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Good news: writing is happening ever so slowly (like, imagine the speed at which hair grows, and then slow it down 5000%)

Bad news (unless you’re a sicko like me): it’s 👹angst👹

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tommyhayward

okay gang prayer circle that this guy I've been chatting to is just as good in person bc I don't think I can handle another shit date HAHAHA

tommyhayward

You guYS I don’t wanna jinx anything but oh my godddddd I may have found a fellow yearner

tommyhayward

“#fingers were brushed and knees were touching and shoulders were bumping into each other l am FERALLLLLL”

So it turns out we’re both on the spectrum HAHAHA

tommyhayward

Y’all good lord I am SO glad I started this thread bc being able to track this timeline of events is kind of wonderful and sorry not sorry bc this is my blog and I’ll post what I wanttttttttttt

But like holy shit gang, he’s been the most incredible guy??? Like I haven’t seen him in about a week (sad girl vibes) but we’ve been messaging and he’s absolutely matching my usual vibe in terms of mentioning potential future travel, experiences etc. AND I keep going back to him accidentally calling me babe last weekend while was driving my car, all of which absolutely killed me in the best way.

Last night I mentioned how nice it was when we spent an evening cosied up on his couch watching a show and he said he would be thinking about that as he fell asleep???? ExCUSE ME??????

He had surgery today and sent me a goofy selfie beforehand and I keep going back to it bc yes I am D O W N B A D okay I admit it but it’s hard to not be when he’s healing all the parts of me that had been disregarded by others for so long.

Turns out that all this time I really just needed someone with the same flavour neurotype as me 😌

tommyhayward

B R U H there’s something bittersweet about finally landing something so good and fulfilling after years of like… nothing, I’ve had a little cry about it because what do you MEAN I could have been treated better right from the fucking start. Fuck that guy. Like my brain is messed up to the point that it keeps looking for ways that this could end or that he might not actually be interested (and yeah that’s dating to a certain degree) but when this guy is talking plans for like… AGES from now and moving regions etc, I think he’s pretty into me??? But my mind is like 👹N O H E ‘S N O T 👹so thanks to my ex for that little bit of trauma too xx

#just another ramble soz #there’s also a bunch of fucking delightful nsfw compatabilities which has been DELIGHTFUL #back to my lover girl ways tbh I feel sparkly again

I will do some writing tonight.

I will do some writing tonight

#well this was formatted with italics and then tumblr didn’t let me paste it properly so you just get to enjoy what looks like #me fucking crashing out #which tbh isn’t far from the truth I need to get back into the swing of things #I’m so determined to not abandon this fic oh lord

infectiouspiss

this is my diary and if you choose to follow it that's your problem

#accurate

the-ginger-hedge-witch

Wishing all of you a tender forehead kiss from a strong but intimacy-starved man who is scared of the feelings you are awakening in him but is already in too deep to know how to stop.

#laughs maniacally #10/10

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Hi hello I’m Still AliveTM just a bit in the trenches of life/work/house selling/car buying and will be back and writing again sooooooon I have lots of source material

#samiposts #life update ish

tommyhayward

okay gang prayer circle that this guy I've been chatting to is just as good in person bc I don't think I can handle another shit date HAHAHA

tommyhayward

You guYS I don’t wanna jinx anything but oh my godddddd I may have found a fellow yearner

tommyhayward

“#fingers were brushed and knees were touching and shoulders were bumping into each other l am FERALLLLLL”

So it turns out we’re both on the spectrum HAHAHA

tommyhayward

Y’all good lord I am SO glad I started this thread bc being able to track this timeline of events is kind of wonderful and sorry not sorry bc this is my blog and I’ll post what I wanttttttttttt

But like holy shit gang, he’s been the most incredible guy??? Like I haven’t seen him in about a week (sad girl vibes) but we’ve been messaging and he’s absolutely matching my usual vibe in terms of mentioning potential future travel, experiences etc. AND I keep going back to him accidentally calling me babe last weekend while was driving my car, all of which absolutely killed me in the best way.

Last night I mentioned how nice it was when we spent an evening cosied up on his couch watching a show and he said he would be thinking about that as he fell asleep???? ExCUSE ME??????

He had surgery today and sent me a goofy selfie beforehand and I keep going back to it bc yes I am D O W N B A D okay I admit it but it’s hard to not be when he’s healing all the parts of me that had been disregarded by others for so long.

Turns out that all this time I really just needed someone with the same flavour neurotype as me 😌

#Sami rambles about boys #well men really #well actually man singular #tl;dr things continue to go well and I’m totally down bad #and counting the days til he’s healed from surgery so I can seeeeee him

fitzawkwarddarcy

having an internet bestie who's 16 hours ahead of you is silently willing them to wake up to read your unhinged texts, and then immediately being like WHY ARE YOU AWAKE when they respond at 3AM their time.

#HAHAHAHAHAHAHA #if my day hasn’t started out with you berating me for being awake #it hasn’t started at all tbh #ily bb

kokoluwie

#god he looks good #Pedro #feralposting

This fuckin song man, this bit gets me every time 😭

#it’s very modernMary coded imo #but it’s also ME in a few months at the rate things are going #and I love it #but it’s on my writing playlist for my modern au bc it makes me think of marytom so much #ugh I love them #it’s Audrey Hepburn by Maisie Peters if you’re interested!!

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tommyhayward

okay gang prayer circle that this guy I've been chatting to is just as good in person bc I don't think I can handle another shit date HAHAHA

tommyhayward

You guYS I don’t wanna jinx anything but oh my godddddd I may have found a fellow yearner

tommyhayward

“#fingers were brushed and knees were touching and shoulders were bumping into each other l am FERALLLLLL”

So it turns out we’re both on the spectrum HAHAHA

#obligatory reblog to say that things appear to be going well and he accidentally called me babe yesterday #he hoped I wouldn’t notice but I dID #and that’s the kind of thing I’d do

1anonyymous1

I love myself enough to let whoever go

svdaily

It’s me before you baby

#FYD

Hey y’all just a lil life/fic update from me, because there’s never a dull moment in my universe apparently. An Overwhelming Sense of Calm isn’t stopping, but updates will probably be more delayed than usual due to my grandma being quite unwell, on top of travel that will make it a challenge for me to bring my laptop along with me.

THAT SAID I’m actually in a decent headspace and will likely have a bunch of fluff once I’m back properly in action, so thank you for bearing with me xx

#an overwhelming sense of calm #tobs modern au

bulljumpingfresco

Minoan octopus fresco

tommyhayward

@fitzawkwarddarcy these just make me think of you and N now hahaha

chinesewindchimes

bits and pieces

#third one taken directly from my brain on Sunday evening #I am Tom Hayward and he is me

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mikesseleven

Tom Hayward anytime Mr. Ryder so much as looks at Mary Bennet

#lmao #tobs

calellon

unfortunately i could never be nonchalant because i am not well in the head and also my soul is on fire

#same

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