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Some photos from over the weekend, while I was eating pretty good I was also out and about a lot so I walked a great deal and boy does gaining 100lbs in 9ish months make you feel the difference.

Body by Vanilla Bean

2026

2026

When I left vs now the difference is mental

My buddies call me “C-Cup” and scoop my moobs in public. Then at work, my cubicle partner told me I need to start watching what I eat.

Oink 🐷

Nothing fits anymore 🥵

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I guess I am a completely different person now 😅 and there’s enough of me to be two of that skinny version 😂 I used to be out every weekend climbing or hiking (or clubbing 🫣)

I recently found this photo of me when I was slimmer, all lean and active on the beach with a flat stomach and defined arms. Although admittedly I only looked like this for a few months at most. Around this time in my life was probably the least fat on my body ever and the only time I went to the gym.

And here is me now. My belly is big and soft, hanging and spilling, my thighs press together when I walk, my chest and sides have filled out, and everything jiggles when I move. I love how heavy and round I feel now. It turns me on so much, it’s amazing how much happier I am now 😍

Seeing old photos of me really lets it hit home how big I have gotten. And then I am immediately excited how big I could still get. It’s also amazing how tired I look, but I had been on the road 3 weeks when that photo had been taken 🫣 I guess I won’t be going up any hills anytime soon but I might to the shops to get some ice cream 😈

first 10 lbs -> first 120 lbs

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