#Valentine, Texas ♡

feat. thoma, xiao, ayaka, scaramouche, venti ; gn reader

content. modern au, fluff, pining

notes. random scenarios with them and the question "what are we?"

♡ thoma !

he wonders sometimes in the beats of silence between your conversations that flow as easy as water what you think of him, whether your heart pounds for him the same way his does when he hears your voice or sees a message from you. how do you see him in those long hours of sitting together in an enormous field of flowers under the sun and the stars (but you were what his gaze was drawn to, unequivocally)? do you study his face the way he studies yours, every feature driving him crazy with your beauty? he wonders this the way he wonders what you are to him. friends, best friends, lovers, possibly, maybe? how badly he wants to ask. but too scared to ask for more than your friendship, he stays silent for now, not wanting to wreck this relationship that means so very much to him.

“im sorry.” a soft whisper nearly something you couldn’t hear. you tilted your head and smiled gently, continuously holding your lovers hands.

“and what’s that sorry for, dear -“

“we can be anymore.”

your hands went bitter cold as the color on your face disappeared, the firey color went down as the night appeared suddenly. the orange flame color of your skin went away, only to be left with a cold blue color of sadness.

“xiao, if your joking, this isn’t f -“

“why would i be joking.” he let go of your hands on haste, looking down at the wooden flooring. you moved your head to meet his eyes with yours.

“xiao, pleased talk to me. what’s going on ? why are you bringing this up all of a sudden.”

xiao mumbled under his breath, something you couldn’t catch in which he repeated.

“i should’ve never been with a mortal like you.”

and with that, the hand you were holding dissolved into thin air, the real dust making you tear, your hand still extended out as if he would appear and take it again. your knees became weak as you held into the railing for support, hands shaking and eyes watering on what had just happened. you shook out a whispered cry, something you haven’t done for a while.

a small game of where one says i love you, and whoever blushes or laughs loses.

characters; xiao, kazuha, ayato, itto, scaramouche, childe, albedo, thoma

It was just a joke when it left your friend's lips, saying that it would be interesting to see people's reactions to being told those three words, whether they meant it or not.

They weren't expecting you to go along with it, but then...

—without a hitch in your breath, straightening your back as you grab their hands within yours, all while looking at them right in the eyes,

"I love you."

—you confidently say.

Now then, who will falter in this so-called game?

XIAO — the bashful

With the way you look at him tenderly while you say those words...it wouldn't be a surprise when he immediately averts his eyes away from you and covers his reddening ears—a pathetic way to deny defeat. The fact that he actually holds feelings for you won't help in this situation either. But since you're only friends, you simply laugh it off, teasing him a little bit before dropping the game entirely. You thought it made him uncomfortable but...oh well, you've always been quite the oblivious one after all. Xiao scowls to himself as he thinks about your stupidness in the name of love.

KAZUHA — the smiley face

This guys is almost always smiling, what made you think he'd actually react to what you say? Kazuha can hear whether words are straight from heart or not, so when you say "I love you" without meaning it romantically, he knows and just goes :) . That's why it's easy for him to keep his composure, even if he's a little hurt. You whine a little at his lack of reaction, calling him boring and annoying. Imagine your surprise when he suddenly says, "I love you too". You burst out in surprise and confusion while he simply smirks, saying that it would be unfair if he's the only one who has to be the receiver. The red tint in your cheeks keeps him satisfied.

memo happy chuu day! this is from my old blog so if you’re still out there anon, i hope you’re feeling better + please take good care of yourself <3 !!

chuuya loves you so so much, and he hates seeing you so uncomfortable. he would gladly switch spots with you if he could

he’s so sweet and understanding when it comes to periods. kouyou raised him well !!

doesn’t mind if accidents happen, like if you ever bleed through the sheets. if you try to apologize, he’s giving you the biggest “are you serious” look before carrying you into the bathroom to get cleaned up while he takes care of the bed

a/n: thank you so much for the request! it was so much fun to write and i apologize that it has taken so long. college stress is horrible, i hope it's not as bad anymore as it used to be<33 also, in honor of chuuya's birthday and the new chapter, i wrote for him too :)

warning(s): cursing in chuuya's part.

your tears have the ability to melt the wall dazai built around his heart.

dazai won't immediately show deep concern and he wouldn't try to lighten the mood with his dramatic act. instead, dazai follows the sound of your crying and ends up in the bedroom. he stops in the doorway and observes the scenario; your glittering cheeks, the cramped fingers that press on the backspace, the tension in your shoulder blades, and the open books spread on your bed. figuring out what the cause is of your tears is child's play for dazai. however, that doesn't take away how horrible he finds it to see you so stressed to the point you are crying.

