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@tomastheswitch

Tomas Martinez. 18, Switch. Not much to say about me. Just that I'm a stickler about people saying my name right.

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Txt: Are you ignoring me now? Txt: Look. I don't sit around crying all the time, at least now that Johnny's here. He and I are happy. But we both miss you like crazy. Txt: I've been in love with you since we were fifteen, Tomas. I spent months paranoid that you didn't feel the same way and then when I finally got up the courage to plan a romantic weekend for us, you told me you were leaving. Txt: I love you always, too. And I always want you. But you're not here and it sucks.

Text: I know I’m not special… I’ve known it… I bet it’s easier with him…it probably wasn’t easy with me because I .. wasn’t wanted… you just were lonely and I was there….I get it

Txt: we don’t have to.

Text: But ?

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Text: Hola

Text: ??

Text: Johnny? :)

Text: that’s not what I’m worried about.

Text: Then I don't understand

Txt: Are you ignoring me now? Txt: Look. I don't sit around crying all the time, at least now that Johnny's here. He and I are happy. But we both miss you like crazy. Txt: I've been in love with you since we were fifteen, Tomas. I spent months paranoid that you didn't feel the same way and then when I finally got up the courage to plan a romantic weekend for us, you told me you were leaving. Txt: I love you always, too. And I always want you. But you're not here and it sucks.

Text: I know I’m not special… I’ve known it… I bet it’s easier with him…it probably wasn’t easy with me because I .. wasn’t wanted… you just were lonely and I was there….I get it

Txt: We’re still alive, aren’t we? Then you haven’t missed out on anything. Any time you come back, there will be a place for you in my arms and in my heart. Always.

Txt: How are we supposed to just go back to being brothers?

Txt: Are you ignoring me now? Txt: Look. I don't sit around crying all the time, at least now that Johnny's here. He and I are happy. But we both miss you like crazy. Txt: I've been in love with you since we were fifteen, Tomas. I spent months paranoid that you didn't feel the same way and then when I finally got up the courage to plan a romantic weekend for us, you told me you were leaving. Txt: I love you always, too. And I always want you. But you're not here and it sucks.

Text: I know I’m not special… I’ve known it… I bet it’s easier with him…it probably wasn’t easy with me because I .. wasn’t wanted… you just were lonely and I was there….I get it

Text: Tomas, what on earth are you talking about. Like, seriously, what about our past has given you this impression. What part of me being in love with you since we were fifteen didn’t you understand? Text: It was only harder with you because we didn’t admit our feelings, and because you left pretty much as soon as we did. That’s the only reason. You’re very, very much wanted. Then and now.

Unsent: Then. Just then.

Text: It's just.. had to hear... I don't like hearing about the things I missed on because I was scared. The things I won't get back. I'd rather think it wasn't as big because of it was't it would have still.. meant something

Text: Hola

Text: ??

Text: Johnny? :)

Text: No, Tomas, I really don’t think you do.

Text: Don't worry, I won't get in the way.

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Text: Hola

Text: ??

Text: Johnny? :)

Text: What? You think just because we have each other we don’t care about you? We miss you, Tomas.

Text: Why would you care when you have each other. I get it, though

Txt: Are you ignoring me now? Txt: Look. I don't sit around crying all the time, at least now that Johnny's here. He and I are happy. But we both miss you like crazy. Txt: I've been in love with you since we were fifteen, Tomas. I spent months paranoid that you didn't feel the same way and then when I finally got up the courage to plan a romantic weekend for us, you told me you were leaving. Txt: I love you always, too. And I always want you. But you're not here and it sucks.

Text: I know I'm not special... I've known it... I bet it's easier with him...it probably wasn't easy with me because I .. wasn't wanted... you just were lonely and I was there....I get it

#ceduardo #the-reduardo

Text: Hola

Text: ??

Text: Johnny? :)

Text: Yeah.

Text: Okay. Take care of each other then.

Text: Hola

Text: ??

Text: Johnny? :)

Text: Me and Eduardo?

Unsent: Shit.

Text: Are you..?

Text: Love you always

Text: Tomas?!Text: are you okay?

Txt: No, Tomas. I don’t resent you. I just miss you. There’s a difference, hermano.

Text: I'm sorry I texted. I think you're doing just fine without me.

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Text: Hola

Text: ??

Text: Johnny? :)

Text: Sorry. Forget I asked.

Text: You two are together... aren't you.

Text: Love you always

Text: Tomas?!Text: are you okay?

Txt: It’s okay. Txt: As long as you’re happy. Txt: Just remember we love you and we always need you.

Txt: It's clearly not okay if you're resenting me for going..

Text: Hola

Text: ??

Text: Johnny? :)

Text: XP

Text: Do you have feelings for Eduardo ?

Text: I... that's.. a really random question...

Text: Love you always

Text: Tomas?!Text: are you okay?

Txt: …cause it’s true. Txt: Cause if it weren’t you would be here with us.

Txt: Don't say that! Johnny wasn't even there before... he wasn't... and I.. I was scared.. of asking you for what I wanted... I'm sorry...

Text: Love you always

Text: Tomas?!Text: are you okay?

Txt: We’re okay. Txt: But we would be better if you were here. Txt: It’s alright. I know we’re…I know we’re not enough.

Txt: Cut that out right now :( Why would you ever think that?

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Text: Hola

Text: ??

Text: Johnny? :)

Text: we were thinking of you too. We miss you, hermano.

Text: Why wouldn't you, I'm awesome :*

Text: Love you always

Text: Tomas?!Text: are you okay?

Text: Oh. Okay. Text: But you would….you would have Johnny and I.

Text: You.. don't need me, though.. I mean, right..? You're okay...?

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