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SHADES OF COOL - LANA DEL REY

< KATIE >

The knock at my door is loud and sharp, forcing me to snap out of the trance I had willingly put myself in nothing short of an hour ago, thinking about everyone and everything i didnt WANT to think about. I didnt want to think about Lizzie young, I didnt want to think about her stupid blonde hair, or her icy blue eyes, her pink lips and the way she protected me. The way she defended me when i wasnt in the room and the way that she lashed out on Patrick for 'Throwing away a diamond for a copper coin..'

Patrick- the last thing i wanted to think about was Patrick, and the fact that he cheated on me with a random girl from sixth year. i just didnt want to think.

I wasnt expecting anyone, I never did, and the only people that would be stood outside of my door at two o'clock in the morning would be my mother, coming home late from a hospital shift, or.. well... nobody.

As i slip out of my bed, pulling on a pair of boyshorts in the process, i run downstairs and open the door to find Elizabeth Young, who is now stairing at me like i've grown a third head.

"what are you-"

"i need to apologise." Lizzie blurted out before entering my house without permission, which she hadnt done since we were about seven years old. Reading the look on my face, she back-tracked, trying to find the words to explain why she was outside of my house at two o'clock in the morning.

"can i sit?" She muttered as she slipped her shoes off, more comfortable around me than she had ever been in her entire life.

"Yeah just- follow me." I let out as i walked upstairs, leading her to my room while i threw my long ginger hair into a ponytail, taking it off of the back of my neck.

Once we entered my room, Lizzie stood in the doorway like a vampire waiting for permission to be let in, it would be comical, if she didnt scream in my face for being a 'stupid, dick whipped bitch' 8 hours ago.

"Kathryn."

"Elizabeth."

"Im so sorry-" She blurted as she rushed onto my bed, looking at me like i was broken glass.

"I didnt mean to errupt on you like that but you have to understand that you're my friend and i think- no- i know! i know that its stupid and you're destroying yourself if you stay with Patrick."

"Liz-" I bit back

"No Katie you dont understand-" She grunted as she cut me off. "You cannot, i will not let you stay with a man that has cheated on you." She huffed, standing up like she hadnt sat down on my bed 60 seconds ago. She couldnt keep still.

"Lizzie." I tried to respond, but i was unable to with the whippet pacing around my room, the whippet that was completely unaware to the fact that Patrick Feely was no longer my boyfriend.

"Kathryn you deserve someone who loves you, not someone who foams out the mouth

at the sight of anything that breathes and posesses a pair of tits-"

"Jesus christ Lizzie i'm not with Patrick! Just calm down for a second will you!" I snapped back, gripping her wrist and pulling her onto my bed again, closer, mabye a tiny bit too close.

"You what-" She slipped on her words, emotions like shock and confusion painted her eyes, and something I couldnt quite place.

"I broke up with him after i found out Lizzie i'm not daft-" I whispered while pulling myself up on my knees, placing my own hands on them as my body subconsciously dragged towards her, almost like a string.

"We're done- im not stupid- im not crazy- and im definitely not dick whipped."

Silence hung in the air between us.. a long, uncomfortable silence, as i watched Lizzie go through what I could only describe as a wheel of fortune for emotions. Fear, disappointment, anger, shock, before finally landing on what seemed like releif.

"Oh Katie-" She sighed before looking at me like i was the only star in the fucking sky. "Katie im so proud of you-"

"Okay Elizabeth! i dont need the dramatics." I laughed as i held her hand in mine.. a warm feeling shooting through my arm and all the way down to my stomach. Something unfamiliar, something I had never ever felt with Patrick.

< LIZZIE >

Looking at Katie Wilmott was something that I had always enjoyed. I loved looking at her auburn hair, those gorgeous green eyes and her freckles... her freckles that looked like they were hand painted by the angels themselves. But now? now was something different. Now, she didnt have a boyfriend... which was something that always stopped me from inserting myself into her life, more than i was already.

