life that I had. Is this what a lot of people go through as they get older? I’m letting it all out here to look back on later, since I don’t know anyone on here. The bug hit the world and I stopped being able to recognize myself and the things and people who make me happy. Games, phone calls, working out, playing instruments, going out, it all used to keep me pumped and jazzed about life and now it all does so little for my mental wellbeing. I feel like the people I want to talk to don’t want to talk to me and there are others who are right there but I don’t feel like I have that connection with them to have conversations with them. I also have anxiety which makes it so hard to commit to just about anything. All I do is work, eat, sleep, repeat. That feels good because I’m contributing to society in a positive way. My off time needs heavy restructuring. Wow that didn’t take long, I thought I’d get it all out here and I’ve lost interest in even trying to express myself. This isn’t right, is it me, is it the world around me, how do I get back on track with the life I’ve been blessed with so I can be my best self? Help.