dazai would call your name gently and he can hear the sound of a piece of his heart shattering once you look at him with watery eyes. especially if the sight of your boyfriend makes you cry even harder, dazai feels a kind of coldness slip under his skin.

dazai would walk over to you and kneel in front of you. his eyes radiate a kind of gentleness that's only reserved for you and one of his hands tuck a strand of hair behind your ears. "what's making my beautiful belladonna cry, hm?"

when you inform him about all the assignments and in particular the one assignment that's due at midnight, the one you totally forgot about and isn't finished yet, dazai silently listens while his mind finds hundreds of ways to make sure that pained expression on your face disappears soon.

it doesn't matter how stressed, panicked, or stubborn you are for dazai to convince you to take a small break. he'll hold your hand while you make a small walk around the block and if there are any ingredients at home dazai can make a simple dish of, he would. dazai would even text atsushi to buy your comfort food or anything you might need.

although dazai wouldn't be very helpful with finishing assignments, his presence is already enough. he would sit behind you with his head resting on your shoulder. he would play with your hair and place soft kisses between your shoulder blades. every now and then, he watches over your shoulder and gives you advice on spelling, articulation, or something you can expand on. dazai would also be great at coming up with those sentences that make you reach the word count faster.

after you have finished your assignment and let out a breath of relief, dazai is all over you. how dared that assignment claim all of your attention? it's a good thing you have time for your needy boyfriend now. dazai's arms lock around you and he kisses you as if he tries to erase the stress you have felt. dazai knows he never wants to see you stressed like that ever again.

your tears immediately concern kunikida and he can't help but feel protective over you.

kunikida would have a hunch on what's the cause of your tears by the way you were flipping through your schedule and how the floor was covered with papers. kunikida has noted down a list of habits you show when you're stressed or upset and seeing them all back in your behavior now fills kunikida with concern.

kunikida would be calm and steady, a reliable presence. he walks over to you and kneels down, observing your avoiding glaze for a few seconds before he gently grabs your chin. "what's troubling you, y/n, dear?"

when you inform kunikida about all the assignments you still have to do and how one is due at midnight, kunikida listens patiently. he asks if he can take a look at your schedule and gently grabs it out of your cramped fingers. you'll hear a low hum coming from kunikida's chest while he then asks for a pen. you silently watch how your boyfriend makes adjustments to your schedule.

kunikida, who is familiar with your routines and habits, makes the perfect schedule for you to follow. The first thing on your list is? a fifteen-minute break where he can take care of you. kunikida will let you rest in his arms while he calmy tells you how everything is going to be okay.

when you go back to studying, kunikida is right there to give you anything you need. he brings you a cup of tea, prepares dinner, gives you snacks, a blanket, a massage, etc. anything to make you feel comfortable during studying.

kunikida would check your work afterwards and point out certain adjustments you can make.

whatever was on kunikida's schedule that night, he neglects it for you. you are his first priority right now. kunikida wants to see you shine brightly again, even though he secretly enjoys taking care of you. kunikida is unable to think of anything else but you when you're so upset.

after you have finished the schedule he made for today, kunikida would place his strong hands on your previous tensed shoulders while his lips touches your forehead. he tells you how hard you worked and how proud he is. if you decide to wrap your arms around his neck and kiss him deeply, kunikida will blush and stammer a little. he enjoys it very much though.

chuuya wouldn't even notice all the college books lying around you. when he comes home and sees you crying, he immediately wants to beat up whoever made you upset. "that bastard. who the fuck do i need to hit for hurting you, y/n?"

chuuya can't help it. your tears are like a punch to his stomach. if someone or something hurts you, it means they hurt him as well. and well, you don't want to piss off chuuya.

when you tell chuuya that nobody hurt you, or better said college hurt you, the mafia executive calms down a little but not completely. your red cheeks are still stained with tears and he can feel your tensed shoulders shake under his hands.

after you told him about your assignments, chuuya clenches his jaw. he would rant a little on how irresponsible your college is for giving you so much work, because how dares it to make his beloved sweetheart cry?

when chuuya calms down, he would try to help you in the best way he can. chuuya stays by your side for the whole night and pours in a glass of wine for the both of you unless you prefer another drink. chuuya is quite the motivational speaker and he forces you to take a small break every now and then. "if you take a small break now, you can continue your assignment in a few minutes with a fresh look."

during those breaks, chuuya motivates you to stand up and move a little. he also knows which stories to tell in order to distract you from the assignments.

when you're back to working on your assignments again, you can feel chuuya's shoulder against yours. he's actually really funny, often saying the things you are thinking, and his remarks make you smile.

I'd like to request a hurt/comfort fic with vulnerable Chuuya. The Chuuya who wants to make you happy, but also silently fears you will leave like the others in his life. The Chuuya who would give so much but expects little in return. The Chuuya who appears confident yet has insecurities about himself. And the reader basically comforts him about these things and shares his burden ahsjsks.

