Call Me Tobias, Please

Isn’t been 2 months babyyyyy

Basically I’m just gonna get all the shit I’m upset about out. Uh this is very jumbled so

Man, my dysphoria/dysmorphia gets worse every day. I hate being called she or “girly pop 🥰🥰🥰🥰” like STFU IM NOT A GIRL. THEN THEY GET MAD THAT IM UNCOMFORTABLE LIKE WHAT?

I use EVERYTHING they want me to, yet I’m the bad guy for being upset? Fucking stupid

Then my parents are making it so hard for me to ACTUALLY come out. For fucks sake, my best friend is buying me a binder since I can’t. It makes me feel so bad.

Then I come to the realization that I’m bi but male leaning, but shit..I can’t pass, so I can’t be someone’s boyfriend. And I don’t think anyone would wanna date me anyway. I’m just a nerd that likes the hobbit and fucking Greek mythology.

AND ON TOP OF IT ALL. I always ALWAYS feel like the second option. Nobody invites me to things, nobody starts conversations with me. Fuck nobody in group chats talk until I say something. It hurts.

And also, I’m so fucking touch starved. Nobody hugs me or messes with my hair, and nobody probably will. I feel so happy and safe in someone’s arms but nobody will hold me. Ever.

T4t Solangelo and the main 3

I’m back babyyyy

(My pjo OCs 👍)

I dunno, man

New OCs :3

The green one is Elliot: he’s basically just a random trans guy (which is why his shirt is a bit darker on the top. In other words, it’s his binder) that came across a sword with a fallen angel attached to it

The other one is Lucy (aka Lucifer) [ive literally never read the Bible nor do I plan on it but I just liked that one painting and I also wanted to make an OC based off of him] he’s a literal dumbass but is overly clingy and sweet…has a secret thing for Elliot