Katie sat on her bed, leaning towards me with her hands in mine and I damn near short circuited. She was dressed in boyshorts and a tank top I had seen many times before, in my mind, and definitely in my dreams.

"Youre a smart girl." I stated to Katie.. watching the rosy pink colour rush up her neck, gradually meeting her ears and then her cheeks.

I had never seen anything like it.

I felt like i had just been told that jesus was seen. like a miracle had happened. And I'm not religious..

Patrick was gone, and Katie was right infront of my face.. looking like every teenage boy's wet dream. Except I wasnt a teenage boy, and resonated with that feeling like no other.

Being bisexual was never something to be ashamed of and i knew it, i wasnt ashamed of my identity one bit and if somebody didnt like it then they could fuck right off. All i cared about right now was the little fox infront of me.

"He's gone? You're done? Like actually Katie im not messing arou-" I asked her before immediately being cut off with a hand accross my mouth.

"Gone! done! dusted! gone- i promise you Lizzie." Katie screamed with a giggle i could bottle up and keep forever.

"Oh thank god." I huffed before letting my body flop down on her bed, my head falling just on her knees, something that wasnt planned, and something i wasnt complaining about.

Her thighs were soft, and warm... pale.. and so comforting.

Blue met green as I finally opened my eyes after what felt like tens of minutes laying on her, when in reality it had only really been three. And there was an intensity in her eyes I had never seen before... longing almost, needy.

I didnt say anything, just held her gaze, admiring the peice of art looking down at me. I felt safe, calm, like I always did with her. Nothing new.

"Do you need something from me, ginger?" I drawled, my ego being stroked from the obvious pink tint covering her face.

"No.." She muttered as she let her hand rest in my hair... softly massaging my scalp.

"Are you positive?" The look in her eyes told me everything i needed to know. She was nervous, scared even. But she enjoyed my company, not the company we used to give eachother... this company. Company laced with tension and desire.

"You're okay though? right? after everything with Feely?" I asked, having to make sure that she was okay, because if she wasnt, i wouldn't let myself move on her like this. If she needed time she would get just that. Like she would get absolutely fucking anything in the world from me if she asked.

"Lizzie can you be honest with me?" Katie softly asked, her voice almost wobbly.

Mabye not, absolutely fucking anything.

"Talk to me, ginger." I hummed, letting myself sit up infront of her. "There's no need to be nervous to ask me a question. go on.."

"Was i pretty enough for him?" Oh Jesus.

Katie was nothing short of etheral, which was why the question threw me off guard, until she added more.

"Do you think i'm.. pretty?"

"I think you're stunning."

Before I could even get any more words out, Katie was on my lap, her thighs on either side of mine as she begged me to tell her the truth.

"Tell me truth Lizzie you need to- you need to tell me the truth because if i'm being stupid right now and making a fool of myself then you need to tell me."

I didnt know where to put my hands. My face had flushed so much that Katie was smiling... that gorgeous smile that coated my dreams every single night.

"You're pretty baby, i promise." I let myself say, placing my hands on her hips as my neck craned up to look at her. "cmere."

(this section has smut in it for anyone that is'nt a fan of this stuff!! 💗)

Katie's hips sunk down on me as she leaned forward, pressing her lips to mine, and I swear that all of the air had been knocked out of my body. My hand traveled up her back as our lips danced with eachother, fighting for the majourity of the feeling i could only describe as fire in my stomach.

Her tounge traced my bottom lip, causing me to let out a whimper, as the sly little fox slipped her tounge into my mouth and grasped my hair like i was going to disappear..

"im here baby-" I muttered as i dragged her forward by her hips, breaking the kiss for air. "right here..."

My voice came out as a whisper, staring over her. She was like porcelain, so precious and fragile.

"You're gorgeous."

She attempted to object, but the words caught in her throat as my lips pressed to her stomach, trailing up to her sternum as i pinged the strap of her tank top.

"can we get this off for me? we can keep it on if you like." I proposed softly, trying to make her feel as safe and in control as possible.

She tugged it off, revealing her bare breasts, her stomach... leaving her in those little boyshorts.