I hope this is not too abstract or anything please have fun with it if you decide to write it! Mwah!❤

𝐁𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐡𝐝𝐚𝐲 𝐃𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦𝐬 — 𝐂𝐡𝐮𝐮𝐲𝐚 𝐍𝐚𝐤𝐚𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚

◊ A/N: Thought I'd shoot two birds with one stone and get a req done at the same time. So thank you Kat for the req and a Happy Birthday to my wonderful Chuuya!! <3

◊ Genre: Hurt/Comfort

◊ Pairing: Chuuya Nakahara x GN!Reader

◊ CW: Slight Stormbringer Suggestions but no official spoilers

◊ Word Count: 1.0k

A spiraling world of colors and images that Chuuya could only imagine had appeared when he met you. To him, you were human. The type of human that was pure and beautiful; Who had flaws and acknowledged them. And, god, how he loved you for it.

In this chaotic, unraveling mess of an underworld, the mafioso beguiled in the tempestuous light of your embrace. How far he had come from his nightmarish scene of ice and blood.

The dull tick of an analog clock trickled into the silence of the midnight-filled evening. No moonlight flooded the room through the lace-lined window sills. Instead, the gentle wafts of cotton-like clouds enveloped the sweet shine of the moonstone in the skies.

Chuuya stared at the ceiling. His mind occasionally drifted to the redundant sounds of the clock, but, for the most part, he indulged in the light inhale and exhale of your breath.

You were alive beside him. He could hear your heart colliding against his chest. It sang a song of life and rejuvenation; Something he wondered would chime in his own chest.

Then a soft rustle beside him signaled the end of your peaceful slumber.

"Chuuya...? Are you still up?" The grogginess of your voice made the ends of his lips upturn slightly and he gently rolled onto his side to hold you tighter.

He whispered your name in the stillness and you reciprocated with a soft, sleepy smile that made his heart slowly melt. "Go back to sleep."

"Are you going to?"

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Could you write for Kunikida or Chuuya with a reader who forgets and remembers stuff easily and randomly?

Like in the middle of doing stuff they remember something but they forget midway?

If it doesn't inspire you I'm sorry but anyways have a lovely day~

— Doppo Kunikida

genuinely doesn’t understand what goes through your head.

he’s pretty sure you’re going to remember what he told you but then you go and forget it two seconds later

he’s patient with the process for sure.

he writes down what you need to remember and ensures that you at least have a general idea of what you’re doing first

kunikida is also oddly surprised and somewhat scared when you randomly remember the memory.

strangely enough he finds it a little endearing to hear about certain things you remember

“hey do you remember that one time i took your notebook and almost threw it away because dazai said it was a fake?”

“when was this again?“

“last year in october.”

“oh that incident? yes that was the same day you forgot to get me more ink for my pen.”

you awkwardly shuffle there in front of him before remembering you forgot to buy it for him again.

“yeah about that…”

— Chuuya Nakahara

he’s just accepted your strangeness

just stands there slightly stunned when you spit out a random fact from two years ago on the eve of the full moon at 12:38 am

but then forgets to get the groceries

at the same time he can’t help but crack a smile when your face lights up in the middle of a restaurant after you remember something you like

he tries to get you to write things down at first

but he gives up later on when it’s just easier to let you do your thing

chuuya can get frustrated at times especially when it’s about some important that you forget

usually he just calms himself down by reminding himself that it’s typically not your fault and he loves you regardless

but you will still be scolded later :/

“hey did you remember that suitcase i asked you to pick up?”

“…”

*cue deep inhale*

still he likes when you randomly remember things that make him smile

your strange quirk is just another part of him he’s utterly infatuated with

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❣️ What makes them blush/gets their heart pounding?

This had also been answered here!

As I had mentioned, making him blush is not an easy task, but I feel that something else that makes Dazai flustered, or at least a little bit, would be to catch him off guard with affection. This does not happen often due to how guarded Dazai typically is, from his emotions to his actions. But in the presence of his significant other whom he feels he could lower his walls around and having not been used to affections and tenderness in his past, and hardened and somewhat desensitized by the bloodshed from his time in the mafia, he craves it. Catching him off guard this way is more likely in a setting of intimacy with only the two of you, and further into your relationship, since it is much more likely under such conditions that he is more relaxed. Maybe whisper praises or compliments at him when he lays on your lap with his eyes closed, or give him affection when he is busied with something else, for a few seconds, you may be able to see him caught off guard with a soft dust of red across his cheeks. Often times though, he would cover it up with his dramatic façade, like "Don't tease me, my love, if you're going to give me a kiss at least do it properly!"

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