"Jesus christ..."

"Can i?" I softly asked her as my hands trailed up her stomach to the sides of her breasts.

"Y-yeah.. ofcourse." Katie mumbled, fumbling over her words. Sensing my hesitation, she continued with a small. "i want this. i want you."

Consent was all i needed from her... causing me to softly lick the pink bud of her nipple, the nipple growing under my touch. The hitch of her breath only served as encouragement for me, as i palmed the other boob with my free hand, looking up at her as her lips parted, she looked fucking incredible.

My hands fell to her waist again as i softly flipped us over. Her head hit her pillows, thankfully, and she chuckled, causing me to let out a small laugh back.

"You're so pretty... so so pretty-" I teased inbetween kisses as I leaned down to graze my lips accross her neck, planting hot, open mouthed kisses down to her stomach. "the prettiest porcelain i've ever seen.."

"T-thankyou." She squeaked as her body twitched, a reaction to my touch, something i couldnt ignore.

"No need to thank me gorgeous... do you like this? me touching you?" I said as my finger slipped past the waistband of her shorts, slipping them down along with her underwear.

< KATIE >

Oh.

Oh!

Lizzie was currently pulling down my underwear, and all I could think about was how launching myself into her lap was NOT a mistake after all. She thought i was pretty..

no- she thought i was stunning... gorgeous. Patrick never called me gorgeous, and Patrick had never pulled down my underwear before either.

"Liz-" I gasped, placing my hand ontop of hers to save myself the embarrassment.

Lizzie kissed her thigh. "You want me to stop?"

"No! no no just- fuck- carry on-" I stuttered... watching the blonde kiss down my thighs as the shorts left my legs. The hitch in her breath was more than audible as her eyes fixed upon my core.. wet and nothing short from ready.

"Jesus, ginger... look at you." Liz drawled... stroking my thigh as i twitched.. her tone of voice was something i had no shame in enjoying, until i suddenly realised i was bare infront of this girl.

My legs attempted to close in embarrassment, which was quickly met with the objection of lizzie's head inbetween my thighs. "Are you hiding from me, kitty?"

Fucking hell. "No.. no im not.." I lied, heart practically beating out of my chest.

"Dont lie to me now, baby." Lizzie grinned before licking up my folds, tasting me completely. Her actions earned a gasp from me, as my lips quivered.

It didnt stop there, her hands gripped my hips to keep me in place as my legs twitched as she devoured me.

"L-Lizzie!"

The warm feeling settling in my stomach was something i couldnt ignore for the life of me.. my breath hitched.. as i let moans fall out from my throat at the ethereal feeling of Lizzie's tounge on me.

Nobody had ever made me feel like this before, and i'm glad that it was Lizzie, and nobody else.

Her tounge flicked the sensitive part of me and a moan creeped up my throat... waves of pleasure hit my body as the sound filled the room "Oh fuck-"

I didnt curse alot, but i felt as if this was a correct time. I felt great. amazing even. The feeling was foreign but definitely not unwelcome.

"Do i make you feel good ba-"

I didnt even let her finish her sentence before venturing a quick

"Yes! Yes you do- just dont- stop-"

I sounded pathetic. Which Lizzie seemed to enjoy, humming against me, causing vibrations to shoot through me.

"Lizzie what is- i- what's happening-"

It felt as if there was a spring in my stomach, getting tighter and tighter, as if if was about to burst. I couldnt tell if I liked it or not, but right now, i felt like my head was in the clouds.

"You're gonna cum baby... do you feel that.. in your stomach?" She pressed down on my lower stomach with her free hand, causing me to let out a moan so gutteral that Lizzie giggled. She giggled. With her face in my Vagina.

"It is not funny!" I protested, but decided not to argue further, as i felt like i was about to burst.

Lizzie's tounge circled my sweet spot... and with no further warning, my body shook and writhed due to her manipulation. My legs twitched as my stomach contracted over and over again. My hands found her hair as she slowly guided me through the sensation..

"Good girl, Kitty Kat."